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  1. Agaith

    Moving On

    Good luck Wayne
  2. You're assuming England would take Germany to penalties? Sheesh even I'm not that optimistic
  3. Happy Birthday Bob hope you have a very special day
  4. Thank you all for the birthday wishes I have had a good day and Marky has been wonderful, thank you once again 's to all
  5. Happy Birthday Myr! Enjoy it
  6. HAPPY BIRTHDAY FROSTY!!!! :D :hug: (hope this is the right red)
  7. Agaith

    Chapter 1

    Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!! Love you baby this poem always makes me smile
  8. Agaith

    Chapter 1

    Excellent poetry as always my angel BUT...I want to know who that man is the werewolf is running away with lol
  9. Agaith

    Self-sufficiency

    My gorgeous green amazing man hehe
  10. You know what I think you bugger
  11. HAPPY BIRTHDAY WESTIE!!! :D hope you have a wonderful day
  12. A gorgeous poem for a wonderful man, thank you Joe for helping make my baby see just how special he truly is
  13. HAPPY BIRTHDAY FREDDY!!
  14. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEY! Have lots of fun!!! :hug:
  15. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BLEU!!! Have a great day
  16. That's so cool Nephy! Completely and utterly deserved! :D
  17. Awww what a sweet ending to a sweet story enjoyed it immensely from start to finish well done Wayne
  18. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANYTA! HAVE A FABO DAY!!!! :D :hug:
  19. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAILEN!!! HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY!! :hug:
  20. Agaith

    The Lions Roar

    James is a *beeeeeeeeeep beep beeping beep* and he needs a good kick in the *beep* lol Excellent story my baby but oh James does rile me up lol keep it up baby (err I mean the story ) hehehe
  21. Happy Birthday german! Be truly evil and have a great birthday! lol
  22. First of all, I think this thread is an excellent idea and I support my boyfriend, Marky, in his efforts to keep this thread open. Also thanks to Lily as I believe that she has had a good impact too Although, for the most part; I am happy and gaining more confidence by the day about myself, there were times when I hit big lows. I don't know if it was depression but it was numbness. Just a very deep apathy to anything in my life. This apathy made life, particularly social life, very difficult and became a downward spiral. This lead to even further lows and although never have done and never attempted to, I have contemplated suicide several times. Only realising how much I would crush my family by doing so and I'm not that selfish to do that. As some of you know, the word Agaith is a word from the fictional Eldar race which roughly translates to 'false face' or a mask. And that is what happened, even through the turmoil inside me, or the numbness inside me, I still put on a brave face and carried myself through the day. I'm sure some people can relate to that on some level. I began to believe the mask at times and only when the low broke through did my bad feelings come back, although this time worse. I refused to go to counselling, some close friends here on GA suggested it might be a good idea but I decided against it. For a time I felt like I was doomed to this cycle because I couldn't see a way to break it. And then came an angel, Marky. Friends at first and now boyfriends, he has helped me in a way no other has managed to do. He can see through the false face and I can share my feelings with him openly and he can me. Marky has helped me the way no other or no other counsellor could ever hope to because he understands me and balances sympathy with a small dose of a kick up the bum! (I didn't say that ) Finding someone who you can open up to completely is priceless, without Marky I wouldn't be where I am now and it is to him I am truly thankful and I am eternally grateful. I love him with all my heart and I hope everyone will find that person, friend, boyfriend, girlfriend etc to open up to completely Here's to the happy times staying and to people finding their own happiness even if the road ahead still looks dark Stuby (not Agaith) signing out
  23. Happy Birthday Comic! Err I'll leave naughty poems to my boyfriend And just say have a great day
  24. I agree with Marky, it's a very difficult situation and very unfair when a couple like yourselves only want the best for a child, when others see them as cash cows. It feels to me like those that only want to care for a child and can't do it on their own get thoroughly scrutinised when drugged up idiots still have the means to have a child and abuse that gift to have a child.
  25. HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY!!! sorry I didn't get it before hope your day was a fun one
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