I let readers decide how they felt about Richard. I gave an honest portrayal of a man struggling to find his sexuality while being in love with someone of the wrong gender. I judge Richard, and how he did things, but to this day I haven't pinned down what my feelings are about him. There is some of my life in this story, bits and pieces... I faced judgement from the community because I took a different route, and had my four kids. There was so much pain during that time....
That kiss, though, that was so not cool. Richard might be happy, but he's messed up too. Sad.
Thanks, Benny. This chapter has me in my feelings. Cheers!