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Happy Birthday

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lol...actually, I already tried to get LB to make a deal with Dom to bring Grandma Alice in for Ryan, but I dont think he wants to do it

Yay!!! I can believe it The person below me shamelessly stole this idea and took it to another forum he/she belongs to and started it there too

That would be me :pickaxe: :pickaxe: :pickaxe: The person below me is excited about this weekends upcoming release of With Trust 12

It was the beating he administered that Connor didn't tell us about.....he's enabling Ryan the same way he enabled his mom, by leaving out the details. Oh, it's true...it's true Obviously, I'm not the only one who feels that way either...there's another post where someone states that Ryan was abusive too See what I mean.....it's unanimous You're all I ever needed...oooh, Toby you're the one_Connor

I think the fact that he was willing to savagely beat his bf when they were breaking up is probably all of the proof we need, plus he might be hooked on whatever it was Maggie gave him at the hospital Connor and Toby sitting in a tree, K-I-S-S-I-N-G

Today was a pretty good day except for the crappy weather, which always sucks..lol. Anyway, I was riding home from work with my dad tonight and he was listening to a CD by Memphis Bleek, and there was this one song that was playing that was so deep. It made me thinnk about my dad and everything he does and how hard he works to give me and my stepmom and my cousin everything. The lyrics go like this.... "Y'all don't understand me still I never enjoyed success but my family will And I'm alright with that. Ok, so it's a rap song, and I know that a lot of people here don't like hip hop. But the words to it were so touching. Basically the point of the song was that the Memphis Bleak hates stardom and all of the stress that goes with it, but he does it to give his mom the life she never had and to give his kids the life that he didn't have growing up. I just thought it was funny that my dad was playing it because i can say the same thing about him. He's obviously not a famous rapper, but he works his butt off to give us everything. I can remember when my cousin James came to live with us when I was little and he had like 3 shirts and some tore up from the floor up shoes, and my dad took him in and worked even harder than he already was to make sure he had a good life. I always thought my dad had it really good when he was little, but then I found out how poor him and my grandma had to live, and I understand why he does it now. Some of the stuff I learned was shocking, and the idea that my dad had to hear my grandma crying in her room when she thought he was sleeping because she didnt know how they were going to make it upsets me, but it also makes me understand so much about him and why he's so strict about appreciating everything he gives us. It also makes me mad at my grandfather, but I've decided that I don't have anything to forgive him for. It's up to my dad and my aunt to forgive him if they're still mad at him. I think my dad already has, but my aunt hasn't, and I don't know if I blame her. My grandpa has always had a lot of money, and when I found out that he wouldn't even pay child support so that my grandma could feed her kids I get upset. A few months ago I posted about a lady my dad bought bread for at 7-11, and I was pissed because she had a brand new pack of ciggarettes but she didnt have money to buy food. Well, I didn't get it then, but now I do. I didn't know what had happened to him when he was little, so I couldn't see why it was so important to him for her to get that bread. Then I had to sit and think about how hard he really works. My dad is always on his cell phone to his job. Someone calls every hour of every day, and sometimes he has to drop everything and go to work all the way in Newport News, which is like 40 miles from our house. He used to spend a week or more at a time in Carolina for his job too. I know he hates it. He doesn't have a job he likes, he has a job that pays a lot of money because he doesn't want my stepmom to have to work and he doesn't want me to have second best anything and he wants to be able to send my cousin to ODU and pay for it so my cousin wont have to work while he goes to school. So, in a way, that song is a perfect description of my dads life. he doesn't get to enjoy his success. Instead, I enjoy it, and my stepmom enjoys it and my cousin enjoys it. I just hope that someday he gets to relax and enjoy the life he's worked so hard to give us

To me it seemed like everything was right on....i mean, let's face it. Ryans been acting like a weirdo for a while now, and the way he got abusive with Connor and battered him was something I said was going to happen a long time ago. The truth is that Connor is lucky to have gotten out of the relationship as unharmed as he was. I was actually expecting Ryan to give him a black eye and make him cover it up or something. I mean, it could still happen, but Connor has a better chance of not being battered by his abusive boyfreind now that they're apart. Personally, I see Toby and Connor as a couple as more of a possibility than I see Ben and Connor, but anything can happen. Also, I can understand why Connor got so goofy when it came to Maggie. Why does she always go to work?? Why isn't she home for Toby?? I dont think she's a very good mom. She needs to make Ryan go to counceling for his problems with being an abuser of his boyfriend and probably drugs and alchohol too Go Connor and Toby!!!!

Blasphemy!!!! I have to go to the movies..lol The Person Below me belongs to at least two other forums

Dude, I think its an awesome story...you ought to post it in the efiction section of the site, Scribe.....btw, glad you're here

Happy Birthday Dude

Well it's about time that Connor woke up and realized that he doesn't need Ryan....he needs Ben, Cody and Toby in a sex fest free for all in Toby's room Ryan, on the other hand, needs help

Matt has a new story up!!!! It's called Summer Heat, and I really like it a lot Go check it out (sighs) Walker

lol....happy 4th Camy

It wasn't me and I didn't do it in the Person Below Me thread, either

Actually, it's funny that you started this topic. I started writing a story almost a year ago and I'm still only like 6 months into the timeline, and the whole thing is supposed to go for 4 years..lol. I have 30 chapters out of the way, and that's after I combined some chapters. it was 44 chapters before that I guess I'm not too worried about ending it, though. I get a lot of good emails and pm's about it, and it's hosted at other sites and people actually email me about when the next chapters going to come out (one comes out once a week at www.CRVboy.org ) and what they predict. So, I'm not really in a hurry to end it. Plus, look at the Do Over series by dkstories....that's been going on for like 150 years...lol. Also, P&J by Underthehoodster is like a million chapters long too, but it's an awesome story too. I think you should just go for it.

Luke doesn't have to know It can be our little secret

What about grandma Alice??? Maybe you and Dom can work something out and she can make an appearance

But what if the whole chapter is about being at a comedy club??? Then it would be a happy chapter

Well, I did it. I went out on a limb and I did something that I might or might not regret. I guess I'll find out for myself soon enough because I already sent the email off and there's no way to get it back I won't say what I did, because if it doesn't go how I hope it does, I think I'll be crushed, and I don't want people to see that side of me. Sometimes I don't know why I'm scared to take chances, even though in the end I know I'm going to do it whether I'm scared or not. That's just how I am. Not knowing what would have happened if I hadn't have at least tried is worse to me than trying and not making it. If it doesn't go the way I hope it does, at least I can say I went for it. I'm still nervous. *********************************************************************************** Well, I got What's The Difference Between Me and You? cleaned up. I merged some of the chapters and I have about 75% of it edited by Talonrider. I'll get the rest of it done soon enough, then I'll be posting only edited chapters. Speaking of that, Talonrider started yesterday on My Jump Off, and he got chapter eight back to me today, so I posted it. I'll have the first seven chapters reposted and all cleaned up in no time flat . I'm already half way through chapter nine, and I'm feeling pretty good about my writing again. I think I just felt a lot of pressure for some reason, and now I know how silly I was being. I just need to relax and remember why I write....because I enjoy it. If I ever stop liking it, I won't do it anymore. So anyway, if it seems like I'm crankier than usual (is that possible? ) it's because I'm starting to get really serious about what I'm doing here. If I stay on the efiction page forever, I still want my stories to be the best they can be. In fact, I want them to be the best at this site. I mean, it's going to be a challenge, but to be honest, I think I can do it. I have a lot of learning to do, but I'm not going to just settle down and say,"well, that's it. I have a few good stories and now I can stop growing and learning." I think it sucks when writers do that, and I'm not talking about anyone in particular, but the truth is, I can name some. I think part of being able to enjoy writing stories is being able to relax, too. I mean, no drama at home. Lately my dads been on my butt about a few things he wants me to do around the house before we go to Cali, and I was putting it all off. So I got it all done yesterday, and I feel stress free(at least as far as that stuff goes). Today I just hung out with Taylor at his place so we could be alone for a change. it seems like no matter what we try to do, we get interupted. If we try to sit alone in the backyard, someone comes out there. If we try to hang out here, someone calls and wants to get together. If we go somewhere like the beach or the mall, we run into someone we know. If we go online and try to read a story, someone IM's us..lol. So today we just went to his place after we knew his parents were gone to work and we kicked it in his pool. Then it got cloudy, then it started to pour.. So we went back inside and just chilled out and listened to Cd's. I've been listening to a lot of old Santana, but we listened to the Eagles today, and when the song Tequila Sunrise came on, I thought about what I talked about in the beginning of this post. So now I'm home and it's still ugly outside. Taylors actually doing a driving lesson in the rain with his dad, and I wanted nothing to do with that..lol. I'm going to look at chapter nine of My Jump Off and put on my Santana CD and see what flows out of my twisted mind for Jarred By the way, I posted a lyric to the right from Tupac Shakir. I'm thinking about trying to write a short story just based on that lyric alone. I think it'll be fun to see what I can come up with. Kisses Nick

Awww.... Thanks Kevin

Wow....is that your cat??? Those are the most awesome eye's I've ever seen

oooooh, you should listen to Santana while you write....he's helped me get through 3 chapters and an anthology entry

lol...I only do it Several Times a day!!! The person below me can actually define the word gaylord