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Good for you!

Soo sorry to hear that your mum is idiot for treating you that way. What is wrong with people ???? I'm just asking. Grrrrr.... Nobody should kick their kids out, no matter what reason. Just be you, hon!

Looking good! Got to see ya Be safe

You have such a cool signature style in your stories that I bet could recognise them for your's any time! I love this chappy, wonder where this is gonna go. It works out fine just as a shorty too!

DragonMando, you got Liza Minelly's eyes! Super wow!!!!

Soo sorry for Bailey and the poor missing kitty , ... Maybe the cat'll show up one day, they can sometimes just take off... thin hope I guess... I'd go nuts if one of my cats went missing. Once I lost my first cat and he was on the run for like 2 hours. I was already seing myself sitting in prison for torturing and killing who ever had harmed my baby... I love choco labs, my boss has one of those and I take care of him (the lab) every now and then. Nero is my best dog bud.

OMG! Your cats are so cute! Almost as cute as you !

Thanx! Your dogs are so adorable! And loosing a pet is always hard... I will always miss my first cat Pörri, but he taught me a lesson or two about love.

I'm a cat person, I'm a dog person, I'm a lizzard person, love horses... But for the good of everyone I have settled for two cats at the moment. Let me introduce my babies: This is my kitty Mörkö = Boogy Man He loves boxes and bags. And this is Toivo = Hope. He is a major pain in the ass, but gotta love him anyways

Yeah! --> Goes to add this to my current playlist.

Heh, I know what you are saying! I went through the same rollarcoaster ride And I needed some time to let all sink in. Now It is a memory of really good reading experience!

Ok, I'm not always so happy go lucky. When I hit the rock bottom (I do that every now and then) I usually just lock myself to my apartment alone without ny contact and just sink into the imaginary world. So then I won't stand any interruptions like phone calls or anything. I'm usually fine after 24 hours anti social behaviour. I just don't have the time to be all smiles and good will all the time... But that works for me, my brain kind of shuts for a while and then it is fine again.

I generally agree with Cia on this ! Books should not be messed with!!!! (With few exceptions. But that is a discussion more suitable in soapbox.)

Oh no! I just emailed my hugs to Comicality.

You definitely got me interested, keep posting, I'm gonna read your story here and give you the reps and reviews needed and deserved. I liked this start it was both ominous and rueful. The images flowed in my mind like a movie scene, not at all a still shot for me. Yes!

Every type of relationships can work out well - in theory. Real life just makes it all so hard. Pressure coming from everywhere. Maybe it is too hippie to dream of polyamoric bliss if even really traditional monogamy ones don't function well in most cases. So I'm just going to be open to what life throws at me. And curious about the form love enters in my life next time. Not gonna say last time, that'll totally jinx it!

Mums can be real pains in the ass sometimes, but gotta love them anyways. You really need to stick up for yourself and making plans and following them through is a really really good start! She will get over it, if not, recommend her a good, expencive therapist. No, seriously, mums pull that kind of things all the time. Mine does too... If I'll ever have kids I swear I'll be different. The bf issue is a hard one, I can see why you are upset. I'd be too. If he wants to keep his personal life and work life seperate, he should honour it by not making you lie about it, in another words not put you in that kind of situation. Maybe you could discuss about it with your other half, I'm sure he feels bad about it too. Work out together how to awoid that in the future. And you need to decide how much you are willing to compromise for the sake of love. Hugs.

Seriously pretty, hon! You are such a delicate flower, Lily... Hope that didn't just come out too sabby...

Congrats! Double the happines and joys! You'll all do just fine I'm sure!

I was soo affraid of death as a kid. I was scared that I'd die or my mum would be killed. I was some what traumaticed when I winessed one suicide and a little friend of my dying in a hit and run. As an adult, I have had to face death from close two times now. First I lost my beloved grandpa. I was next to him, holding him when life left him. I felt peacefull and I almost could swear I felt something moving through me, his spirit or soul or something. The doctors wanted to do autopsy on him, but I refused. I didn't want him be opened up for no really valid reason. In my eyes he died of old age. I had to put my cat to sleep. That was in a way worse than loosing my grandpa, I had to make the decision to end my poor babys suffering. It was the right choise, he died in mya arms too. I'm not affrait of death at all. I don't like the idea of our bodies breaking down to ground, so I want to be cremated. That is a weird thought for me and I can't say why it disturbes me being so natural. I often wonder about the days that runs too fast when we get older. I often remember my thoughts as a kid before going to sleep wondering if I'm gonna be alive when I'm 30. Now I wonder the same about being 50. I used to imagine the excact feeling of life leavin me, but not that often anymore. Death is a really really interesting topic. I really don't feel like death is only the end.

Happy birthday Joey!!!!!

Oh gosh! I totally forgot to suggest yoga! It doesn't always have to be the high beat exercising to work on your mind through the body. There are different kinds of yoga to find the one to suit you.

I have stopped reading in that sitation. No matter how well the story is written, I can't take bad endings well. I even take sneak peeks in the end if the story goes too difficult (like vlista's Shane). There is this excelent story that has had tons of reviews and I'm sure everyone knows what I'm talking about. I started it and fell in love with the characters. But, then I looked up for descriptions of the chapters and stumbled on a discussion in chatroom that got me really scared. So I put the story in hold untill I know I can read it safely. I need a happy ending. Or at least hope.

ok, I found the calculator now! I'll be keeping my eys on it for now, lol <-- silly for not seeing it, it was right there...

Heheh, aren't you a little sceptic Maybe it fas a bug i the calculator or something!