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Alright guys I am not running from him. i spoke with him yesterday I am just trying to keep my head level. I told him to meet me after class tomorrow. He said that he is sorry. Again I am still very angry and I told him that I don't know how to deal with this right now. He's never made me this angry before this is why I feel like I need to stay away from him. I don't want to say something that I will regret. I already said something that I know hurt him. The problem is that he hurt me this time. I went to a great deal of work to get everything ready for that evening. Not to mention that it cost me almost a month of work to afford it. I can't get my money back either. Luckily the Limo service said that they'd let me take it out on another night. I told Selene that she could have the limo. I am feeling calmer right now. I think I am going to go home tomorrow. David said that Chaz is moping around the house. I feel like no matter what I lose. I don't want this to happen again but if I forgive him what is going to stop him from doing it. I mean every time we try to have a romantic nigth something happens. AHH I just want a night with him and me and nothing to bother us. Maybe I am being selfish here but I never am like that. I am a reasonable guy when it comes to things. All I wanted was for him to show up. He never did be cause his old girlfriend was in town and she got him drunk. So I am going to try to talk to him but I told him that I can't promise that I will forgive him just yet. I need to make sure he wont do this to us again. Whoo that was a mouthful well anyways I will keep you updated. GREEN

:nuke: Chaz and I are not talking right now. We had an argument last night. I had planned this whole romantic day including a limo, a fancy restaurant and a B&B. He never showed up. He never called me and I found him yesterday morning sleeping on my doorstep. He had forgotten his keys and he still didn't think he did anything wrong. I asked him where he was and he told that he went out with some old friends. Which is totally fine with me except when he knows that I had planned something great for him. I feel a little bit rejected and I have been staying at my mothers house. David called me and told me that Chaz keeps asking him to call me because I don't answer his calls. Selene has been threatening murder. I told her to cool it and she said she would but not to ever expect her to treat Chaz the same again. David said that he would talk to him and find out what the deal was. This all has prompted me to write one of the angriest chapters to my story Mr. Black Sings A Sad Song. It is so angry that I have to scrap it, for it would change the story from it's current path. Oh I feel like a bomb ready to explode. I had to tell the Liar to get away from me numerous times so I wouldnt take out my anger on him. He came by earlier. I had my stepfather tell him to leave. I want to be totally calm when I do speak to him. On top of that my friend Jonathan is ignoring me. He's dealing with some personal stuff and just like me he's running. Uhhh I want to fight something right now... GREEN counting to ten but it's not working.

That's great!! Sharon She has some type of suped up Green-dar. She's always had it since we were in HS. Her ability to always know where I am creeps me out. GREEN

Well big welcome from all of us here. We love newbies and yes everyone should atleast have one good blonde boyfriend. GREEN

Yes it does. LOL GREEN

We're here we're here at the cold beach. Oh it's freezing so we arent going to venture outside anytime soon. I am working on some artwork for my site and Chaz is writing a couple of papers he has due. So everything is calm here. No drama and I am very happy with that. My ankle is good enough that I can walk on it and I don't get dizzy every time I stand up anymore. As predicted Selene called me this morning asking where the beach house is. I didn't tell her but Chaz saw her drive by the house. Good thing Chaz had parked his car in the garage. That girl is obsessed. So tonight we're going to watch some TV and veg over a pizza. A boring night is exactly what he and I need. I might die his hair, he said he's tired of the blond that I love ever so much. Lol he's my first blond boyfriend. GREEN

It's black but I usually keep it tied back from my face. Chaz is exaggerating a little, I'm not that pretty either. Chaz just wishes his hair was as long as mine. GREEN

This is not what we really look like but Jonathan made it and I thought it was cool. Here is the real reason for this though. For those that follow my Story Mr. Black Sings A Sad Song 2. The next couple of chapters are going to be the turning point to the series. Things are happening that cannot be undone and when it's all over things will not be the same. GREEN

Don't worry I just had a great idea. We're staying at my friends beach house. She's going away for a few days and she said we could stay there. Chaz is out buying supplies right now. Selene will not find us here LOL. GREEN

Thanks guys I do feel better. I am planning something for Chaz at the end of this week, to make it up to him. He keeps asking me what it is but my lips are sealed. I wont be jumping any steps but it will be alot of fun. GREEN

Alright this is what happened. I was coming down the stairs, when I thought about that cartoon Mighty Mouse. I was going to yell his catchphrase, "HERE I COME TO SAVE THE DAY" and jump down. I forgot that the stairway to the basement has a shallow roof. My head hit the roof and I went down I don't remember much afterwards. Chaz is kind of mad at me right now and I don't blame him. I told him to go with David last night, but he said no. I feel real bad about this because I had promised him we'd go. He's never reall been to NY just the airport when we met after Thanksgiving and he wanted to see where Jonathan and I grew up. So I promised him that I would take him this summer as soon as school is over. My friend Jonathan and My friend Jessica are going to be there. Now Selene hasn't stopped calling me. She thinks that she needs to be here. I told her my house is off limits this week. This week is about Chaz and me. I told her Chaz and I are perfectly capable of taking care of each other. She wasn't amused but she said she wouldn't come. That's only because she hasn't stopped calling me all morning. My ankle isn't that bad but my head is. It hurts! I have a big bump right above my forehead. Ha who's hot now! I am going to have a good week if it kills me and it just might. GREEN

OHH you Meat eaters, you! Wow I can't even eat bacon, it makes me gag. GREEN

HERE I COME TO SAVE THE DAY! LOL. Alright Guys it seems like the lounge is by far the favorite. This poll has officially been closed. GREEN

Thanks, I'm not to worried about Chaz and I cant help it if people want to be my friend LOL. I wouldn't say that I am hot. Chaz is hot, wait maybe I should be jealous. He gets his fare share of people hitting on him. I have to beat the guys and gals off of him with a stick. Poor girls they never had a chance. Um about Julio, he and I will never and I repeat never be together again CHAZ! Lol he and I are just good friends these days. His new bf is better as a boyfriend to him than I can ever be. So Chaz needs to stop worrying about that. I don't cheat. I will never cheat and I have never cheated. Selene is never drinking in my house again. God I felt bad for her boyfriend. He has to kiss her LOL . The Liar and whoever his boy is need to get their stuff together. They were fighting all morning over a lie, You can imagine what I thought when I heard this I think I can make out the lies from the truth's now. Mike and the person I know are actually hanging out right now. I introduced them because they are both just coming out. I figured they had more in common and they could help each other better than the rest of us could. Steve and I may not see eye to eye but I think we can be really good friends. I like that he can call my bull and I can call his. HE BETTER NOT CROSS THAT GREEN LINE OR I WILL, I mean good times good times. LOL. Alright I am a little tipsy as I write this. I am not a role model, damn the kids are reading. GREEN at the bottom of a bottle.

I had a great time last night. We all did. We had so many people here. Selene made an a&$ of herself when she got drunk and sang a really bad rendition of I will survive. David and Steve couldn't keep their hands off each other all night. My brother the Liar seems to have found himself a boyfriend. They were dancing in a corner. Some girl tried to kiss me then offered me something I really had to say no to. She called me a prude. Chaz's older brother brought enough alcohol to drunkefy everyone in the tri-state area. Good thing he decided to bring his bartender buddy to help him serve the drinks. He flirted with me. Chaz didn't like that. Our neighbors down the street showed up and partied. I was really surprised that my neighbors next door didn't call the police. My ex and my high school crush showed up and brung a girl I knew from high school. She and I chatted for a few minutes. Apparent she knew my crush used to like me back then and tried to get him to ask me out. I blushed. Julio showed up at some point. Chaz wasn't too happy but when the guy Julio was dating showed up he seemed to calm down. I need to speak to him about that LOL. David's sister also showed up and she brought her boyfriend who I know from my job. Mike showed up and he seemed to generally stay to the wall. Until I introduced him to this person I know. Then he disappeared. more on this later. As the night progressed my loving boyfriend Chaz got drunk. I mean stripping and dancing on a table next to a drunken and apparently horny Selene drunk. I had to pull him off the table before he took his pants off, much to a lot of people dismay. I made sure he was cut off at this point. To bed with you I said and he did go to bed but not before he made me go with him. "He didn't trust the other boys with his Green." I let him fall asleep before I rejoined the party. Julio and I had a very good conversation about his move and his current guy. I really feel like he and I can be good friends. I know we didn't work as boyfriends but we work as friends. the guy he's dating seems really nice. At first he was nervous about me but when he saw us just talking as friends he warmed up to me. I stopped Steve and David from making out for a second so I could introduce them to Julio and his new boyfriend. They talked for a bit so I could pull Selene of my table before she either broke it or fell off. I sat her down and made her drink some coffee. her boyfriend took over a few minutes later. As the night wound down and everyone started to leave it occurs to me that I am missing a person. Mike is not there, and I don't know where he is. So I looked around until I found him sitting with the person I knew having a conversation on our porch. I walked over to them and sat next to them. I talked to them for a bit. Then I felt like I was interrupting something so I left them alone. When I walked back inside Chaz was up again. I walked over to him and I gave him a huge hug. Then the phone rang. I walked over to it and it's Rob he calls me crying saying that he feels like he wronged me. i was like well yeah and I hung up. By the end of the night there was only a drunken David, Steve who was making all of us eat, Chaz and me. We sat down and talked for a couple of hours. Steve and I got into a friendly debate over drugs. Well Marijuana in general. He thinks it should be legalized. his theory is that if it was legalized their would be less crime. My theory is that if it didn't exist there would be less crime. Then he dropped the medicinal card on me. Then he asked how I can condemn something I haven't tried. I told him because I have lost friends that started with weed and moved on to other drugs. I think that it is a gateway drug and I wouldn't want any of my friends to do the same thing a certain friend had done. So I asked him if he does it. He said that he had but it wasn't his thing. At some time we all wandered to bed. The next morning I woke up next to Chaz and a very stinky mouthed Selene. She smelled like a drunken sailor. I also smelled breakfast. I wandered into the kitchen to find that Steve had once again made us breakfast. No one else was up yet so we sat and talked for a few. He told me that he respected my views on certain things. Then we talked about him. I guess he really hated me in high school because he thought that I was a big snob. I told him I hated him because he was always better at stuff than me. He told me that he wasn't, the teachers just liked him better because he was a butt-kisser. We laughed about that. We also talked about what happened after high school. He said that when he went to college things just fell apart because the teaching style was different. He didn't have the personal environment he had in high school and he was doing really bad in all of his classes. Ultimately he had lost his scholarships and he left school. I told him how I took a couple of years off and now I was making it up. He said that he wants to go back. Then we talked about David and him. He said that David makes him happy. I told him that he does the same for David. Unlike Rob who just complicated things until they ended up fighting. I really like Steve. He's perfect for David. After we ate he helped me clean up. We were almost done when I see a foot sticking out behind my couch. I walk behind it and it's the Liar. I just left him there he looked peaceful sleeping right there on the floor next to his boyfriend. GREEN

No worries man, However you keep saying her name is Selena when it's Selene. I think that this is the route of it. :ranger: GREEN

It's so funny that you would think of her as a Latin person. She's pure Irish. LOL David is the real Latino here. LOL GREEN

Floor cookies are better than squished Little Debbie Cakes. Trust me I know. GREEN

Here we go guys. The General Discussions forum needs a new name. Above we have the finalists. Lets vote for a new name. GREEN

YES THANK YOU ALL, you guys are the best, and yes that cereal box hurt. I might have to sue General Mills and Little Debbie and Chaz for laughing. GREEN

We are throwing a party tomorrow. it's Green and David's annual Spring break party. I invited a couple of friends from back home and my brother and sister as well as some friends from school. Green is a little sad about this because Selene will not be there. More on this later. Well back to this party. We went shopping for supplies. Steve came with us as he and Green Decided that they were going to cook for everyone. We ran into Rob and that creepy guy he's dating. Green darted out of the aisle before they could see him but Rob saw me and Steve and walked towards us. This was awkward in itself because Steve is now Dating David and they were holding hands right there in the aisle. I could see Green on the other side of the aisle looking back over to us. Rob wanted to know about the party. Since the party happens every year he was expecting to be invited. I told him that we were shopping for it. David told him that he wasn't invited. The creepy guy scoffed, Rob asked why, and a cereal box fell on Green's head causing him to yell, revealing his hiding place. David told him that it was just better if he wasn't there. The Creepy guy asked us if we were little kids. Green walked around holding his head and said "No but I wish we were." Rob looked pissed and he stormed off. Later while we were at the check out we ran into them again. Rob walked over to us and tried to apologize. Green said that the apology was accepted but he still wasn't invited to the party out of respect for David and Steve. He stormed off again. Then Selene walks into the market. She sees us and walks over to us. She pulls David away they talk for a few minutes. David was smiling. David says, "she wants me to tell you guys that she might have overreacted and that she read the blog, and that she is sorry." I walk over to her and I give her a big hug. She pushes me away and kisses me on the cheek. "Chaz, things are alright with us," she says. Green heads over to us but he falls before he can reach us, taking down a Little Debbie display. I am still laughing Lol. Chaz

I am so over this. She needs to cut it out. She knows she's wrong but she's so proud that she cant admit it. It's sad that she'd rather end our friendship than swallow her pride. Chaz and I dont even care if she appologizes all I care is that she stops calling our relationship an abusive one. Chaz is stressing over this and he even asked me if I thought of him as abusive and I told him no. I am the abusive one, well I am more prone to fighting than he is. David is also pissed off about this. He called her and yelled at her for like an hour and when he finally hung up he was madder than he was when he started the conversation. Now I decided to not pay it any mind anymore. She knows what she's doing and her motives are for doing this to us but I dont have to let it bother me. She wont come in my house while she says those things. I went out with my new friends today. You know the girl i met on the floor of my class and her friend. Well I introduced them to Chaz and he was all over him. She was too not surprisingly. We are going to go to their show this weekend before we leave. I am excited. Goes to show that when you lose a couple of friends there are always some waiting by. GREEN

So it's pretty much clear that Selene is persona non grata at our house until she stops her nonsense. She came by last night demanding that I speak to her. I pulled her outside to the backyard and we spoke, well rather I spoke and she yelled. She cant believe that I am dating someone that would hit me. I told her that Chaz didn't hit me on purpose for the upteempth time. She then pointed out that it's the reason why I have stitches and I told her that it was. I reiterated the fact that it wasn't on purpose. She then brought up a sore spot with me. She brought up my first boyfriend, Ricky. Ricky and I never had a stable relationship. He used o cheat on me and we fought all of the time. I mean physical fights. I remember one night when I found him kissing some else I beat the hell out of him. He came back and he hit me just as badly. This was years ago and I really didn't want to relive that whole situation ever again. last I heard he was busted selling drugs to minors. Well this is where I got angry and I tried to walk away but she wouldn't have it. She pulled me back and mentioned the fact that it was an abusive relationship and that it was where Chaz and I were headed. I wanted to smack her. I tried to walk away from her once again but she pulled me back asking me to think about this. "Chaz is abusive,"she said. "No you know what is abusive? You are abusive. You are attacking me right now. You are trying to force me into doing the last thing I ever want to do," I yelled. My neighbors the crazies were watching us so I pulled myself away and I locked the door before she could even get in. GREEN

Do you know what was weird? I was very happy with that ending to Ch 36 of DD. It was a great story. GREEN

We decided that wouldnt be the best course of action. He has a defense team. GREEN