Diary of the Damned - 2. Entry #2

October 25^th, Wednesday.

Today was normal, I guess. Mom was being a douche. Dad was pretty silent about everything else. Then I caught my little brother jacking off in the showers. That was funny though. I should’ve taken a video of it to blackmail him. That way, I got some dirt on him and I would be able to get off a few chores here and there.

I can’t believe an 11-year-old know something about that already. But then again Caleb taught me about it when we were of the same age. He was lucky to have an older brother to teach him and give him free porn movies. That was the time that we became jerk off buddies. We stopped a few months later and said nothing about. I’d be honest with you. Deep inside, I wanted it to happen again. We were children back then. By now, Caleb’s dick should’ve grown bigger. Whoops. I just got hard while writing this. Maybe with just a little push, Caleb and I might have that sexual moment again now that he is being a horndog all the time. Looks like he being taken over by his hormones.

Speaking of Caleb, he is still fancying over the girl that he is hanging out with. I mean fancying real hard. He even told me that he jacked off to that girl more than a couple of times now. I guess Alicia is only a hole he needs to screw. But I still held his heart and I am still his closest friend. He wouldn’t tell me such gross thing if I wasn’t. I’m still betting on that small window of hope. Caleb could still be mine.

Mrs. Redfield bugged me again about the Quiz Bee thing. The only reply that she got from was a smile. I still don’t have plans yet to join that thing. It’s a major hassle for me and besides, I still need to get ahold of myself. That issue with Caleb was giving me a lot of hurt.

What else was there? Hmm. I saw a couple of moving trucks a while ago in front of the old Smith’s house. It looks like there was a new family that moved into our neighborhood. I think I’m a bit excited to meet new people. If there was a cute boy in there, then at least I would have something to look forward to.

As for your name, I still don’t have any yet. I’m really sorry. Tomorrow, I might ask my friend Layla to give me a good name. She’s really good at writing and I think she is writing some fanfiction novel and posts it online. Perhaps she could think of a name that I think would fit for you.

I’ll see you tomorrow.

Goodnight,
Lee

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October 26^th, Thursday

Caleb and I talked today at lunch. For some reason, he didn’t mention Alicia’s name. I wanted to pry in but I had to stop myself. One, because I was giggling inside. Maybe there was a huge fight and he stopped all plans to screw her over. And maybe screw me instead! But of course, that’s too much of an assumption. Second, I felt like Caleb was really down today. If I push him, we might end up fighting. I know him personally and if he doesn’t want to talk about it, don’t go any further. He will just end up mad at you.

I was finally able to say a firm “no” to Mrs. Redfield. I wasn’t really interested in that Quiz Bee anyway. I just hope she gets it and leaves me alone. But sadly, she was easily replaced by Mr. Rogers. He was inviting me to with them on an astronomical adventure whatever. I’ll skip the boring part for you.

My answer was still no but I saw one heck of a cute nerd in the Astronomy club. I think his name was Tristan, if I remembered it right. He seems like your typical nerd, only hotter. He was pretty tall and had a lanky build. There was not a single acne on his face and had a cute button nose. His eyes were green and a neatly combed brown hair. Plus there was one time I saw the bulge in his pants. And shit! It was kinda big! Swear! I’m already getting hard just thinking about it. Maybe I’ll jack off to him later before I get to bed.

Oh by the way, I asked Layla for names. She gave me a shitload of it. And it’s really hard to choose on. Even if I saw one good name, I didn’t feel it. Right now, I want to call you Dee. Because you’re my diary. So Dee for Diary. Get it? I know it’s lousy but I think it’s simple and I won’t forget it. If only you had a mind of your own then you could probably decide for yourself. But for now, I’ll call you Dee. Okay?

Right now, I’m already rubbing my crotch. Tristan is a really cute boy. I should really think that astronomy camp over. Mr. Rogers said we need to stay overnight inside the tents. I think it’s the perfect chance to get to know Tristan a little better. And maybe we can cuddle inside our tent.

I’m stopping myself from giggling right now.

Goodnight Dee,
Liam