It feels like I'm dating a straight woman
I have this female friend who's being particularly needy lately (and she's a real life friend, so this isn't some vailed b*tch slap against any of you ). Let's call her Nellie.
This neediness is really starting to suffocate me and I'm debating what to do about it.
Needy Nellie was over the top last week when I went to a Canada Day party at a local bar. I arrived kind of late, so most everyone was already there seated at the two rows of tables (about 50 people overall). I saw some friends that I haven't seen in ages, so I waved to lots of people as I walked by the tables and headed towards an open seat near some friends. I waved and passed by Nellie, who glared at me as she realized I wasn't planning on sitting next to her (mind you, there were no open seats around her and like I said, I wanted to say hi to some folks I haven't seen in weeks). I didn't think much of the glare at the time.
This was a pretty casual event, so I was constantly waving or chatting with people all over the room. A few times I looked over in Nellie's direction and each time she glared at me .
Later in the evening, I found myself seated one person away from Nellie as I was chatting with a couple coworkers who I again haven't seen in a few weeks. At one point, Nellie tried saying something to me, and the friend in the middle said "Do you want to switch seats?"
I replied "Nah, that's okay, I haven't seen you in ages and I saw her last Saturday and thursday night". The look from Nellie could have killed.
I shrugged the look off and eventually later in the evening, I was chatting with Nellie where she started complaining about me not sitting next to her. I explained that the seats around here were occupied and just shrugged off the rest of her complaints. She new most of the people there, so it wasn't like I left her alone in a strange place.
Then she says "I'm going to need lots of catering from you because I'm not feeling real happy lately. You're one of my best friends and it's your responsibility." Best friend? Me?
I didn't respond to that (I'm from the if you have nothing nice to say, don't say anything school of thought) and eventually went onto other topics or included other people in the conversation.
Lately, she keeps declaring what good friends we are and telling me how strong our relationship is. Whoa . Lot's of hugs, her putting her arm around me, her head on my shoulder.
I don't get where she's getting all this. I don't see our friendship as that strong and it's not like I'm leading her on. It's like she's creating more than what's really there. Maybe she thinks if she says it enough it will be true?
It's weird, I like doing some things with her (the occasional dinner and such), but really, when did I become this responsible for her emotional needs. She seriously needs a real boyfriend because I can't give her all that she wants from me.
I haven't spoken to her since last week. I kinda fibbed when I told her I was heading out of town this past 4th of July weekend, but I needed the break from her. I'd going to pull back some more from her. Hopefully she'll get the hint.
Platonic friendships aren't supposed to be this much work. The attention she wants should be given from someone she's sleeping with. There's gotta be some reward for all that work.
Vic
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