:nuke: Chaz and I are not talking right now. We had an argument last night. I had planned this whole romantic day including a limo, a fancy restaurant and a B&B. He never showed up. He never called me and I found him yesterday morning sleeping on my doorstep. He had forgotten his keys and he still didn't think he did anything wrong.
I asked him where he was and he told that he went out with some old friends. Which is totally fine with me except when he knows that I had planned something great for him. I feel a little bit rejected and I have been staying at my mothers house.
David called me and told me that Chaz keeps asking him to call me because I don't answer his calls. Selene has been threatening murder. I told her to cool it and she said she would but not to ever expect her to treat Chaz the same again. David said that he would talk to him and find out what the deal was.
This all has prompted me to write one of the angriest chapters to my story Mr. Black Sings A Sad Song. It is so angry that I have to scrap it, for it would change the story from it's current path. Oh I feel like a bomb ready to explode. I had to tell the Liar to get away from me numerous times so I wouldnt take out my anger on him.
He came by earlier. I had my stepfather tell him to leave. I want to be totally calm when I do speak to him. On top of that my friend Jonathan is ignoring me. He's dealing with some personal stuff and just like me he's running. Uhhh I want to fight something right now...
GREEN counting to ten but it's not working.