As someone who has fallen by the wayside on too many occasions, I do not expect to participate in the Rapture tomorrow. It’s been kind of nice in this life and I suspect the next few months (years) are going to be very interesting until God actually gets to actively destroying his Creation. I suppose if you’re the Almighty and you get bored total destruction is a whole lot better than making a few adjustments to the whole Damned mess.

Anyway, I have my Rapture suit ready just in case I am taken up to Heaven where I’ll sing Praises for the rest of What? Certainly not eternity since Time is a product of Creation. When the End comes, that will be the bid End of everything. God, in a sense, will die with his/her Creation if he/she destroys it, which causes me to think this time is just like all the other predetermined Apocalypses. Somebody has been reading between the lines, again.

For myself depression is down, while anxiety is up, up a lot more than it’s been in years. The good news is the VA doubled the disability amount for my decrepit knees, which would be very, very good news if Social Security had approved my claim of disability for being Bipolar, which they didn’t.

It seems, according to Social Security, I’m not totally disabled. According to them, I can go back to a previous occupation, which is, well, true, if you don’t think about it too hard. I am, in the moral sense, between a rock and a hard place. I could appeal the decision, but basically I agree with them.

I’m left with the disability pension from the VA, which is okay (it is a quite a lot of money). I’d rather have more money going into my fading years (short though they may be due to the upcoming Rapture) and dread the day when I have to go down the pet food isle in search of affordable sustenance.

So, you see, even though the end of the World, as we know it, will occur sometime tomorrow (or, today, if you live in that part of the world), I’m quite anxious that I won’t be taken up and will have to live with worsening knees and a flipping mental state into the Apocalyptic Hell which we can all expect post-Rapture.