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Valentin! Feliz cumpleanos mi amigo! Have a great year too... Viv

Okay, so I forgot to say earlier... Sweetie, if you go and do something stupid and get yourself in trouble because of some dumbass... words I can't say here kid then I really WILL come over there... and as much as you want me to visit ya this is soooooooooo not the way okay... instead, just call me and I'll giggle some more okay please... Love, Vivian

This message is for Chris... Darlin' I know that you're upset about what happened, and I know that you might even be a little scared, but you should also know that that boy of your's loves you so, so much. More than anything and life itself so when he says that he trusts and believes you then you can believe it! Now, don't make me come over there and kick some ass cause I will... You are one hell of a lucky guy, cause not only does David love and trust you, but you have him to love as well... Lots of hugs to my other brother I love you lots... Viv

Hey Sweetie I think that I'll have to do further research to decide who you do sound like then but for now I'll just say that you sounded like you, my sweetie, my DAVEY!! but sexy too! I hope that my darlin isn't in too much trouble and is feeling better soon... so which of the 'friends' do I sound like? HEHEHEHE! Super big hugs, Viv

Well, that is about the biggest smiley I can find here, and it is sooooooooo not big enough to compare to the one on my face! OMG! I had the most amazing time since I have been home from work... Rich and I had naked Saturday afternoon, after naked Friday night, after naked really too late to call it Thursday so we'll call it really early naked Friday morning all thanks to Davey and his brilliant ideas! He is a real trend setter! Besides that I got to play 'Viv's Game' with my new pal... and it was fun and he asked me some great questions And... I should apologize if I was rude or ignored anybody when I was on the phone last night but OMG it was the most amazingly awesome conversation ever and I hope... fingers crossed, that he wasn't too drunk to remember it to it's fullest extent cause it was great! No, not good although he does have one stored in the bank still, but like I said so cool.... really indescribable and I am still smiling and I might just smile all day tomorrow too... and who knows about Monday, but it's looking good for now Big Hugs Sweetie and thanks for being rational! I knew I didn't just keep you around for your good looks Trying to not worry myself into a frenzy and you saved the day! My hero... :2hands: On to the writing... well let's just say I have one awesome paragraph done... and I promise to work on it some more! Right now even, as soon as I click publish, I'm on it! Hopefully the new chapter will be out by Tuesday. Giggles like a girl and proud of it too! Vivian

I just wanted to take a minute to say to those of you who are going to be celebrating Thanksgiving tomorrow that I wish you a great holiday. I thought it might be fun to say what we are thankful for... I am thankful for my family, my health, and my friends. I'm thankful that I have been given the opportunity to make a difference in the lives of children who sometimes need a good role model or someone to trust. I'm thankful that I have found love and built a wonderful life full of amazing memories and that I have the chance to create many more. Most of all, I'm thankful that I can be me, no judgements, no opinions to affect who I am. Hope everyone has a great and safe Thanksgiving Day!

WAY interested... I loved the movie and the video you put the link up for too. If you have more links I would love to see them. Thanks for the link it was an awesome video...

Alright, I'll admit it... I'm worried... It seems like I do an awful lot of that lately and while the actual worrying is no fun at all, especially for me cause it's like a million times worse than for a normal person, I realized that it's because I have so many people I care about... that's a GOOD thing right?! I said... RIGHT! I guess I should also admit, since I'm admitting stuff , that I have absolutely wasted the last two days and gotten almost nothing written at all. Partly because I have been worried about a friend, partly because I have been worried about my sweetie and his family, partly because I have been busy working and stuff, and a teeny tiny bit because I have been reading like crazy! I just realized today that Rich and I have a whole day off together on Friday! Soooooooo yay! Even yayer is the fact that we could... have some time to ourselves if we wanted to drop the kids off in the morning to be 'entertained' Aside from that, I have pretty much been, cough-hack-choke-gurgling :wacko: still but at least I don't actually feel sick... Sweetie... I just wanted to say thanks again for being there for me anytime, all the time, whenever and always... you are a forever friend and I love you and my darlin' for it so much! Hugs guys and gals... Viv PS. Apparently my boobs are of some interest to several of you the latest description I heard was... 'well packaged' What can I say? It's all true

This sounds like fun Well, my name is Vivian... I am 28 and I am married to my high school sweetheart and we have 2 kids. I got married when I was 17 in Las Vegas with a note from my mom... true story! I love kids! I love to cook and throw parties and sing. I think I am creative, I make my own Christmas cards by hand too. Yay! I like to think I am an optimist. I am definitely a control freak, and organized. I HAVE to have a plan... ALWAYS! I might need to have a list of my lists soon I am also the one that everyone goes to for advice or for a listening ear and then I end up giving them unsolicited advice anyway some of my friends even call me therapist Viv! I would like to think that given all the loss I have experienced in my life so far that I have endured it and am stronger for it. I am an empathetic person... you know that saying 'I feel your pain'... well for me it's true. I really do... and while it is difficult to deal sometimes with all the emotions, I wouldn't trade it for anything because it allows me to be a good friend and understand situations better. I am REALLY good at reading people, probably because of that. What did I miss? Hmm? I don't know... Oh! I hate my hair! I guess that's it for now...

Hey howdy hey~ Lots of random crap to talk about here... 1. So I had to work a crappy ass shift at work today, but the upside to that was that Rich came and took me out to lunch on my break. We end up at Taco Bell/Pizza Hut to appease the children arguing in the back seat... shrugs indifferently So, we are at Taco Bell and we have just gotten our food and are starting to eat when the couple behind us at the next table start fighting This was not just some quiet discussion, but basically the guy is pissed at the girl because she got something, I think sauce, on him, his arm, and his shirt and she won't apologize to him. She is yelling at this poor guy saying stuff like 'I swear if you say anything else to me I will get up and kick your ass!' and 'You think I'm kidding? Just try it then' By this point I'm pissed! I mean this is MY lunch break and my family has come to spend it with me since I have to be stuck at work all day, and now this b***h is gonna get all psycho and ruin it! So I say to Rich that we are moving to another table... like NOW! This girl was being so ridiculous and I was tired of hearing it, but the reason we moved was that my kids were there and I didn't want them hearing all the bullshit she was saying. Rich is asking me why this guy is sticking around for her crap and even went as far as to say 'It... meaning sex can't be that good!' So I make some big show out of it... I stand up and grab my food and walk to another table and then go back and get my sons' and tell him to come with me and Rich and my daughter follow along too. By this time the guy is packing up food in a bag to leave and I point it out to Rich. He says "I didn't know that testicles were on the menu" He thought the guy was taking his food and was going to leave that crazy chick there. As if! Please, this poor guy ends up practically begging this girl to leave with him, he is holding the door open for her and she just sucks!... I will never understand girls like that! 2. I put up chapter 4 of my story yesterday at http://www.geocities.com/matpazcas/ in the stories section. I am... officially honored that Matt has asked me to post it there. I want to tell you all, that not only is he an amazing author, but he is an intelligent, caring, man... not to mention f**kin HOT! But besides ALL of those things he is my friend too, and for that I am one lucky girl.... 3. Yesterday at work I ended up in the MOST stupid conversation with a guy I work with. He is a nice guy usually, I haven't ever seen him be anything else really. So it started because my son came home from preschool the other day telling me that he is a boyfriend. Well, I thought that was too cute, and too funny since he doesn't even know what a boyfriend is and is most likely just repeating something someone else said. So, I'm telling this guy, 'H' about what my son said and how I asked my son since he is a boyfriend if he has a girlfriend? Of course in true little boy fashion he said NO! to that, hehehehe. So H ends up asking me if I would care if my son ended up gay, his words, not mine. So I quickly say NO! I would love him just the same, and I would too! Somehow the conversation ends up on gay men wanting kids. Well, H is married and has one little girl so I'm sure he knows what he's talking about :wacko: when he says that he's pretty sure that gay men wouldn't want to have kids. So I tell him that I know a few who would. H asks if they will adopt or what and I say yeah or find a surrogate... Then H tells me that if these guys want kids so bad why did they choose to be gay So I ask H if he really thinks that people choose to be gay and he says yeah we all choose. I'm a bit ticked by this point but I press on in the name of educating ignorant idiots and cause there are lots of people I love who are affected by this kind of crap, not to mention that it's just the right thing to do. So I ask H if he thinks that my friend would be just as happy if he 'chose' to be with a woman and he says I don't know... well no shit! That was obvious a LONG time ago, but then goes on to tell me how being gay is pretty widely accepted now, like it's some passing trend or fad... Ugh! 4. I have this cough... not just a cough, but more of a wheezing, hacking, gurgling, non productive, annoying cough that just won't go away. How did I get it you ask? Well... I have this adorable little guy who says I'm his whole world who loves me so much that he has to kiss me and lay on my pillow and drink out of my glass and so there you have it! Meanwhile, I don't feel at all sick, but the cough is just lingering and I don't like it one bit! Serious hugs for my sweetie... and thanks to all of you who have taken the time to mention how much you are loving my story and for all those who are helping me, thanks. Love Ya! Viv

Davey! Oh shit!! Yay about the court, of course... Hugs, Vivian

Sweetie... What a great song! I had never heard it before so I went and found it... soooooooooo good! Hugs and kisses to the happy couple Viv

Awwwwww, Davey!! You say the sweetest things... and I love it... and you too! Hehehehe... Hugs, Viv

Hi Guys... and Deb, Wow! Thanks so much! I love hearing that you guys are enjoying reading my story.. I am having so much fun writing it too. The next chapter should be out either tomorrow or Sunday for you to read. Hugs... Viv

Hola amigos! So I just got home from work and let me tell you what I noticed today... I worked the opening shift as a cashier today, not my normal job, but it's a long story... anyway here it is... It is unvbelievable how much alcohol I sold this morning. From a little old lady buying a six pack of beer to the guy buying his vodka, I was in awe. I mean I guess it doesn't necesarily mean that they were going to drink it right then, but wow. Seriously, I would venture to say that 1 in every 5 customers this morning bought some type of liquor. Which brings me to my next story... This guy in a shirt and tie comes to my checkstand and he is buying a 24 pack of Corona and some limes and he asks me for a bottle of Hornitos tequila from where it is locked up. So I turn and ask the bagger girl, who incedentally is older than me, and ask her to get me a bottle of Hornitos. But, I didn't use my proper Spanish pronounciation and then she and the customer started teasing me about being a white girl... So I said to the guy, in classic Viv style (which means really flirty) that I won't even tell you what I really do know how to say in Spanish... Well, of course he makes me tell him anyway So I said, "Me gustaria quitarse sus calcones con mis dientes." The guy laughed so hard and turned about twelve different shades of red, it was classic! So then the girl comes back with his tequila and sees him laughing and wants to know what I said to him. I tell her 'no way' and he says that he will have to use that phrase tonight. So as he is walking out the door I am shouting after him, "Make sure you tell them a white girl taught it to you!" For those of you who need a translation, it means 'I would like to take your underwear off with my teeth!' Aside from that I noticed grown men carrying those ridiculous velcro wallets I mean why would you really? How is that at all impressive? Anyway, as for the next chapter... I hope to have it finished by tomorrow. I have been a LOT preoccupied worrying about Davey and his family so... Thanks for being so patient to all my guys! Hugs, Viv PS. I have a new chat buddy and while I know it's not really his thing, I am lovin' it! He's a really great guy and I'm glad I'm getting to know him better... finally

Anytime hun... I really believe what I said, but no need to restate it all here... Hope things get better soon with Justin... Viv

Okay Green, Well, I think that it's definitely okay to take some time to figure out how you feel... maybe you are just so used to denying any feelings that you might have for Chaz or that he might have for you because it was the right thing to do before, that you are having trouble allowing yourself to feel those feelings now. Besides, it is totally understandable not to want to rush into something right away. Selene will understand that you can change your mind or be confused, she sounds like a good friend. One that can tell you like it is and not worry that you can't handle the truth. You can always count on someone like that to be there for you and support you. Glad to hear that you are doing some better guy... Hugs, Viv

Oh Sweetie Whatever you need... anything, SERIOUSLY, I'll do it! Thinking of you, as always. Please let me know what you need okay. I love you lots.... Vivian

So, cute hubby Rich just walked in here to tell me that the mayo he insisted on buying at Costco SUCKS!!!! It just officially went in the trash, GREAT WAY to SAVE!! Okay, so on another note.... I am so... proud of myself I guess. See, I got this email from a guy who read my story, and this is what it said: wow....... um i normally don't do this, well of course i normally dont get into a story like i felt absorbed into your. with one exception. Comicality....... From the first paragraph to the last i really got sucked into this one. Just very well thought out, and very well wrote. thank you and i look forward to reading the next chapter. It is so refreshsing to read a story where the author takes enough time to develop it. So I guess I should tell you that the first stories I ever read were Comicality's and I think he is awesome. I have read every story he has up except the scary vampire one, cause Vivian doesn't do scary!! Anyway, so to be compared to him is... WOW! Well, besides all that, I have to work today, later and I am usually off on Sundays so... I should have chapter 3 posted sometime later this week for those of you who are interested... Hugs to you all, Vivian

Green, Not much to say here really except that I'm sorry you are going through this and that I'm glad that you are talking to someone because that is an important step. Feel better soon okay... Hugs, Viv

First of all, MY coodies are cute! And second, I was the checkout girl the other day when the married 24 hour fitness gym guy came through my line and was way flirting... way nice ass on that guy, hehehe but he was soooooooooo married! As am I so it really didn't matter, but my point here is that it happens all the time, just be glad you are that cute, hot, sexy, pick your adjective... Yay for feeding 'that damn cat' who apparently has a name now too! Hugs, Viv

Okay, where should I even start? I guess the beginning would be a good place Well, Rich and I were laying in bed last night around 11:30 pm after we had anyway, my son walked into my room. My room is right next to the bathroom. He is just 4 and soooooo cute... but I digress, anyway I was laying on Rich's side of the bed instead of my own, and my son walked over to where I was and pulled his pants down and started peeing!! I pull the blankets up to shield myself from said pee, and Rich is saying "What are you doing?" Poor baby, my son has been sick and I gave him some medicine before bed so he would stop coughing and possibly help him to be able to breathe. I don't know if he was just confused and went into the wrong room, or if he was so medicated that he didn't know what he was doing, but he peed on me! :wacko: Anyway, Rich gets him back to bed and then we change the sheets and go to sleep. In the morning when he walked, my son said, "Mom, that's not your blanket..." Well, yeah! Cause you peed on mine. Bless his heart, he has absolutely no recollection of the whole thing... On to work! So, I think that last time I mentioned the girl I don't like too much and how I told her, nicely of course, to get her shit together... Anyway, I decided that my best plan of action here was to just go and talk to 'my way too cute for his own good or mine' boss about the whole thing, so I did. Well, after I basically told him how she was being uncooperative and useless, he said that she isn't exactly the most personable person. "Ya think!" :wacko: were my exact words to him. Then he told me that he would take care of everything and that I shouldn't worry. Yay!! I think I was chatting to Ben today when I told him that I would wait and talk to him in person instead of call him on the phone like I had originally planned to, because I do my best flirting in person I guess it worked, hehehehe! Before we had this talk though, I had to go back into a small storage area we have to look for something for a customer. I went in and turned on the lights. He walked out of his office which is right there and looked over at me and then shut the lights off, because he is always telling everyone to shut off the lights when they aren't needed. I could still see fine because the rest of the light in the store was bright enough. So I look over at 'my way too cute for his own good or mine' boss and said, "As much fun as it would be to be in the dark with you..." What is that phrase? 'Game, set, match' Mmm hmm, that's the one Okay, well besides all that I think that I am really loving writing this story! I was telling Rich last night that when I reread what I wrote previously, I am shocked that I wrote it. Lil' old me! As for an update on the hockey players and the locker room he apparently was given that post because they thought that since he was a bit older and married that he would be less likely to accept sexual favors from fans in exchange for letting them in or perhaps introducing them. Hmmmmm... And as for Sir Elton John :sword: it was an all too brief encounter because his job was to literally run out to the limo, in a circle of men that surrounded him, because he doesn't stay in the arena after the show at all. Diva? I think SO! Let's see, oh yes, one more thing. At work I was checking out customers today, as in they bring their groceries to my checksatnd and I ring up their purchase, etc. Anyway this guy comes into my line and he is about 16 I'd say, and he is buying condoms. You know the ones hidden behind the bread and the magazine he apparently also needed and the kid wouldn't even take off his sunglasses inside the store. So I go into this whole speech with a courtesy clerk kid about the same age after this customer left about how if you can't buy condoms without being embarrased about it then maybe you shouldn't be having sex in the first place, and then he tells me how he isn't embarrased at all and then just proved to me what kind of a jerk he really is by telling me some story about how some gay kid at his high school told his exgirlfriend that he doesn't care for said jerk and that said jerk thinks he is the shit, as in way too cool. So he decides to get the kid back after hearing this hearsay gossip by embarrasing him in the locker room after PE! He said that he told everyone else to watch what was going on and then when they were changing clothes he said, "Hey everyone, look at my d**k!" and of course gay kid turned around to look and of course everyone else saw him look and laughed at him. Well, I told said jerk that his behavior was sooooooo wrong and that he was sooooooo mean and that I expected more from him Did I say he was a jerk yet? Mmm hmm, he is! Oh, and a loser too Anyway, that's more than enough for now :wacko: Hugs, Vivian

Hi Guys, Okay let me clarify here... she said Mrs. Bravo meaning that that would be her name if they got married... And I have my 'way too cute for his own good or mine' boss wrapped around my cute little finger, the one without the wound currently so it's okay... I will give a whole update on that soon. Hugs, Vivian

What a day! and It's only 3:00... Lemme see here, it all started when I was awakened by my alarm clock at 1:30 am for work! I know that is an insane time to start my day, but it fits my schedule well, so I do it. Anyway, I start work at 3:00 am and it is a long day... retail and holidays together make for a really busy time at work. Anyway, I managed to break 3 nails today at work, and I don't even have long nails. I'm not one of those girly girls who whines when her nail breaks, but three in one day on the same hand and I have a wound! Have you ever been poked underneath your fingernail so hard that you bleed?? Well, that would be my wound, creating a painful reminder each time I am typing... After work, I rush around town trying to get home in time to have lunch with Rich, and then rush out again to my parent teacher conference for first trimester report cards. My daughter is in the fifth grade, and is a pubescent ball of attitude and hormonal mood swings already! :wacko: However, that is not the point of this story... the point is this... as we were leaving the conference we see the boy she has the major crush on... and as we are getting in the car to drive home she said... "Mrs. Bravo, that sounds good" :wacko: I'm not sure which one of these here smilies best represents what I felt after hearing that come out of my ten year olds mouth, but maybe ALL of them sum it up. Also, while I was at work, I was forced to deal with this girl that I don't particularly care much for... she is just selfish and fake, and I hate that, but I am nice anyway. Problem is, that she sucks at her job and my boss keeps giving me her duties to do on top of all of my own and I'll just say that I can run circles around this chick, but she pissed me off today so I sorta... kinda... tactfully told her that she should learn to communicate better. Whatever! On the upside, I have started the next chapter of From Behind Those Eyes and I'm really excited about where the story is going. Thank you guys so much for all the nice words and encouragement, it means alot to me... I really like hearing what you all think of it so far! Hugs, Viv

Dom, I don't care what you call it, it's f**kin awesome! Feel better soon Dom, and if it makes you feel better, my cat and dog get along most of the time. Hugs, Viv