[Jian Sierra] Hidden

[jian_sierra]

Sometimes I hide

Within myself

I pretend

And deceive

Though deceit

Is not my true intention

It's just a product

Of my fear

I'm afraid of showing

My true self

 

Sometimes I hide

My ignorance

There are so much

I don't know

But I act like I do

And make a fool

Of myself in the process

Endless blunders

Which shows

Just how clueless I am

 

Sometimes I hide

From the people I love

I'd smile

And laugh

They have no idea

What's going on inside me

Because I'm terrified

That if they knew

They'd judge

And leave me

 

Sometimes I hide

From greatness

I avoid being recognized

Would rather they don't

Praise me for something

It makes me very conscious

Of myself

I crave for anonymity

Just a face in the crowd

I'm nothing

 

Sometimes I hide

Because it's the only

Thing I can do

Don't want to face up

To my problems

I'm a coward

Who runs away

From my worries

And everything

A weakling

 

Sometimes I hide

But oftentimes

I want to be found

Edited September 14, 2010 by jian_sierra

[hh5]

But ... some people can tell you're hiding ... but they leave it up to you to invite them into your world ... but again it all depends if they really care about you ... other wise you stay hidden because they have their own view to life that does not allow them to share.

[Toast]

Sometimes it is not hiding, sometimes it is seeking. Love Sam, I loved the poem.

[phana14]

Ok! We have a group hug going here for John.

Look at me John. Look at me and repeat this:

"I am good at what I do!

NO! I am VERY GOOD at what I do!

I am going to gain more confidence in time.

I just need to believe a *little* more in myself!"

Jian_Sierra,

I love your work, man! And one of these days very soon I am going to introduce myself to your STORIES!!

Please don't feel like the only pea in the pod. (or whatever)

This place is SO BIG that sometimes things don't happen right away.

In fact, lately I've been missing story posts all over the place, and that includes *poetry*.

So! To be hidden or in hiding----

I would rather you were in hiding.

That way at least there is a CHANCE that we will find you again!

I think I know what you need, John!

A great big tight *HUG*!

P

 

 

[JJSouth]

OMG Jian,

Very heavy feelings, mate. I hope you don't mean it.

Jus

[jian_sierra]

Hey guys, I was just being creative when I wrote this one. Sorry if it came out too strong

[Douw]

Hey i just read it it's grate bro i love it, it has really strong feelings to it