NickolasJames8

It's HOT!!!!!!!!! Oh, and Penis. That is all.

Wooo Hooo!!!!! Congratulations Conner!!!

First off let me appologize for my last entry. I was really upset when I posted it, and the more I think about it, the angrier I'm getting. Mainly at myself for buying into a bunch of crap that I shouldn't have bought into. I won't get into the details of everything, but what I will say is that I was told some pretty hateful things by someone last night and I let it all get to me when I should have just brushed my shoulders off and held my head up. To be honest, what was said to me made me really start to think long and hard about my worth as an author and whether or not I really belonged here. I actually spent about an hour last night comparing my work to the work of the other hosted authors here and I started feeling really self concious. I looked at all of the positive things I ever tried to do here at GA and on my site and questioned their worth and their effectivness. Then I started to feel dumb for even thinking that my work could compare to everyone else on the Hosted page. I felt like I needed some time to think and to decide what the hell I was doing here. But you know what? I know what I'm doing here. I already knew better than to compare myself to the other authors on the hosted page because there's no comparison. I have my own style, and they each have their's. Is one better than the other? Perhaps, but that's not up to me to decide, it's up to the readers. So I'm done sulking and feeling bad about myself. I can just chalk that up to another lesson learned and move on. I'm probably still not going to be on as much, but I will be updating my stories regularly. it's what I love to do, and I'm not going to let the words of one person affect what I do with my life.

You know what?? Screw this. I have something to say and I'm not going anywhere. I'll post a new entry

After a very stressfull 18 hours, I've decided to take a little time off of the internet and just chillax. I won't be writing and I won't be reading. I'll just be living my life. Going to work, spending time with my bf, friends and family and trying to remember what life was like before I got caught up in the grind of keeping up with stories and all the drama that comes with it. When I get back, I just want to write and send my chapters off to Joe. Nevermind me, I'm just venting. Anyway, I just need some time to clear my head and enjoy my summer while there's still something left of it. PS: Before I go, let me leave you with a link to the

If you smell what The Rock! is cooking

Awwww, I think you're cousin just needs to find someone she really loves. I'm sure it won't matter then whether they're rich or poor....on the other hand, maybe she see's got really bad memories of being poor and doesn't want that for herself or for any potential kids she may bring into the world ~shrugs~

Why does MS Word 2007 have to be so complicated??? I'm trying to go back to my already completed stories and indent my paragraphs without actually having to manually click on each one and hit the space bar. I was always able to do it on Word Perfect, but for whatever reason, MS word won't let me. So anyway, I'm frustrated and need to vent a little. Oh yeah, after much thought, I've decided to start the third installment of the saga of Jarred, Phillip, Andrew, Kyle K, Kyle P, Renee and Jeremy All I need now is a title.....any ideas??? Kisses Nick

Happy Birthday Anthony. Thanks for always being such a cool friend and I hope you're gonna go have fun somewhere. Nick

lol....it's a computer virus

I've never heard of either one of those

Thanks Rob Now I get to wait for the rim to come in and I'll be good to go...as for the physical danger, I never needed a car to hurt myself

Thanks Francios......actually, it won't be too bad. The good thing is that I didn't do any damage under the car to the joints and suspension and crap like that.

lol....actually, that was my plan. But after I told the old man what happened, I was promptly chewed out and instructed, in his exact words, "leave the f**king thing alone until I see what the hell you did!" Given his less than jovial mood this morning, I thought it best not to rile him up anymore than I already had.

Well it didn't take me long to mash up my car. I was at Exxon getting gas for the very first time since I got it, and lo and behold, I ran over a curb and bent the rim. Now my tire has a big bubble in it and the rim is ruined. I just got off the phone with my dad and he's PISSED. Anyway, I guess I have to spend whatever its gonna be to take it to First Team (the place I got it) and get it fixed. The guy at Goodyear told me I'd have to have the rim replaced, and offered to do it for 250, including the tire, but I didn't think I should just get one price. So anyway, that's my crappy Monday morning so far. I was supposed to work today, but I called in because I'm kinda scared to drive on that tire. Oh yeah, and my nose won't stop bleeding this morning for some reason