You are such an eloquent, gifted writer. The pain is so realistic and intense in every sentence. Its hard to read; the struggle is so vibrant, but I enjoy every minute.
Josh's stuggle with his past is real and I like that Scott is helping him see that the process of forgiving yourself for your mistakes is a long one and can't be talked away in a night, or even a few months. Matt's struggle, though for different reasons, is just as hard to move past and I hope Luc is the one who helps him to do so. I hope he can trust himself enough, and trust in Luc's strength enough, to take a risk despite everyone else's doubts.