Johnathan Colourfield

Happy Birthday! Bug Teo for an expensive dinner

sweet mother of god. thats alot of restaurants. We have two mcdonalds in our town lol (i'm in england) lol STUPID FRANCHISES! lol

I'm probably being incredibly stupid but what are the readers choice awards? I see about them everywhere and i have no idea what they are about lol

oh no Rest in Peace Marco.. Our thoughts are always with you x

LOL Says i should be a jehovah witness...

GAH! NO MORE GFD! NO!! LOL Kidding! I already have umpteen things to fit into it I'm listening to the soundtrack btw I'm gonna be sad and have a soundtrack and casting and everything LOL writing will be crap but the description will be amazing! and darn you for not giving me a hint as to how to end it. AND YAY! Welcome Back!

That is like the perfect hat for me... I dont really wear hats that much... i have a disney hat which i love!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM! HAVE A GREAT DAY

Broadway are officially desperate. There is now going to be an Addams Family Musical starring Nathan Lane and a Spiderman Musical starring Alan Cummings.. What have they come to?

Hey Guys I've been pondering for a while and i just keep getting the same idea coming back into my head. But i know it wouldnt work as anything. Its simply just one violinist raising her bow and beginning to play. REALLY SIMPLE. Do you guys know of how to get a really really really difficult idea onto paper. And how do you develop your ideas into something more strengthened? Johnathan xx

88% first time 100% second time I rock! But really, i hate psychology lol

i .. i dont know what it is.. i feel like i could cry.. i feel like i could scream... and yet... i'm overly happy and way too happy clappy and happy with someone.. Is this what real depression feels like? To feel like you have barely anything to believe in.. I shouldnt be saying it because i know people will just say "dont talk like that.. youre just being depressing".. but i just dont know... theres something wrong... something wrong with me... and i cant figure out what it is.. I've looked everywhere for an answer.. theres a few i have found.. but they arent very permanent answers.. i have a permanent answer but that isnt going to happen for a while.. Theres one.. but hell am i ever going near that one again.. i dont even like to mention it.. I dont know what to do with myself... i'm depressed.. but i'm happy at the same time.. its just i feel all the emotions at once and i just need someone to help me.. Anyone.. i just need to get my mind sorted.. I need the loving arms and mind of my boyfriend... god i miss him so much sometimes.. sometimes its so painful.. its been nearly a week now since we last spoke.. and i want to do some special... next saturday we have been together for 3 months.. i want to show how much i am devoted to him.. but i dont know how to show it... Help me.. i feel like i'm losing my mind...

Everyone is getting hot... wow you look great in a suit Ash! i think i should be on another website this is clearly reserved for hotties only

YOU ALL ARE AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! All three of you who worked on this anthology with the formatting and such was just brilliant. Thank you so much for giving mine and other peoples piece the respect and devotion they deserved.

Something for a bit of fun What songs make you cry? Just wondering.. Theres only one song that truly has made me cry throughout life and thats "The Age of Not Believing" from Bedknobs and Broomsticks from the geniuses that is disney in the 1970's Thats the link if you want to listen... angela landsbury is a genius..

yeah i didnt realise how huge the photo was when i posted it lol I have a browny black colour of hair , its odd. Thanks Chase Good lord he was actually helpful... I think we need more pictures hehe

My Reading List at the moment : Madame Doubtfire by Anne Fine (Research for a project) GFD by Comicality (Research for a project) Talking Heads by Alan Benett (Acting monologues are genius) Future Reading List : Regeneration by Unknown Author (Novel) Up The Line To Death (poetry) Not About Heroes (Play) Journey's End by R J Sherriff (Play) Another few good books are "The Historian" by Elizabeth Kostova. Very Dracula Related and very interesting Another good book is "My Sisters Keeper".

Well.. heres my face! Never shown it before hehe Sorry about the dodgy way round of the photo i forgot to edit it and i'm lazy I'm ready for your judgement

i like to think that my life isnt very important. i'm just another statistic. another dot on the map. i believe i could change the world in my own way, whether simply by stopping something doing something stupid or majorly like being the next Bertolt Brecht. I believe i can love another man with my entire heart which i do and have done for over two months now. I have the ability to do anything. I could hurt someone , i could make someone joyful, its why i'm human. Life isnt just about being there , life is about being the person that you are and having the experiences also. As the old saying says "Experience is a wonderful teacher, but her fees are extremely high".

hehe i'm happy I've been hired by a murder mystery party company to come do some murder acting for them I get

yes lacey you can be

Right.. it was the other day. I got up early so i could be nice to my mum for one day. Just one day wasnt going to hurt was it? So i got up , i made her a cup of tea and got a chocolate eclair out the fridge for her ready for when she gets back from the weekly shop. So she gets home and i give her a hug ( i was feeling good ) and a peck on the cheek and she seems quite happy. She walks into the room and sees the tea and smiles lightly.. i offered to bring the shopping in. Good Deed 2. But then , she groans at me saying "john why did you put it there , it doesnt go there." That started to get on my chest. Then it comes late afternoon Dad has a dentist appointment next week but we had a different time on the calendar than to the letter. I took it into the living room and in the nicest way possible i pointed it out to her. She freaked. "how dare you say that i made a mistake , go put the calendar back you little sh** ". i didnt even say it was her mistake and then she went on about how its not even her handwriting.. her's and my dad's are identical practically. Then i tried being nice again by starting to tidy the house , we got a little behind on the tidyness cuz we have had alot of guests recently and then she snapped about saying that i shouldnt be tidying its her job. So i just dropped everything and walked upstairs and sat in my room for an hour and cried. Every time i try to help or be nice to her she just throws it back in my face! So i've come to the conclusion that i'm only speaking to her when spoken to and not attempting to be a nice person again Thats fair right? I did nothing wrong... i didnt offend her as i usually do... i didnt flip at her as i often do... its just like as soon as i try something nice and new she loses it with me. Oh well.. Two years time and shes not my problem anymore.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DREWBIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Have a good day :D

Mark! Comsie! What have you been doing illicit affairs! Good Lord *takes notes* perfect for a story..