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I really dont know. this kid is ruining my life. He called me today asking me not to say anything to Chaz and I ended up yelling at him. I went as far as threatening to call the cops. He didnt back down though. He said he couldn't help it. Then later on he shows up at my house with Chaz's underwear. You should have seen the look of disgust on my face. "I'm sorry," he said. I have a fetish." once again I didn't know if I should believe him. So I asked, "You have a wet underwear fetish?" "Yeah, I love to see people in wet underwear." the look on his eyes told me to move on and I said I had to leave. This is when he notices my bags. "where are you going? he asks. "I'm going away for a couple of days," I said, careful to leave the part where I was going to see Chaz out. He seems disappointed and then asks me when Chaz was coming back. I just shrugged my shoulders and as my blood temperature increased I noticed someone in the car waiting for him outside. It was my ex, he looked annoyed and honked the horn. "I have to go we're going to go to lunch see ya." This was ten mintes ago. Luckily he didn't see Chaz pull in behind him. So now I'm afarid to even see this freak. I decided not to tell my mother because she'd think I was lying. So I'm letting her figure it out herself plus it's a little payback for Christmas. So now I'm off to Chaz's house. See ya in a few days.

As I found myself with nothing to do today and I was too frustrated to rewrite the chapters I lost I decided that I should take care of the giant laundry mountain that was piling up. My washer wasn't working so I went to my mothers house. It looked like no one was home so I let myself in and headed towards the laundry room. I did the usual separating and I smiled when I found a pair of Chaz's boxers. I threw them in the wash with the colors and left the machine to do it's thing. I went to the living room and turned on the television. A minute later the cumpulsive liar freak walks into the room and gives me a stare. "What are you doing here?" he asks. "Who let you in?" " I have a key and if I remember correctly I am more welcome here than you can ever hope to be as this is my mothers house after all. I should ask you what you are still doing here but I'll know you'll just lie so why bother," I quickly respond and he walks away. Half hour laer I go to check on the load and it's done so I start unloading the washer and putting the the clothes into the drier when I notice that something is missing. Chaz's boxers are gone. So I'm like hmm and then I'm like why, and then I realize that only one person could have taken them and I'm like ewwww. I called Selene and asked her how I should deal with this situation and she invites herself over. She apparently has to be here when I do confront the cumpulsive liar freak. Ten minutes later she's at my mother's house with Rob and David like spectators waiting for a fight. So we make ourselves to my old room that is across from the guest room. Then I walk towards the guest room and I knock on the door as they watch from my room. "What do you want?" the liar asks. This makes me angry and I open the door to find the liar wearing Chaz's wet boxers apparently modeling them in front of the mirror. I had no choice but to run as my eyes were burning. "We have to go," I telll my friends. Selene whistled a catcall from somewhere behind and I took my clothes with me. We bought a new washer tonight. I thought it best not to say anything to Chaz or my mother. Too weird and creepy. GREEN washed, folded and blinded.

Chaz has been gone for a week. I miss him and its affecting everything. I was almost done with the next chapter of Julian grace when the phone rang and I accidentially ripped the cord of my pc. I lost the whole chapter and the first half of The premier chapter to Mr. Black 2. Then I dropped hot cocoa on myself when the phone rang once again. I tripped over a table and I still didn't get to the phone in time. It was him to so I called him back but he didn't answer. It's driving me crazy because I havent talked to him in five days. He' s due back this weekend but I am already planning a trip to go see him at home. I called him yesterday and his mother told he had gone out with some friends so I ended up having a nice conversation with his mother and then his father who went as far as ofering to come get me. I declined and then they asked me how long we had been dating. I was in shock. As far as I knew Chaz had never told them about us. So I asked how they knew. They told me that they knew the first time we met. I told them we weren't dating back then. So Chaz's mother says, "Sometimes the loveless have love they are just too blind to see it." Then Chaz's father adds, "We knew you guys would end up together the first time we met you. Even if Chaz can't seem to tell us the truth." This made me miss Chaz even more now I'm freaking out because he hasn't called. Then there is the fact that everyone I know spent New Years together and I was alone in my house watching Crappy Seacrest trying to be a good host but he's blander than soggy rice. Even Selene had her daughter as companionship. Crap even that cumpulsive liar freak had my mother to spend it with. Oh and to top it all of my father calls me. Yeah the one I had decided to cut out of my life completely he called wishing me a better year and offered to come over. I said no I'd rather be alone and I hung up. So i don't know what to do with myself. Loveless GREEN

Hi guys This is the official list just so you know where we are at. We still need some nominees in the thread. Please nominate for these three categories : best fan fic best prolific author best sequel. Thanks guys GREEN Story of the year The log way by Dom Luka Gone from daylight by Comicality The Ordinary Us by Dom Luka Desert Dropping by Dom Luka Yankee By the Zot Best Author Comicality Julien gregg Dom Luka Dio dkstories Best Leading character nominees Justin: Gone From Daylight Owen: The Log Way Jude: The Ordinary Us Justin: Yankee Best Supportive Cast of characters. Jude, Trina, Taylor Mr.s Claire, Brad, Mar and Bree: The Ordinary Us The Lot Kids: Gone From Daylight Chris, Aiden, Ryan, Nicky, Chris, Lacy, Tony, and Ben: The Log Way Luke, Eddie, Jase and Grandma Alice: Dessert Dropping Brian, Mr.Breckenridge, Mrs Breckenridge,Trevor, Tyatya, Dyadya, and Brandon: Do Over Story of The Year The Log Way by Dom Luka Gone From Daylight by Comicality The Ordinary Us by Dom Luka Yankee by The Zot Do Over by dkstories Best Villain Jarred: Vampire Jarred Dennis: The Log Way Aaron: Desert Dropping Rage: Gone From Daylight Karen Knightley: The Log Way Best Non GA Author J. Finn (The Human Condition) Grasshopper (Just Hit Send) Josh Atevoris (A Change Of Worlds) Christopher Patrick Lydon (The William Carter)

THANKS GUYS! I was trying to , hic up, keep that a secret LOL Hic up GREEN

Just when you think you know someone they write something like this and you are forced to look at them in a different light. My friend Jonathan Wrote this in one long breath of inspiration. I asked if I could post it here he said I could. Green The Center Of It All by my friend Jonathan. There I was at the center of it all, where the shadow met the light, where water formed on glass, where the immortal box sang it's incessant tune, where the voices drown voices, where laughter tried and failed to mask the pain, where in the fog the fallen father gave birth to his prosperous son. There I was at the center of it all, where life is worst than death, where the evil is worth more than the good, where empty cups create the mood, where the wheel can't seem to follow the line, where the red giant stops the steel and commits a crime, where the wise men trapped the souls of man. There I was at the Center of it all, where the boy lost his mind, where the girl ate her word, where the world fades in red, blue, white and green gold, where red sheets cradle the night and fear came from the right, where the unholy endorse the one man show and the left seem to follow without a word, where wiser men could instruct the bold but choose not to because they are old. There I was at the center of it all, where what you got you never saw, where lines carry shoes, where the men bowed to pass the time, where the youth were wasted and then they were arrested, where the old laid rested, where the girls act not like mothers, but like the boys that should not be fathers. There I was at the center of it all, where dreams were liquid, where smoke smells of wasted life, where right is wrong and no one seems to notice the night, where fake worlds control those who cannot communicate with words or lines, where opinion is granted but never asked for or wanted, where bullets enter five or more times. There I was at the center of it all, where the color black never fades, where sisters hide sins and brothers are outnumbered, where the lost ignore the light, where old men shared no tales and their wives mend their heads with black veils, where sight was pure, where sand flows with the color of the dead. There I was at the center of it all, where freedom comes in doses, where the concrete is as good as a bed, where friends become lovers and lovers threaten the holy herd with their choices, where roses are placed and anger is showcased, where work fled countries at a time, where the fearful gather away from the storm and disaster is amplified. There I was at the center of it all, where promise never rears it's epic face, where action never sees to change anything, where tears fall from those that saw you crawl, where purpose was taken from the fight and the young then find reason to take flight, where the shiny are royal and the normal are loyal, where the ones who escaped will be called back to fulfill their oily fate. There I was at the center of it all...

Even though I know I Led a charmed life when it comes to being Gay. I know that sometimes it's painful to think what people have said and done to us. If I could I'd give you a big hug right now you'd have to pry me off with a crowbar. I hope everything will be alright. If it's any consolation I think you're very Brave... GREEN

Just when you think you know someone they write something like this and you are forced to look at them in a different light. My friend Jonathan Wrote this in one long breath of inspiration. I asked if I could post it here he said I could. The Center Of It All by Jonathan. There I was at the center of it all, where the shadow met the light, where water formed on glass, where the immortal box sang it's incessant tune, where the voices drown voices, where laughter tried and failed to mask the pain, where in the fog the fallen father gave birth to his prosperous son. There I was at the center of it all, where life is worst than death, where the evil is worth more than the good, where empty cups create the mood, where the wheel can't seem to follow the line, where the red giant stops the steel and commits a crime, where the wise men trapped the souls of man. There I was at the Center of it all, where the boy lost his mind, where the girl ate her word, where the world fades in red, blue, white and green gold, where red sheets cradle the night and fear came from the right, where the unholy endorse the one man show and the left seem to follow without a word, where wiser men could instruct the bold but choose not to because they are old. There I was at the center of it all, where what you got you never saw, where lines carry shoes, where the men bowed to pass the time, where the youth were wasted and then they were arrested, where the old laid rested, where the girls act not like mothers but like the boys that should not be fathers. There I was at the center of it all, where dreams were liquid, where smoke smells of wasted life, where right is wrong and no one seems to notice the night, where fake worlds control those who cannot communicate with words or lines, where opinion is granted but never asked for or wanted, where bullets enter five or more times. There I was at the center of it all, where the color black never fades, where sisters hide sins and brothers are outnumbered, where the lost ignore the light, where old men shared no tales and their wives mend their heads with black veils, where sight was pure, where sand flows with the color of the dead. There I was at the center of it all, where freedom comes in doses, where the concrete is as good as a bed, where friends become lovers and lovers threaten the holy herd with their choices, where roses are placed and anger is showcased, where work fled countries at a time, where the fearful gather away from the storm and disaster is amplified. There I was at the center of it all, where promise never rears it's epic face, where action never sees to change anything, where tears fall from those that saw you crawl, where purpose was taken from the fight and the young then find reason to take flight, where the shiny are royal and the normal are loyal, where the ones who escaped will be called back to fulfill their oily fate. There I was at the center of it all... ............................................................................................................................................................ Crazy Huh? GREEN, Red, blue and white Gold

Thank you guys, and thank you blue for reading Mr. Black. I hope you guys have a happy holidays. I know I and my crab rangoon will, LOL. Green

I am declaring this Christmas a happy and fun one. I am picking up all of my friends and were going in search of the best chinese food Restaurant in the city. Since none of us is particularly happy with our families right now we decided that we would be our own family this Christmas. Or Hannuka for david. My mom has guests coming and she's not happy that I will not attend and eat with people who would label me a faggot at my own table. I will not attend because I was promised at Thanksgiving by my own mother that they wouldn't come for Christmas but look here they are. No Thanks I'd rather die. This Christmas is For Selene who would have to deal with a volatile and cultist brother. This Christmas is for David who's parents that pretend that he doesn't exist. This Christmas is for Rob that hasn't had a good Christmas in years. So for all of you that deserve a happy holidays, I hope you get them and everything you wanted. I know that alot of you deserve it. GREEN and Red and White.

Hi guys thanks for your replies. I've learned alot from Chaz. One thing is that he is amazing in every way and like you said he does deserve the best and he is very genuine thats why I dont question anything he says. The sad part is that I'm very gullible when it comes to the people I know. If they tell me something I take it as truth. I don't question my friends unless two are telling me different stories. I don't want to seem like the person that doesn't understand them that is why they always come to me with their problems or hide them from me because I will tell them the truth. I wont lie to them as I expect that they are truthfulll to me. The boy now hates me because his lying led me to accidently out him to his homophobic mother and he's now staying at my mothers house because his mom can't deal with him. She thinks he's lying again, sadly this is the truth. As for the alcohol, well I know my limit and most of the time I will stop at two drinks. At the party the only drinks I consumed were the two I took from the boy and selene who was cut off after that. But you guys are right alcohol seems to insure a disastrous night. Thanks Guys GREEN

I was so angry that I ignored Chaz the whole night and when the party was over and he tried to help me clean I left him to do it himself and I left to my room. He came in a few minutes later wondering why I was mad at him. "Why didn't you tell me that he was your first?" I asked Chaz who was giving me a confused look. "Dude your my first boyfriend I've never seen that freak before that dinner," he said. "Then Why'd he say that?" "I don't know but he asked me to leave with him," Chaz said. The next day I saw the boy again and I asked him why he lied. And his answer was, "I don't know what you're talking about." So I ask him if he's insane. He takes a few steps away but then walks back. "look Its just that I can't help myself. I get really jealous of what other people have and when I cant take it away I go a little crazy. I'm sorry Green I wont do it again." I ask him if he goes to a therapist and I tell him about mine but he says that his family doesn't believe in shrinks and walks away. This is when his mother comes to me and tells me that she's sorry. Her son apparently has a tendency to lie, To lie alot and he can't help it. I ask her about a therapist and she says that he's been to so many and none ever work. I tell her what happened at the party and she tells me that her son isn't gay. I accidently outed the boy to her. I felt bad but not to bad, because of what he'd done. So she starts freaking out and she calls him over and asks if its true. He lies to her and gives me the look from hell as I tiptoe away. GREEN little lies.

The party of course was great except for one thing, or rather one person, my ex. He wanted to know who the new kid was. This of course was the boy I had to invite because he's new in town. As my ex drooled over the boy, the boy kept glancing around for Chaz. He even went as far as asking where he was tonight. I told him that my boyfriend Chaz couldn't make it as he had previous engagements. But his brother is here and I pointed to our resident bartender Chaz's brother. He didn't seem amused but this is when my drunk ex decides to make his debut. He introduces himself and to my surprise the boy is actually interested. Maybe it was the drink my ex handed to him, which I quickly removed much to the boys chagrin. I wasn't about to let under age drinking happen in my house. So I slick my way out from in between them and I head towards the kitchen where Selene is making an ass of herself. Once again I find myself removing a drink. I ask Dave to take her to the bathroom as I finish both drinks in my hand. I have to have a little fun right. I walk back to the living room and the boy and my ex seem to have taken flight. I look out of the door and I see them talking to my boyfriend who was not supposed to be here. So my ex is trying to get the boy to leave but the boy who is clearly ready to jump my boyfriend's bones has no intention of doing such thing. So I decide to make my own little appearance. I run outside and I jump on Chaz taking him and my ex down so hard that my ex throws up on the boy, who screams and runs inside but not before asking Chaz to help, and I'm left on the ground laughing as Selene yells are you alright in a drunken state from my bedroom window. I run inside to find the boy trying to kis my now pissed off boyfriend and my ex yells at Chaz trying to defend the boy who he barely knows. David pulls my ex away and I take the boy outside. I ask him why he's doing this when he clearly knows Chaz is my ex when he tells me that he and Chaz know each other and that Chaz was his first before they came out... More to come. GREEN

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I went to my mothers house for dinner with Chaz last night. My mom was making this big dinner for everybody including her friend that is visiting with her son from Arizona. It has been a long time since i've seen her so I decided to go and say hi. The first thing I notice is that her son is no longer the twelve year old that used to play video games with me when I was fifteen. Now he's a grown man that is setting of my gaydar faster than a speeding bullet and he's extremely good looking. Not that he can compare to my own Chaz mind you. Even chaz who has no gaydar to speak of asks me if the boy is gay. As the night progresses we find out that they are moving back and that he will be going to our college. So I'm like oh no I'm not serving as gay ambassador. I can feel the boy staring at Chaz and I start to get a little jealous and announce that it's time for us to leave. The boy asks if we could get together some time all the while looking at Chaz with longing. I'm like hell no, but I say regretedly "Sure I'd like that call me." Crap so I get home and I receive a call from my mother who asks me if I thought the boy is gay. I said yes and she then asks if I could introduce him to some of my friends. In my mind I'm locking up Chaz in a tower so the boy cant get to him. I explain to her my policy on playing cupid, I don't do it. So I tell her about a party we're having that Chaz sadly will not be able to attend. I ask her to invite him. GREEN this is not over yet.

I had a nightmare last night. It involved two of my friends that have passed away. They were sitting together talking and they motioned for me to come closer. Jonas was typing on a laptop. What ever he wrote Vladimir spoke. The first few things were just normal things but then he wrote this in red: "You're joining us soon" I started to run but I ran into them again this time it was in a car. I got in and Jonas started to drive looking at me from the rearview mirror as Vladimir just smiled from be side me. Then he said it again. "You're joining us soon" This when I woke up. Chaz was already gone and David was making breakfast. I swear I could hear someone in the closet moving. I looked at David he clearly seemed irritated. I knew Rob was in the closet (no pun intended) so I asked him to come out. "Obviously you two are dating and I've known for a whle now so please stop trying to hide this shit from me," I said, leaving them in the kitchen. I needed to talk to someone about my dream so I called my mother. She didn't answer so I called Selene. She had to take her daughter to the hospital so I couldn't talk to her. I went to school and when I come home I found Selene, David and Rob sitting together playing with Selene's daughter. They all looked at me and I just walked by them. I went into my room and found a toy she had left. I explained my dream to them and they all pretty much told me that I was stressing for no reason. I decided to make dinner for everyone when I get a call from Julio. I talk to him for awhile not noticing that Chaz is home. When I do he is glaring at me but I Gare back and I pout. That seems to calm him down but a half hour later he grabs the phone and tells Julio that I need to go and he hangs up. I yell at him for that and it puts me into a bad mood. Now he's trying to make up for it by making me some hot cocoa. GREEN of your dreams.

I went out with Chaz tonight we werent going anywhere fancy so I took my laptop with me. Chaz was a little annoyed but he ultimately understood that I'm not a freshman and I can't afford to slack. So as I did my work we alked and shared a nice conversation at our table when he told me something that I thought neither of us was ready for. "Green I love you," I looked up from my computer and in a lower scared voice he says, "even when you ignore me." I panicked and I grabbed my laptop nearly dropping it and I ran to the store next door. I was hyperventilating and cold because I left my coat. I didn't know what to say. I grabbed my cell and told Selene where I was and asked her to pick me up. I saw Chaz looking for me outside of the store so I ducked behind a dvd shelf. He came ino the store looking for me. He nearly found me too if I hadn't rounded the shelf as he walked by. When he left the store clerk leaned next to me. "Boyfriend troubles?" she asked and I nodded. "He said he loves me and I panicked," I said. "You should atleast call him and say your alright," she said. I called him and told him to go home I'm alright. He asked me where I was and begged to see me so I told him to meet me at my house. Selene pulled up five minutes later and drove me home. She like a good friend didn't ask what this was all about. I told her I'd explain later. Chaz was already at my house when we pulled up. I gotout and he handed me my coat and the laptop bag. I motioned him to come inside and I waved bye to Selene that made the call me sign with her hand. The first ting ot of his mouth is he's sorry. "No don't be sorry Chaz. You can't deny what you feel," I told him. I had thought alot about what he had said on the way home. I know I feel the same way but I can't seem to let it out now. Especially since I was being busy, but I broke down and I let him know. He was so happy. I've never seen him this happy ever. Now he's happily sleeping in my room as I write this. Green Running In Love.

I have made a thread found here Character of the Year. It's a thread to nominate some of the great authors out there. I am working on a format but here are some of the categories I want to work with a panel of judges. We can let the Members nominate and the judges can pick the winner. Story of the year Best leading character Best supportive characer Best villlain Best sequel or spin off story Best writer Best GA hosted story Best GA Hosted Author Best Non GA author. Best non GA story Best accomplished author such as those that have more than five stories. Best fan fic. Please add your suggestions and let me know if you would like to be a judge. GREEN

I hvent seen my lovely neighbors in quite sometime and that made me happy. Today I saw them and as usual the mother was yelling at her oldest. He looked at me and I swear he was wishing a horrible death upon me. I have a restraining order so he can't do anything now. Of course that doesn't mean his brothers can't. So I went to do some errands when I came back home I found the police at my house and David was yelling in his boxers as a police officer held him backfrom coming out of the house. OH NO, I thought as I approched ny house. Apparently the bastard had sent his brother into my house that David forgot to lock and the kid found David doing something, well lets just say it involved one of his hands. The bastard ran back home and told the mother and now David is being charged with indecent exposure. It doesn't help that it was a minor who saw him. I explained to the officer that these kids have a tendency to mess with us. Then i showed him the restraining order paperwork and the bastard is going to get charges pressed against him. Poor David is still a bit shaken but my lawyer got the cops to drop the charges. I'm sure David will lock the door from now on. GREEN

The time for finals has approached and it hs apparently made everyone horny. I had to peel Chas of me because I had a paper due an I couldn't be distracted. Rob and Dave have been going at it like rabbits and Unfortunately I had to hear them. Selene keeps telling me about her disgusting sexcapades. I mean seriously I really want to do these thins with Chas but the timing's wrong and I know once school breaks he wont want to do anything. Just my luck. Today he teases me by walking by me in his tight underwear. Yesterday he tried to get me to take a shower with him. Last night he kept rubbing his body against mine as I wrote. Earlier today David kept appologizing for being loud with Rob. He then added the details jus like selene. I explained to him my dilemma and he stopped but now Chas naked is all I can think about. Ahhhh I can never win. GREEN in sexual dilemma.

I am alive just a bit busy this week. I'll post something later. Thanks GREEN

Today I came home after some christmas shopping to find Davis and Rob watching a movie. I joined them for about half of it then I went to take a nap. The movie was boring me and for some reason I didn't feel comfortable all of a sudden. An hour into my nap I'm woken by a loud thud coming from somewhere underneath me. I leave my room and head down to see what happened when I walk in on Rob and David making out. I excuse myself in shock and I head back tyo my room for my keys. To my knowledge these two had never liked each other in this way and I really didn't expect to see them making out. Now I know why I felt awkward when iw as watching the movie. It made me wonder why they didn'tt eell me. I mean it's not like I'm going to disaprove. So I call Chaz and we make plans to go out for dinner. I put on some nice clothes and I do my hair before I head out. He asked if he could meet me there and I said that was fine I was looking forward to a nice quiet night just for the both of us. It ofcourse didn't happen that way. He brought his friends Andy and Jen along. I was less than happy with this and I pulled him aside and told him how I felt. He said he's sorry and he's make it up to me later on. So dinner was alright and I tried my best not to be a downer. I really did but when Selene called me and asked if I could do her a favor and pick her up at the airport. I knew I had lost my chance to have Chaz make it up for me. So needless to say I was wearing my emotions on my sleeve. I excused myself and headed towards the airport. It took me an hour to find Selene and by then I was fuming so I didn't say much as I loaded her thirty bags into my car. She of course noticed and decided to investigate the cause of my anger. So I give her the lowdown including how much it annoyed me that david and Rob kept their realtionship (if they do have one) from me. She apparently didn't know either and that strangely made me feel better. I dropepd her off and I headed for home. David and Rob where still there. I gave them the ugliest look I could muster and I headed towards my room where I locked myself in. Chaz called and I didn't answer so he's probably headed this way. GREEN

Hello everyone I hope your thanksgivings were good. Mine was very good even if it was weird. I went to mycousins house in NY I arrived about ten on wednesday night. I arrived to a party that was apparently in full swing. There were alot of people there. I'm introduced and then left to my vices which included drinking heavily spiked eggnog and talking to the people in the party. I can't remember any of them. The next day I woke to a pretty crappy hangover and the smell of food. I took a shower got dressed and I wondered into my cousins living room. My cousins were cooking and they motion for me to take a seat. "I'm sorry about last night we always have party before thanks giving for our friends," Ellie says, then explains that their friends don't celebrate thanksgiving. We talk for a few minutes then she puts me to work. I get to baste the turkey. When I walk over to the oven I look inside to find a deformed turkey. I mean I really didn't want to eat this thing. All I could think of is an Avant Guarde version of a turkey. It was missing a leg too. So i ask them about it and they explain that a friend had given them the turkey and they couldn't say no. So I say whatever and baste the deformed animal that actually smelled really good. A few hours later their guests begin to arrive. The first is the guy that had given them the turkey. As I suspected this guy was a wacko and he kept talking to me about the football players of Manchester United compared to Mexico and Italy's players blah blah blah. He moved on to the next guests as soon as they arrived which were a couple and their incredibly hot college jock of a son who also kept talking to me but this time about college football and the Texas A&M vs TExas Longhorns game coming up. My cousins kept looking at me with appologetic eyes. The next people to arrive where a couple of kids my cousins know from their job. We sat down to eat and we actually had a good time. The food even though it was deformed was actually great. I had a good thanksgiving after all. The next day I met with Jonathan and Jessica. I should give a you a little background on them. We all met in kindergarten a long time ago. We've been friends ever since. We lost ourfriend who commited suicide and a friends who is hooked on drugs we used to be five now were three. Jonathan moved away a long time ago then Jessica moved. I was the last to leave the city. Jessica is married with three kids and Jonathan lives somewhere near Boston. They are both totally in love with each other. They have been I guess since they met the first day of Kindergarten. Life however has intervened and they know that they will never be together. I know, I know romance novelish but it's true. I really feel bad for them because they are perfect for each other. At the grave Jessica cried as Jonathan held her and I just stood there holding my self. I didn't know what to think. Any one of us could have been there for him if he had reached us. I know that we had all moved away but we always kept in touch. I called a tleast twice a week you know? When he stopped calling and answering my calls I just thought that he was mad at me. That makes me angry. I feel like he couldn't trust me. I walk away with tears welling up into my eyes. They follow me. Jessica puts her arms across my waiste and Jonathan does the same from the other side. I found peace in this. I am thankful that they are still here with me. I can't imagine living the last seventeen years of my life without them. This peace however is short lived when I trip and I fall in a puddle of dirty water. I'm sure they are still laughing at me. GREEN eater of Avant Guarde Turkey and prone to fall into puddles.

COOL GUYS! Alright let's move on to the questions. Mine is: How many of you are artist? I mean this in any form. Entertainers, actors, painters, photographers etc. GREEN

Thanks guys. Um yeah I did have my cup of coffee and David and I sat there complaining about my ex. That is another story for another day. Thanks again guys.