So it's pretty much clear that Selene is persona non grata at our house until she stops her nonsense. She came by last night demanding that I speak to her. I pulled her outside to the backyard and we spoke, well rather I spoke and she yelled. She cant believe that I am dating someone that would hit me. I told her that Chaz didn't hit me on purpose for the upteempth time. She then pointed out that it's the reason why I have stitches and I told her that it was. I reiterated the fact that it wasn't on purpose.
She then brought up a sore spot with me. She brought up my first boyfriend, Ricky. Ricky and I never had a stable relationship. He used o cheat on me and we fought all of the time. I mean physical fights. I remember one night when I found him kissing some else I beat the hell out of him. He came back and he hit me just as badly. This was years ago and I really didn't want to relive that whole situation ever again. last I heard he was busted selling drugs to minors.
Well this is where I got angry and I tried to walk away but she wouldn't have it. She pulled me back and mentioned the fact that it was an abusive relationship and that it was where Chaz and I were headed. I wanted to smack her. I tried to walk away from her once again but she pulled me back asking me to think about this. "Chaz is abusive,"she said.
"No you know what is abusive? You are abusive. You are attacking me right now. You are trying to force me into doing the last thing I ever want to do," I yelled. My neighbors the crazies were watching us so I pulled myself away and I locked the door before she could even get in.