Day 19
I want a cigarette.... how crazy is that 19 freakn' days and you'd think Id be done with this crap by now.
Adding to this.. compulsion Ive been all scatter brained lately and acting way out of character. I'd blame the voluntary nicotine withdrawal, but yeah its been 19 days. The chemical really can't still be reeking havoc in my system can it? Anyhow, my focus has been pretty shitty and Ive been neglecting things I shouldn't. Case in point, my beta work I do for a few different people.
I need to get back to it.
Hell I need to get back to my own writing which has suffered the most. I think I've written like a paragraph in the last two weeks. Which is... yeah no bueno.
here's to hoping this passes soon, or I fold and grab a pack of cigarettes... kinda shitty trade off though.
Steve
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