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My Whole World Is a Mess!


Folks...y'all...I'm just the worst. My ADHD has caught up to me. My world is crumbling around me as I know it. 

I am having two completely devastating crises at the same time, and I'm stuggle-bussing at the moment. I blame one on myself, and the other on Noah. 

So...I'm blaming Noah...for the loss of essential information that I, supposedly learned in elementary school. I couldn't tell if I was just having one of my blonde moments, or if I have legitimately lost some of my memory, but I lost a crucial bit of geographical information somewhere along the way. And as per usual, if I can't point proper blame at something, I blame either myself, or Noah. Because that's a benefit of marriage, right? 

The information that I have lost, and have now re-educated myself on via the power of the Internet and a textbook from college, is very embarrassing to me. Noah was watching a very delightful video, which was an interviewer asking citizens on the streets very basic questions of life. I was nailing every question with precise answers...until this one question that has rocked my entire world. And I can't even lie to you right now, I am beyond embarrassed. I genuinely feel wronged in life. Because I swear, Boy Scout's Honor, and with every ounce of my private college education...that there were only four oceans on Earth. Pacific, Atlantic, Indian, and Arctic. 

Southern. There is the Southern Ocean. When...did this happen? My mind is completely baffled at the notion that there is a fifth ocean on this planet. Let me explain something:  in regards to the level of distress that I am personally going through, I want to find a therapist. I have never sat down with one, but I sure as Hell want one right now! Either being 27 years old is now the common age for Alzheimer's, or I just missed a lot in school. I mean...I did go through the Indiana Education System, and that could be the proper source of the blame. But my husband is giving me such the hardest time over this. Don't get me wrong, we are laughing our tushies off over this, but I am not okay with this! Southern Ocean...I do not know where you came from, how you changed every history textbook in my house, and how you infected the Internet with your lies, but you gotta go! 

And now, on to the other issue that is giving me just as much stress at the current situation. I am writing the first chapter of Rising in the Shadows and I have made a discovery. While I do have a cast list, detailing out most of my characters' builds and personalities, I have made a few hiccups, and I need to re-read my entire book to take note of what I have said about my characters. The reason why I need to do this...is because I do not...have the color...of Dave's eyes...in my cast list file. 

I am currently skimming my chapters with Ctrl+F, searching key words (eyes, irises, Dave) like a deranged mad man! Noah is over here writing poetry and having a great time making fun of my planetary knowledge and how both the public and private education systems have failed me, and I can't remember what color Dave's eyes were! I know I mentioned it...somewhere...in a sentence...in a chapter. They are not mentioned often, and that is another strike for me. I have smoked waaaaaaaay too many cigarettes in the past two hours, and I'm nearing the end of my patience for myself. 

But! I am a comedian. And an author. I will forever make fun of this day. Tuesday, January 19th, 2021. They day that I found out that there are, in fact, five oceans on our planets. And I will either remember, or find out what color Dave's eyes are. I am determined. I am strong. I...need another cigarette. Please, for all that is sacred and holy, I ask of you, my blog readers:  make fun of this! I'm laughing maniacally, and think that this is the funniest day of my life, and I need some feedback! 

 

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Sherye Story Reader

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You poor baby! Noah needs to kiss it and make it better so you don't stress yourself out too much! Tell him I said so! hehehe Even though him doing that might bring you more pleasure and take you away from GA for awhile, but it will be worth it! hehehe Just take a slow cleansing breath and let that and the love of your life help you get through all the laughable things you have forgotten and you will be good. We can wait! Your needs need to be taken care of first  and ours last. We will be fine! We all love you and your stories and we will wait anxiously as long as you can!

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Valkyrie

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:hug:  I can totally relate to the eye color thing.  I've gone back and scoured chapters before because I knew I mentioned it and didn't want to get it wrong.  So I feel your pain!  As far as the oceans go... well, I would say you're well ahead of the majority of Americans, some of which can't even locate the Pacific or the Atlantic, or even know if they live on the East or West coast... :facepalm:  And yes, that was an actual conversation I had with a friend of mine in COLLEGE :facepalm: 

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Parker Owens

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Your eye color conundrum resonates with me. Heaven knows I’ve screwed up some aspect of character continuity often enough only to be gently corrected by a kind beta reader. As for the oceans, well, cartography is changeable. I learned the oceans differently to those you named, so I must be showing my age. 

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astone2292

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7 hours ago, Story Reader said:

You poor baby! Noah needs to kiss it and make it better so you don't stress yourself out too much! Tell him I said so! hehehe Even though him doing that might bring you more pleasure and take you away from GA for awhile, but it will be worth it! hehehe Just take a slow cleansing breath and let that and the love of your life help you get through all the laughable things you have forgotten and you will be good. We can wait! Your needs need to be taken care of first  and ours last. We will be fine! We all love you and your stories and we will wait anxiously as long as you can!

Oh, no. He's in timeout. He has been making fun of me all day. And I was just being cute and funny. I don't need a therapist, but I'm taking my time with RitS. And....as it turns out...I haven't mentioned Dave's eye color! I stayed up and I read my whole book.

6 hours ago, Valkyrie said:

:hug:  I can totally relate to the eye color thing.  I've gone back and scoured chapters before because I knew I mentioned it and didn't want to get it wrong.  So I feel your pain!  As far as the oceans go... well, I would say you're well ahead of the majority of Americans, some of which can't even locate the Pacific or the Atlantic, or even know if they live on the East or West coast... :facepalm:  And yes, that was an actual conversation I had with a friend of mine in COLLEGE :facepalm: 

*gasp* East and West. My arch enemies! I end up Googling a compass about once every six months or so. 

6 hours ago, Parker Owens said:

Your eye color conundrum resonates with me. Heaven knows I’ve screwed up some aspect of character continuity often enough only to be gently corrected by a kind beta reader. As for the oceans, well, cartography is changeable. I learned the oceans differently to those you named, so I must be showing my age. 

I must be showing my age too! Because I could have sworn the Arctic Ocean was mysteriously both at the northern and southern poles of the Earth. And update:  woke up from my slumber, Noah got breakfast for me, and said he crossed an ocean to get it for me...if I wasn't working third shift, he would be sleeping in the guest room. 

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