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  1. Agaith

    The Lions Roar

    James is a *beeeeeeeeeep beep beeping beep* and he needs a good kick in the *beep* lol Excellent story my baby but oh James does rile me up lol keep it up baby (err I mean the story ) hehehe
  2. Well done Wayne, congratulations! this might even spur me on to write a bit more (don't get your hopes up)
  3. Happy Birthday german! Be truly evil and have a great birthday! lol
  4. First of all, I think this thread is an excellent idea and I support my boyfriend, Marky, in his efforts to keep this thread open. Also thanks to Lily as I believe that she has had a good impact too Although, for the most part; I am happy and gaining more confidence by the day about myself, there were times when I hit big lows. I don't know if it was depression but it was numbness. Just a very deep apathy to anything in my life. This apathy made life, particularly social life, very difficult and became a downward spiral. This lead to even further lows and although never have done and never attempted to, I have contemplated suicide several times. Only realising how much I would crush my family by doing so and I'm not that selfish to do that. As some of you know, the word Agaith is a word from the fictional Eldar race which roughly translates to 'false face' or a mask. And that is what happened, even through the turmoil inside me, or the numbness inside me, I still put on a brave face and carried myself through the day. I'm sure some people can relate to that on some level. I began to believe the mask at times and only when the low broke through did my bad feelings come back, although this time worse. I refused to go to counselling, some close friends here on GA suggested it might be a good idea but I decided against it. For a time I felt like I was doomed to this cycle because I couldn't see a way to break it. And then came an angel, Marky. Friends at first and now boyfriends, he has helped me in a way no other has managed to do. He can see through the false face and I can share my feelings with him openly and he can me. Marky has helped me the way no other or no other counsellor could ever hope to because he understands me and balances sympathy with a small dose of a kick up the bum! (I didn't say that ) Finding someone who you can open up to completely is priceless, without Marky I wouldn't be where I am now and it is to him I am truly thankful and I am eternally grateful. I love him with all my heart and I hope everyone will find that person, friend, boyfriend, girlfriend etc to open up to completely Here's to the happy times staying and to people finding their own happiness even if the road ahead still looks dark Stuby (not Agaith) signing out
  5. Happy Birthday Comic! Err I'll leave naughty poems to my boyfriend And just say have a great day
  6. I agree with Marky, it's a very difficult situation and very unfair when a couple like yourselves only want the best for a child, when others see them as cash cows. It feels to me like those that only want to care for a child and can't do it on their own get thoroughly scrutinised when drugged up idiots still have the means to have a child and abuse that gift to have a child.
  7. Shall i just let my baby answer that one? Or post a sound clip?
  8. OMG! That made me and Marky laugh so much and so hard! There's too many to pick one out but they were all so funny
  9. HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY!!! sorry I didn't get it before hope your day was a fun one
  10. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHN!!!!!! Hope you have a fantastic day may all your birthday wishes come true
  11. Happy Birthday Mikie! Hope you have a great day!
  12. Agaith

    Movember

    I've got a good beard going, but the moustache is a bit lacking lol just as well....the bf doesn't really like me with a moustache
  13. Happy Birthday Robyn! Have a great day! :hug:
  14. Err I don't think so wayne How about passing it over to marky instead? (He's got the figure for it )
  15. A tutu for who?
  16. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KC!!!!! I'm not creative enough to think up a poem like my boyfriend but the birthday wish is there lol Have a fab day :hug:
  17. HAPPY BIRTHDAY NEPHY!!!!!!!!! HOPE YOU HAVE A FABULOUS DAY! :hug: (Blood red lettering as fits an amazing vampire author such as yourself ) hehe
  18. Agaith

    Dinner and a Movie

    Wow Percy leads an interesting life lol, I agree with my Marky, some of this reminds me of us and it's fun to see. And as for the cybersex... I'll let him explain it to you Cool chapter KC
  19. Agaith

    Nothing Personal

    That was uncalled for from Max! Sheeesh lol. Interesting to see where this one is heading cool chapter KC
  20. Cool start KC Love the characters and I can't wait to see more (don't worry about your sense of humour...I get it ) Great start KC
  21. Here's one I found The Hard Life Of A Penis There was a cucumber, a pickle, and a penis sitting around talking about how their lives sucked. The cucumber said, Man, my life sucks. When I get big, fat, and juicy, they cut me up and stick me on a salad. The pickle looks at him and says, You think you have it bad? When I get big, fat, and juicy, they stick me in vinegar, put spices on me, and stick me in a jar. The penis looks at him and says, You think you have it rough? When I get big, fat, and juicy, they stick a rubber tarp on my head, stick me in a dark room, and bang my head against the wall until I throw up and pass out!.
  22. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SEXY MAN! HOPE YOU HAVE A FANTASTIC DAY BABY! I LOVE YOU! (I got a bit excited and posted it before midnight )
  23. Agaith

    Chapter 17

    Yeah this was to show that even amongst all the craziness that has gone on, there can still be times for family glad to see you love it still love you baby
  24. Agaith

    Chapter 16

    LOL, glad to see it's enjoyable and that you are fully immersed into the story hope the next chapters are as enjoyable
  25. Agaith

    Chapter 16

    LOL, glad to see it's enjoyable and that you are fully immersed into the story hope the next chapters are as enjoyable
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