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Wow, I didn't notice that kinda info anywhere, lol... Is that available somewhere? And Yah, I'd be really interested to hear what was special about yesterday!

I gave myself a year too before starting to make those changes. I needed to be sure of what I wanted in life and the changes were not easy. I had a lot of anxiety and stress in the prosess. I'm not sure if I would have been ready to move on in a different direction i life if I hadn't done that. Nothing changed for the better during that year. But at least I gave it my best shot. Oh, no, can you process your works and writings without straining your hand too much? I think it needs to get some serious rest... Maybe tape record or what ever your ideas and work more on them later. Your readers will still be around! I'm making myself happy tonight by continuing (In)visible and reading the latest chapter in St-st-stuffed. Well, actually that is you making me happy! So thank you for being there and being such a wonderful and inspirational author!

Ok, sounds like you maybe need a good plan, figure out what really makes you happy, like in long term. And I don't mean just making other people happy. That is such a great quality in person to wanna do that, I admire people like that a lot, but to be able to do that, you need to be in a good place in your life. I know that from experience. I was totally unhappy, things just got worse and worse, I felt that people around me where going to places and living their life more, somehow. I felt stuck in my life. Unhappy at work, in my own business. Unhappy in a long relationship. I had forgotten how to be creative, I had lost my will to do artsy stuff. A sweet new friend of mine pointed out to me just how empty my life had become, I hadn't even realised how bad I felt. I was so close to a breaking point that it's scary to look back today. I don't think I would have been able to realise that myself alone. I'm so grateful for her. Piece by piece I made changes in my life. First I sold my business that had lost meaning to me, then started to work in sports and yoga world. I had a few years of schooling for them. I have never regrettet this change. I sold my house to settle in smaller income. I left the relationship that made me feel empty. All this and lot more in two short years that seem like a blink of an eye in my life. Now I'm happy in so many ways that I wouldn't know where to begin to tell. I write and draw and have a lot of new friends. I enjoy my work and feel optimistic about the future. When you are happy in big issues of your life, then the little annoying stuff doesn't really matter. I'm not suggesting to change everything in your life, but make plans, put them in paper. Dream of things that make you feel good and fill you with anticipation. Then start the dreams happen. You can do that! And when you are feeling totally shitt, put that in words, let it pour out. Or you could write to me. I'm a good listener! Hugs!

I have a feeling, that nobody is gonna say anything bad to my face If/when I tell them. I'm kinda scary I guess... My friends were not surprised, they had already suspected I might go for ladies too, even before me, lol But I really am such a private person, that I only tell to those that really matter to me. Who'se business is it anyway who I like? If I'm gonna have a girlfriend, I'm not gonna hide her from anyone. Just as if I have a boyfriend. Just be you, hon! It'll work out fine I'm sure.

I started with Literotica's gay love. I'm sure you are familar with that site... It has some really good stories there, some not so good. Some are simply disturbing. Go straight to top lists. http://www.literotic...top/Gay-Male-6/ Lit has a decent ranking system, so you'll find the popular ones easily. My personal favourites there are Pogda's, Zolia Lily's and Robcup32's stories, to name a few.

I'll take love over sex anytime!

Well, being a single gal here, I have no answer to your question... Hopefully he/she will be enough I'm not gonna settle tough!

I'm weighing my options. lol I'd still prefer to find all I want in one person!

I agree totally! I cheated mainly by falling in love to another person. The physical part of the cheating was a minor part of the whole issue. I'd rather break up alltogether in the same situation before letting things go that far. I definitely learned from my mistakes. Have I been cheated on, I don't know...? If the person I love (never been totally in love) cheated on me, I think I'd die. I'd just die and then forgive and try to move on with him/her no matter how much it would hurt. I think...

Yes hon, our birth mother just had a very long labour - 10 years. But it is a scary connection we share

Still a total kid inside! I just pretend to be an adult . I hate adult responsibilities, but I'm the reliable one always. That makes me escape to my imaginary world. I luckily have many friends that appreciate being a young heart. My granpa was like a 20 year old boy when he died at 76, and my mum still behaves like she is 15, huoh. So it kinda runs in our family...

Rare one with my glasses on.

You write too good stories! Reader fells in love with the characters and never wants the experience to end. I'm one of those readers who luuuv long long stories for that. Well I also love shorties too. I think it's about person reading the stories. Sometimes, when I'm unhappy with the ending I remake it in my mind to get peace. All your stories have a proper ending in my mind and I love them all!!!! I'm big fan of yours

Things I like, I have to have. MUST HAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Really, I'm so happy for you I secretly love my addictions... But I'm working on it to keep things more in balance.

I have found one of my best and dearest friends through internet. She knows all my secrets and I feel we've known for ages. So it's different to form relationships irl.

There is something wrong in the relationship if a partner cheats. Even if the cheated one doesn't see it. I have cheated. I'm not proud of it, but if I was in my old shoes again I'd probably do it again. But I know my reasons behind it. If you decide to throw rocks my way, try not to hit my sweet face... I know better not to get in a relationship that doesn't have a deep love connection. I also know that I wouldn't cheat the one I love,I'm a protector type of person. The old relationship I was in just killed me, cheating was my silent rebellion before I had strenght to leave and be happy. The cheating didn't make me happy, but it made me see the truth about myself.

Whe I was kid, I used to eat all my doll's and Barbie's fingers, toes and noses. And I also ripped peaces of the pages in my school books and ate those. Well, I ate paper in general. Not anymore! Phiu.

Why don't you give a go to writing! I think you have it in you! I'll read it

Good for you! It definitely counts!

I think in that photo ^ I look a lot like Freddie Mercury, in my avatar pic! Without the moustache of course! lol

I'm the kinda person that gets addicted easily. When I get interested in something I'm always totally hooked. Latelly I've been hooked for Internet, GA especially. It started with reading here. Then it expanded to writing too. Now, all I seem to be doing is one or the other on my free time. I've already gotten some sour comments from my mum (she's afraid I have online games addiiction, lol) and from some of my friends that I have no time seeing anymore. What can I say, I'll probably be here untill I'm kicked out. Please let me stay, please!!!!! I feel I'm not harming anyone, me included, I feel creative and I have gained new friends here. GA helps me to be more me in my real life too. I have been addicted to TV-series, not anymore! I haven't open TV once after may 2010. Well, honestly, I did open it once when I bought a new one. That is now totally useless... I don't even watch the news anymore. I've been quite a sports junkie too. Latelly I have reduced that some.

In a goth vampire party. I was the only one tanned. lol Sorry about the small thumbnail, it was the only one that worked ( up for my technological skills)

Very pretty! Lovely actually! And you look like your avatar

Dating is hmm... hard. It is almost unnatural, well it suits some people and it can be harmless. This brings me back to my erlier topic about falling for your friends. It would be so fine to fall for some one you know and get the same feeling back. But if the peson is a close friend, well that is potentially dangerous. So how many feelings of interest are left unsaid when afraid of loosing some dear friend? Ideal - maybe to find love in school, sports activities, mutual friends etc. But not in the ones that are already close to you.

:lol: i'll let you folks enjoy that advice and I'll just rather keep my legs crossed to stop the over population.