So last night I had this guy come over. We go out to dinner at applebees for their 2 for 20 special and have nice and ranging conversation... then we go back to my place and for the next couple hours our hands are all over each other but we keep our pants on...

Actually... I could give a very thorough and exciting description of all the foreplay that went on between us, but instead I'm going to skip all that and say that at about 2am I asked if he wanted to spend the night or head home... he wanted to spend the night so we dispensed with pants and snuggled up together - he slept happily in my arms and that was very nice... surprisingly I didn't really have trouble sleeping that way.

Also, his neck is now covered in hickeys. Both sides of it, and there could have been more... so many more >_>

He's a music major at the University of South Florida, he plays violin, and he is also studying to become an interpreter for the deaf. He comes off as a little shy and he blushes in this really cute way. So far, I like him

This morning I cooked us some eggs for breakfast and I take a shower and get all dressed up for an interview I had this morning. Instead of me taking a bus to my interview we made out on my bed for an extra half hour or so. Turns out me in a suit and tie was huge turn on for him.

Eventually I get to my interview and I make a very good impression and I get offered the job. Now I just have to decide if I want to take it... the newspaper ad said 6-800/wk for pay, which I could live off okay. Turns out they're basing that off expected sales commissions. I'd be working for something of a subcompany for ADT doing door to door sales for them. Apparently its a $225 commission for each sale I make. If I were to do even two a week I'd be much better off than I am now... and the lady who interviewed me was very imressed with me. She's convinced that I have a level of charm that will go very well with the job and apparently I look like someone people can trust. It would be a big decision for me to take this job because there's no guaranteed pay when its commissions based... but then I'm also eligible to go into the manager trainee position which does get a base pay.

The operation of the business works something like this - the sales team meets at the offfice, everyone gets in a bus and we head off to the community we'll be selling in at around noon and we're back by around 8pm. I've got to think in 40 hours a week in door to door sales I'd have to come up with at least two a week (which would practically double my current pay)... but I still hesitate because of the lack of guarantee.... yet, i'm not making much working at the restaurant right now anyway.... gaaaaaah! You can see I'm torn on it.

So...okay, here's the plan. I'm going to go ahead and accept the job with a couple conditions - I'd start out part time, just two or three days a week - the days I'm not already working at the restaurant. After seeing how it goes and if it goes well, I'll switch gears and work full time for the security company and work only a couple days a week at the restaurant, that way if things fall through I'll still have my job with the restaurant to fall back on.

*plays with spreadsheet budget*

Come to think of it....even 2 sales a week would mean i could afford my current standard of living plus a car. And the three sales a week they say is what their new employees normally make would give me a good 900/month extra.

Here's to hoping this will be my big break!