It's kind of weird really. I don't know how/why the transition happened, but to me it's like ancient history, because it's so fussy at this point. I recently dig up a story I wrote for an adventure game project (never completed, btw), and it was written in programming language style syntax.... Lots of conditionals and definition declarations. Wow, Ashi was a nerd!!! I mean a full-fledge nerd, not like the half-nerd I am now....

And then I found this story, which is probably the first story I've ever written (and completed). Gosh, it's so strange and filled with some unintelligible symbols. It's hard for me to understand, though I am the author!!! I would like to get into my own mind set back in the time when that story was written to figure out what was I thinking! That story needs to be re-written in Ashi's current language. Less abstraction and obscurity. Creativity is certainly there, but so confusing....

There were so many projects I was doing. I even found some web sites prototypes I made for distributing stuff I made for The Sims. The nerdy Ashi was actually a very popular guy active in the dawn of Internet explosion.... Wow, how that seems like an ancient history now. Seeing some younger folks in Skyrim modding community discussing future plan for the project brings back memory. I was like one of them.... Who would know I was actually combating depression at the time given I was pretty active and popular in the gaming community.

Now I can barely keep up with FB, Twitter, Pinterest, etc.... What happened! LOL (*sighs*) Watching younger folks growing up makes me feel so old! OMG! I am old! (*creaks*)