I received an email from my friend Jonathan from across the country. He gave me a name and a song to look up. The name of the artist is Sia and the song is breathe me. Alright so I am picky with music but I know good stuff. So I can't buy it of of I tunes so I go to the local record store and I find it. I put it in my car and I listen to this gentle, almost fragil voice singing what is the most relevant song I have ever heard at any given time.

As I drove I started to cry. I was crying so hard I had to pull over so nobody would see me. The song reminded me of everything I am dealing with right now, including family and friends. It even reminded me of Chaz so I made him listen to it and we looked like a bunch of fools crying in my car behind a circuit city. My friend Jonathan has the uncharectaristic ability to know me too well. Even if he's across the country. I guess that's what best friends are for huh?

I am adding the lyrics here in hopes that you guys actually listen to this song. By the way somebody informed me that this song plays at the end of the series finale of Six Feet Under.

Breathe Me: Sia

Help, I have done it again

I have been here many times before

Hurt myself again today

And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

Be my friend

Hold me, wrap me up

Unfold me

I am small

I'm needy

Warm me up

And breathe me

Ouch I have lost myself again

Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,

Yeah I think that I might break

I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Be my friend

Hold me, wrap me up

Unfold me

I am small

I'm needy

Warm me up

And breathe me

Be my friend

Hold me, wrap me up

Unfold me

I am small

I'm needy

Warm me up

And breathe me

GREEN contemplating a flight across the country.