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So, I was fumbling through my stuff, looking for the chip for a wireless mouse for my sister's new laptop when I stumbled upon loads of books I had when I was a 16 year old sausage. One was filled with prototypes of my story Bffs with the occational weird fairytale-esque stories with talking cats and an angry little prince on rooftops escapades. But one book hit the feels real hard. I had kept one notebook filled with my inner feelings and angry thoughts;of those one would expect to see in a teen. The angry verses and hateful phrases were based on the struggles that my family and I experienced some time ago (tho most of my struggles were OF my family). Every page was filled with curses and thoughts of death to all mankind with the occasional sarcastic praise to God's cruel game. At first, I thought it was funny, then disturbing and then it really hit me hard. The book was completely filled; with only a few more empty pages left. The last entry states my complaint on my seemingly lazy and useless siblings needing the most affection and attention. With the last few pages left I thought I'd fill for the last time, my thoughts. But this time, instead of angry rants, I drew my conclusion. I simply hushed my former self and assured her that for all the years passed, things have finally gotten better. I assured her that she was capable of loving her family and that now, almost 6 years later, she does; and they her. And assured her that now she is working on a better future and is living comfortably with nice pretty things. I told her that she could now lay her anger to rest and she no longer have the need to despise God. All is well, and hopefully, the future will stay bright. I was finally able to sign the page with my true initials. I was at peace.

When is it?

What if im a pooch cuddler and a kitty petter

*puts paw up*

U stream Myr?

So I recently got really addicted to gaming and watching YouTube gamers and Twitch streamers. I was drawn first to the bigger YouTubers like Vanoss, H20 Delirious, Ohmwrecker.. etc. But then I started discovering minor gamers who have really good content too. I then began following them on Twitch to watch their live streams and all. I was wondering if there are any LGBT streamers or YouTube gamers out there as the gaming world is dominated mostly by your typical straight male (and some gals also). I did found a couple of streamers through a similar forum as this on Reddit but it shows that the streamers mentioned were mostly no longer active, or that they play games that I'm not really into I was wondering if any of ya'll have the same interest and if ya'll know any LGBT gamers/streamers with quality content I can start obsessing about.

A lot has been going on and it's been a while since I've been as active as I was before. Listing down the changes in my life seems easier than having to write it down in paragraphs. 1. Just finishing my 1st year degree program in uni. Had 2 papers to resit by the end of the semester, but I nailed it. 2. Finally signed up for a license at the DMV near uni, convenient since the goal is to drive to and from school. ( I should've done this ages ago but money was tight back then.) 3. I have a few more days left before I have to go on a field trip for 10 friggin days. It wouln't be as bad if only I wasn't the group leader and have to deal with the whole planning of the trip and the activities. Thank god we have another week off before having to go back to school. 4. Obsesed with YouTube gamers and Twitch streamers. (Vanoss, H20... etc.) and also video games on Steam. 5. Saw a woman at a diner sitting alone waiting for her dessert writing on what looks to be her journal and got inspired to start journaling myself. I lost interest in writing for a long while now, but I thought instead of jumping straignt into writing a story, I decided to polish my writing skills by journaling and blogging. Plus, having a selection of cute notebooks motivates me. Only thing is, most of my thoughts are wicked so I'mma have to keep my journal from anybody.

First of, im pretty bad with reviews XP byt i gotta say i really like the sudden realization at the end. It hits close to home for every gay teen out there who might have felt the difference.

Gong Xi Fa Cai Char Siew, eh WL?

13 credit hours?! Three day weekend?! 8:30 a.m class!? Boy...how I wish Mine is like Monday to Friday, 24 credit hours (or was it more? ) 8:00 a.m to 5 pm!!!

My time lol

Anyone up for an embarassing confession? I need advice on something. Not sure who I can confide in. Friends? Can't tell some of them and the ones I can stop replying lol. Definitely not family lol. PM me if you're curious or have the feeling to laugh at someone lol

aww I dogs! very well done victor will there be more?

Hey there! It's been a while since I last updated and talked to anyone here. Well, a lot has been going on, especially in school. I barely have time to do anything, so yeah, long story short, I've been very busy recently. BUT, I'm currently on holiday now for the whole week. So, I may be around here chatting or doing more updates or replying messages that I've neglected (I'm so sorry for that). Keep a look out for me lol

This...made my day LOL!! Cute boy btw. Whta id your friend is like testing u lol