I have a slice or 2 of toast, or a bowl of cereal for breakfast.
Lunch is probably the biggest meal I have, I normally either have left overs from dinner the night before or something easy like subway or a burger.
Dinners normally something small, like homemade pizza on pita bread or chicken and veggies or some pasta thing. I don't like eating much for dinner unless I'm starving hungry.
and if I'm hungry after that I normally have yogurt or anything else that's small and easy
Soft drinks are my weakness, but I prefer the diet cans cause I don't really like the taste of sugar in a drink.
Though if I'm at a show or don't get much of a lunch break (anything under 2hrs for lunch is considered short) then I basically find anything easy and shove it down (chips, pies, chocolate, muesli bars that sorta crap) Or I just skip lunch.
One of our horses got put down today and then buried.
And because of the confidentiality rule of stables I can't even tell anyone who the horse was or even actually talk about to anyone else in the horse world.
Only 3 of us actually know what really happened and why.
But its business, and thats still something I haven't learnt yet. That even though I live, love and spend all of my time doing my best to care for these extremely expensive horses, its still a business and that horses will come and go and even if I love one of them unless I buy them, they will always belong to someone else and I will have virtually no control over their outcome.
Seeing all my old school people going to the year 12 ball and the new zealand music tour made me kinda depressed, it looked like everyone was happy and friends with each other.
Time and space seemed to stop,
my world coming to a halt.
My heart beats into overdrive,
thumping harder,
faster,
than ever before.
Starting at my toes,
I can feel my blood pulsing,
through every nerve,
every fibre of my being.
Muscles twitch,
trying to wake up,
attempting to move,
held down by invisible bindings.
My eyes glaze over,
staring unseeing into oblivion,
white blinding light slowly fades away,
until darkness takes over.