PatrickOBrien

That's the thing, I know it isn't anything about sexual greed. We've had long discussions on this topic and I know without a doubt that it isn't that. (There's a specific reason, but I don't want to say) I'm definitely looking for a LTR and he is too, and I KNOW we'd make an awesome couple, but I think he's just over thinking or something. He's afraid of all the things that come with being gay, like all of us, and decided that since he's bisexual he's focusing only on girls. But I KNOW he likes me, that's what makes this so frustrating, lol. He's SAID so. Like I said, we have like ALL the same interests. We understand each other on levels most other people don't. Arg. That is all. O_o

So...I know I haven't updated you guys on this...but yeah. I gave a long update in my blog which I'm too drained to re-type out here, so I'll just post a link. Update is here . Arg. [No smiley face today]

Okay, try this! Associate smoking a cigarette with the grossest thing you can think of, and EVERY time you get the urge, it'll pop into your head. Something really nasty that you don't want to think about. Something like Paris Hilton's soggy and disease-a-liscious panties. ^_~

I started smoking when I was 19. I worked with a guy who was a chain smoker, and I'd go on smoke breaks with him. Then I watched my best friend's mom die of lung cancer. I couldn't do it anymore after that. I haven't had a cigarette in over two years now. :] ^_~

I've had it happen before, but I was able to start it again by doing a ctrl-alt-del bringing up the task manager. Then I went to file, and selected new task. Then I just typed in explorer.exe I think he mentioned that he couldnt bring up the task manager, so I doubt this would help him. ^_~

*drool* That is all.

You know, I was thinking that too, but I didn't say anything because I wasn't sure I knew what I was talking about. I'm not all that knowledgeable in computers myself, so I have a tendency of sounding like an idiot. O_o

Also, if you have or are going to have Firefox, there's a free add-on I found the other day that I would recommend to anyone. It's called NoScript, and what it does is blocks scripts on webpages. What that means is, many webpages have external scripts running through their webpages (ie Javascript) in order to run things like the annoying as hell ads and flash cartoons. NoScript blocks these scripts. So, most of the ads on websites are blocked. It also lets you allow scripts for trusted sites, as some sites (like the new Yahoo! mail) don't work without some scripts running. But even then, you can set it up to only allow the needed scripts. This also stops most scripts thats install adware, spyware, and viruses. Wow, I just re-read what I typed and realized I sound like an infomercial. O_o But anyway, it is like totally mega awesome. As for virus scanners, I concur on Avast and AVG. My desktop has Avast, and my laptop has AVG, lol. Equally good in my opinion. I also like Ad-aware and Spybot. Here is the link for NoScript. Hope I was helpful! ^_~

Just wondering how we post in the story announcement section...not letting me.. I haven't posted anything new yet, but just wondering

Well, i hung out with him on Friday. Like ALL day, lol. I got over there at 10am and didn't go home until 4:30am. Now, I'm even more certain that I wasn't imagining things. At one point, we were at Denny's (kinda like a 24 hour diner) with his friend Kat, and she mentioned to him that he needed a new girlfriend. He ever so subtly glanced at me and said, "Or boyfriend." !!! I'll update y'all if there's any new developments.

Happy Birthday!!! ^_~

Well, how that came about was we were talking about books we like, and we got to talking about the Harry Potter series. This was around the time JK Rowling Outed Dumbledore, and I asked him if he'd heard that Dumbledore's gay. He said he hadn't, so I told him all about it. Then he said something along the lines of, "Thats cool. I'm actually a semi-out bisexual, so I think that's real cool." Then i came out to him, lol. I called him tonight! lol. He couldn't talk long, but we might be hanging out this weekend. (!!!!) I know, I'm not going to rush anything. I guess I'm just a little excited, lol. He's cute, sue me. As for the jumping him...as great as that sounds, I don't want to destroy our friendship before it really gets going, lol. lol That was my thinking as well, lol. Well, I guess we'll just have to see how this turns out. Hopefully he'll be free this weekend, and I'll be able to get a better read on him then, lol. Thanks to everyone for the wishes of luck! hehe I just hope it works out! ^_~

Moral of the story, don't antagonize the mascot. There could be a really cute boy underneath. ^_~

So...there's this guy I used to work with. I haven't seen him in like two years, but when we worked together we were great friends. We had a whole lot of the same interests, I.E. we both are big Stephen King fans, comic book nerds, sci-fi fans, we have the same taste in video-games and music. We just clicked, you know? And, I'm not ashamed to say, I had a HUGE crush on him. Like, whoa. Well, a while back, while chatting online he told me he was bisexual. I came out to him, and we've been keeping in touch pretty well, but I never dreamed I'd have a snowball's chance in Hell with him. Yesterday, he was dropping hints. At one point when we were talking about art, he meant to say, "You do good art" but made a typo and said, "You do good artist". I fired back with, "As far as I know, I'm not 'doing' any artists." He said, "You could beee". With the extra "e"s. He's an artist too. Lol At the end of the conversation, he gave me his number and told me to call him. Not in the normal 'guy' way, like "Hey dude, give me a call", but in the flirtatious "Call me sometime" way. Lol. I dunno, maybe I'm looking too far into this, but I think he's sending out some signals. What do you guys think? We're going to hang out soon, and I'll know more then, but do you think I have a shot? Either way, wish me luck! ^_~ P.S.-Did I mention he's cute? Like, really cute?

I need to learn to read the whole post before writing a reply, lol. I just made a post asking if you had a cute accent, lol. *Idiot of the day award goes to me*

I like German/Austrian accents. Sounds so cute to me, lol.

I play Halo 3 (luff it, lol); Call of Duty 4 (It's covered in Awesome Sauce); Dead Rising (basically a Dawn of the Dead video game, lol); Bioshock (tons of nifty features); and Blazing Angels (Awesome WWII air combat simulator) I also downloaded off of Live Arcade the classic Castlevania: Symphony of the Night. OH! and I just reserved Devil May Cry 4 at Best Buy, lol. Nero (main character in DMC4) is SO cute! Also, you should register with mygamercard.net so you can have a neato gamercard signature too! ^_~

Nevermind, lol. Figured it out through mygamercard.net. ^_~

Is there a way to link your Xbox Gamercard in your signature? xbox.com gave me this code, <iframe src="http://gamercard.xbox.com/LordMAGNUS1105.card" scrolling="no" frameBorder="0" height="140" width="204">LordMAGNUS1105.</iframe> but it doesn't seem to be working. Please let me know if there's a way to do this.

*huggles you* I wish I could do something to take your pain away. If I could snap my fingers and make it all better, I would in half a heartbeat. Unfortunately as with everything, it's going to take time. If there's ever anything I can do for you, send me a PM. *huggles you again because I can* *and once again because you really need it* ^_~

I read a story once, where it was going along great, and it was seriously the best story in the author's long list of great stories. There was a lot of foreshadowing for what might happen in the coming chapters, and the shy boy that was the main character was finally being pulled forcefully out of his shell by his boyfriend. Then, I think, the author ran out of ideas, lol. the boyfriend had to move away. The rest of the story, which was a pretty happy and fun read, became a depressing sob-fest. The author completely ignored several of the plot points that were foreshadowed earlier in the story. From that point on, it was like reading a completely different story, and I couldn't get back into it. Another thing that just ruins a story for me is if it's a first person story, and then suddenly changes perspective. Like not so much if there's one "This chapter is from Cletus' point of view" chapter, but if it keeps doing it consistently, I'll stop reading the story. Third person was invented for this reason. That's all I got. Oh, aslo tnos of bad tpyos & simbulls insted of wrods jsut anonys me. olo ^_~

ROFLMAO That was Fred Savage, lol. Dan Savage is a fairly famous gay journalist. FYI, if you wanna see Fred Savage high on heroine and yelling, "I CAN FEEL MY DICK!!!" over and over, see "The Rules of Attraction". Good movie.

The key factor of a boy band is being trendy. This means that the band conforms to the most recent fashion and musical trends in the popular music scene. -Wikipedia KoRn is not that, lol. Like at all. And Jonathan Davis is 37. Definitely not a "boy". ^_~

Happy Birthday! Whoa, yours is the day after mine. Weird. *huggles* [EDIT] Whoops, make that two days after mine. ^_~

Awww! *blushes and hides face in the shoulder of the nearest cute boy* Thank you guys SO much! Love y'all a ton! *huggles to everyone* ^_~