I suppose it is day. I suppose have to go work. Lately i wish more and more i didn't have to. i wish i had the stones to leave, but i don't. A friend just left ... after working to get her investment credentials and licenses, she got a call from Air Canada who she'd applied with over a year ago.. did she still want to fly ... to be an in-flight attendant or whatever they call them. And she said yes ... because she is brave. i am not. That's my own shit to deal with. i do not like the unknown.. i do not do well with change. Please don't tell me .. oh yes you are, tim. i just do not want to hear it... or anything.
i just want to go into work.. and work, properly.
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