Annoyed & Frustrated
So, the title says it all, I'm annoyed and frustrated. At myself more than anything else at this point. I sit here day after day and try and write. I pull up one story after another and every single one I just stare at for a few minutes before moving onto another one. No matter how hard I try, I just can't seem to write. Well, at least nothing worth reading.
I have been determined that I was going to get some stories out this year and I've got so many good starts, but that's all they are, starts. Some are upwards of 5 or 6K and there's even one that if I remember right, is up to nearly 12K, but they're stalled. I have probably a dozen or more stories in some form of completion on my computer, including two completed stories that need revised. Usually if I can't write new material I can go to a story that needs revision and get something done. I mean, the story is already there, it's just a matter of tweaking things here and there. This time, even that's a no go.
I really want to do a story for the spring anthology but that is nothing more than a disaster. I have dozens of ideas floating in my head, but then I sit down at the computer and write about two lines and then scrap the idea. Just can't get my head around anything to actually make it go anywhere.
What's even more frustrating is that this is NOT like me. In the past, whenever I've had a lot of stuff going on, I was able to turn to my writing as a release. I could sit down and lose myself in a story for a couple of hours. Writing has always been an escape for me and a way to cope with life when it seems like nothing is going write. At the moment, even that is denied me.
I don't know, maybe one day my muse will just jump up and bite me in the ass, but at this point, I'm seriously doubting it. I've tried to do the prompts to get me out of whatever funk I'm in, but either I write a couple hundred words and scrap it or I write nearly 4k and then get stuck.
*UGH* Hopefully I'll get whatever this is worked out and will be able to finish Forging Trust and perhaps even get a couple new stories out there. Guess we'll have to wait and see.
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