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It's their personal life; if a celebrity is out for the reasons he/she wants to be, it's fine. The best role models are found around us, the real people, who live their life the way they want facing the everyday troubles and still making the most of it.

One night of heaven, what follows? I have a bad feeling. Is this a story that has a happy ending, and whose happy ending? Will Eric grow out of love when Dustin grovs up, or what happenes if they get to continue their relationship? **Must continue to read**

After night's sleep on this I'm wake enough to give my review and not embarress myself with sleepy rambling. This chapter had so much in it! The menace of Dustins parent's coming in and surprising the lovers was too almost too much. Also Dustins tactics and active role of a innocent manipulator sounded very realistic. I just love his character! And poor Eric (well lucky Eric ). As I said in the last review, I didn't think Eric was as emotionally ready for the sex as Dustin was. Eric is in a way just as naive as Dustin, but emotionally much more fragile. And the lovemaking scene, was probably one of the sweetest and hottest you have written. I like how this story has a realistic and sad touch in it; against that, love beyond boundaries just stands out.

Thanks for sharing! *grunts* Are you thinking you lean more and more towards gals then? You don't have to decide what your sexuality is, sometimes it can change, take turns. I´m not at ease with the bisexual box either since there is so much more in me that defines my sexuality.

Yes Lugh, please put this to the list! I think you are such a tease for starting these amazing stories and then put them 'on hold'...

Wows, that's an interesting addiction . You really get kicks of it or?

He is Aleksi, mark my words.

The tension is building up in two fronts. I like how you build the pressure Eric feels both from his boyfriend and from the public, his co-worker being the main thread in this chappy. I don't think Eric is yet ready to take the step with Dustin, no matter how much they both want it, if he keeps feeling so bad and quilty. Dustin has nothing to lose except get his heart broken and Eric tryes to balance between the limitations he has learned not to be crossed. I can see anyone cracking under that kind of pressure. Very believable situation.

OMG You look just like Aleksi Connors, my lead character in Hot'n Cold! I found you, finally!

Neph, when you find that, ask if he/she has a twin!

Wondering about Eric's feelings... is he in love, like in the meaning of growing old together? Or will it fade away when Dustin reaches adulthood. Hmmm... That is the big difference. I so love Dustin's character, all oh him! So adorable, and very forward. Sigh, teen emotions should be practiced with other teens, BUT Eric doesn't seem that adult himself. So.

Someone who understands and maybe shares my bizarre interests and addictions Someone I can talk about everything and won't have to tone myself down. Someone I can look upto, that is really important! I'd love to do everything with my ideal mate, And I'd love to pamper and spoil the person I'm with. And really want to get the same treatment in return.

You clearly don't sugar coat this story, instead you mark on every thing that is seen wrong or illegal. You also can make me forget that tabu aspect in the next sentence with all your signature lovey-dovey. How on earth can you come up with so many ways to descripe the infactuation? And the desperation. It's like a time slowes down to near stopping point. I usually read really fast and even jump a bit if I get bored (bad me), but with you I slow my reading more. I think these days slow is good. When I find stories that forces me to stop and think and maybe even read back a bit I'm thrilled. This story of yours has given me much to ponder about.

Also flexing your entire body, every muscle possible, for minimum of 30 seconds and then relaxing helps.

Well I'm glad he liked it! It was agood movie with important message. Just like with Boys Don't Cry. That's btw one of the films I could recommend!

I think I really do understand some of your opinnions better after reading this. Thank you for sharing. The waiting untill you are 18 advice is a good one, in more than one reasons.

I love the hat! And under it is a pretty good looking guy! Welcome to GA, hon!

OMG waaaayyyy too cute!

He is getting some neg reps for starting a conversation earlier, that heated things up. At least that's my guess. That neg rep was unplaced in my opinnion.

I hate watching gay themed films with people that don't appreciate the context. So mostly I watch them alone, lol

I finished this first chapter in two seperate readings, fell a sleep on it last night. I'm seeing the serious undertones of this story under the light layering that is so signature to you. This is probably the heartbreaking story I have read in a while. I wish Eric would not have so much selfhate in himself. I can see the gray area in this story, but I also do understand that attractions can not be explained. I will read on.

Well, I'm so happy that us GA folks are a family that support eachother and I am clad you are part of it. No need to shut up, freedom of speech is a wonderful thing. There is always room for yet another loud mouth here, a few of that kind was in this thread too besides you . I can see you show respect now, and hope that others will too. I was happy to see response from the mods and the members, it proved that GA is actually a really strong family. And every family has it's share of the black sheep. (no racial pun intented) This thread actually proved it again. What i love about GA is: Members are active and supportive, the stories are quality works, there is a LOT to read here and more keeps coming, the mods and admins give help and do a lot of hard work behind the scenes. Mostly people here are allowed to be themselves, as long as they can respect the site's rules and other members. The list goes on and on...

This is actually a pre-review. Wows. When did you start writing this series? I'm going to read it through and give my most honest opinnion about it. And I did see the warnings and I really am curious on what's to come based on the start of this first chapter. Boy, are you a prave one to write this piece. *goes back to reading it*

Finnish Lapland if you like hiking like I do! I love the area around UKK park with all the fjelds and the wilderness around. That is the only place in the world that I get totally relaxed. There are marvelous hiking routes there and free cottages and evenquarantine saunas alongs way. I try to get there once every year, either at early June or during fall colors.

I posted a question on writers block and unfinished works in writers corner just a minute before you posted this! Dark kindly pointed that out and linked this to the thread. Spooky coinssidence!Really good advices! Will come handy for many, I'm sure. One thing works for me when I get lazy, I think, more than blocked: read other authors stories when you get jammed with your own story. Read Comsie, and get inspired!