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Nobody Do It Better_Keith Murray All Those Years Ago_George Harrison

He doesn't

I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers, Francios.

So it's after 3 in the morning and I'm supposed to be asleep but I feel like I just woke up or something. I have too many thoughts swirling around in my head, mainly random crap that I've been stewing over. None of it's relevant, but what the hell?? I think I'm gonna try to stop smoking weed again. I've tried so many times before, but everytime I stop, I get crazy and blow up at people around me. I went all day Saturday without getting high, but I was past irritated with everyone for no reason. We drove to Florida for the day on Saturday. Actually, I should say that we went to Florida for the afternoon and a good part of the evening. Then we drove back to Virginia and I was in a pissy mood about it the whole time. In the meanwhile I'm about to get either a low C or a high D in math. Considering that the lowest grade I've ever gotten was a B in conversational spanish when I was in 7th grade, I don't even know what to say or do. Quadradics and parabolas and variables have been swirling in my head, but they aren't making any sense to me. I guess I've brought most of this onto myself, though. I was sure I was ready for this, and I felt like I could handle a job and school. Now I need a tutor but if I get one, I can't work. If I can't work, I can't make my car payment and pay for my insurance and gas. My dad already told me that if I don't work I can't keep my car, so I'm pretty much screwed. Add to that the fact that I was pulled over for speeding two weeks ago while I was cutting 6th period math and it's easy to see why I'm so f**ked right now. I haven't really done much writing lately because I've been trying to keep a handle on my life. It seems like everything's coming at me at 100 miles an hour. Me and Taylor are barely hanging on as a couple anymore because we don't spend time alone anymore, but finding time for ourselves is hard. I guess another thing that's been bugging me lately is a rumor that's been going around about me that I didn't know about. I won't address it here, mainly because it's not true, but I feel stupid because I've spent the last year not knowing what people were saying. Finally someone emailed me with a link, and I couldn't believe what I read. I think the most dissapointing part about it is the fact that no one even bothered to confront me or ask me themselves if it was true. Someone I thought was my friend said some very nasty things about me that weren't true. Some of them he knows are lies, others he probably thinks are the truth. Either way, I feel like he should have confronted me about what he heard. Oh, well. Sometimes it's easy to forget that this is the internet and that none of the crap that happens online is supposed to matter. I have too many problems in my regular life to sweat what goes on in someone's blog or in a chatroom. That doesn't mean that I don't think about it, though. So I'm at a crossroad right now. I'm either going to go lay back down in my bed and stare at the ceiling, or I'm going to take this joint I rolled down to the garage and smoke it. I really want to go to sleep, but I'm not tired. On the other hand, there's a part of me that wants to flush the joint and do some sit ups or something else to burn my energy off.

Happy Birthday Colin

I'd to thank Seth McFarland for creating Family Guy, and FOX for airing it every Sunday night. I'd also like to thank Peter Griffin, Lois Griffin, Stewie Griffin, Brian Griffin, Cleavland, Quaqmire, Joe, Bonnie, Herbert, Mort, Pawtucket Patriot Beer and Adam West. But not you, Meg.

That was Dennis. Gerald hasn't shared anything with us yet except for what he told Dennis.

I usually just start puking when I've had too much to drink (especially if I drink beer first then liquor) :nuke: :nuke: :nuke:

I think that Gerald probably should have told Dennis what he'd been through a long time ago, but maybe he didn't think they were on that level yet. Yeah, I wonder how that's going to affect Dennis's Scotch consumption.

Ok, so maybe not in all of them. But to be truthful, I'm not uptight about it either way. If I'm working on something that doesn't need a sex scene, I'm not going to throw one in. On the other hand, if I'm working on a chapter and I stop and think to myself, You know, these two characters need to get laid, then it's on. The only limit I have is that I'll never, and I do mean never, include scenes between men or women and boys or girls. I'm not judging anyone that wants to read something like that, but the whole Chester The Molester thing creeps me out. Well, I do have a story where the main character was molested by an older man (his mom's bf), but that wasn't graphically described or anything. Later on in the same story, he remembers being molested by a teacher as well, but again, it wasn't graphic. Also, both scenes played impoortant roles in the major plot, so I kinda had to include them(or change the plot). So anyway, if you happen to be reading one of my stories and wondering where the sex is, just click on a different link You're sure to find something. On the other hand, if you're reading a story and thinking to yourself that the sex scenes are too much, just click a different link You're sure to find something, too. I'm versatile like that

Hey CoLeYy, If you want to read Codey's stories, you can go to Codeysworld.com. As far as I know, the site's going to stay up.

Oooh. I know, I know!!!!!

I thought I had accepted that this was coming, but to be honest, I can't believe it. Codey was a very talented writer and poet, and a very sweet person. I'm glad I was able to join Codey's World when it was in its earliest stages because I had a chance to read his work and to show him mine. Of course, it's too late for me to tell Codey how much I appreciate being allowed to be a member of his site, but I still want to say it. Thank You Codey. Rest in peace my friend.

It's not about being an anti gay church. There are probably hundreds of thousands of those in the US and millions all over the world. It's about what they do to families trying to say goodbye to their loved ones. Would you want some group of crazies protesting at your loved one's funeral, holding up signs that say they're burning in hell or thanking God for ending their lives?

Yikes :ranger: :ranger: True Domaholics never disband, they just keep themselves occupied while they wait for their omnipotent ruler to return to his kingdom

Reading stories about Fred Phelps and his church makes me physically ill. He has no respect for human life, and he has no respect for the word of God. I truly believe in my heart that he and his family/church members are facing an eternity in Hell for bearing false witness. I also believe that ruining someone's final moment with a loved one ought to be a crime, but again, he'll pay for his actions in Hell. It's funny, but this might be the one issue that unites the left and right wingers of not only this nation, but around the world. Personally, I think that with his stated support for IEDs, the department of Homeland Security and the FBI ought to be investigating the finances of this "church." Who knows if their hatred goes far enough for them to help finance some of the insurgency in Iraq. I'm not saying it's true, but it's definitely worth looking into.

Sorry for the delay, everyone. I had chapter seven finished last week, but I wanted to try and get chapter eight finished before I sent it in. Anyway, it's up now

For those of you who don't know, Codey of Codey's World was taken to the hospital early Friday morning and is currently in the critical care unit. If you pray, please say a prayer for Codey. If not, at least keep him in your thoughts. I first joined Codey's World about a year ago, and Codey and Blue (Adblue) have always been good to me. _______________________________________________________________________________ In other news, I was making really great prgress on chapter eight of If By Chance, but I've had a hectic week and had to put it on hold. I'll send chapter seven in soon, even if I don't get chapter eight finished today. I usually like to be a chapter ahead, but I won't keep you guys waiting if I don't. I've been thinking about re-writing Bodega Bay, too. I don't think I have any regrets about that story, but if I did, it would be that I added sex scenes in that story. There are some stories that sex belongs in, like Staking My Claim and My Jump Off, but I feel like I cheated my readers by having so much sex in Bodega Bay. I'm not saying that Kevin won't have sex, but I don't want the scenes to be graphic. So anyway, the sun is shining today, and I'm going out to enjoy it.

Someday soon, hopefully. I heard a rumor that the next chapter is about to be released and that chapter eight was going to be sent off to the editor tonight or tomorrow morning

Chapter six of If by Chance is up

Well, it was either a candle or a goat recipe

I'll light a candle for his safe return

Ok, so I know it's been a good minute since I've updated any of my stories, but especially If By Chance. Well, if you guys are still with me, I've sent two chapters off to Talonrider. I'm really sorry for not getting these chapters done sooner, but the good news is that as soon as I get them back, you'll have two chapters of If By Chance to read, and chapter eight is halfway finished. Also, I've been conflicted about the soundtrack for this story (yes, all of my stories have soundtracks ). I've pretty much got it down for this one, and I'm on a roll with it. I'll list the tracks and if you want to hear them, you can either go to Youtube or Itunes and get them. Well, technically, on youtube, you have to watch them, but the music's still there Also, I'll post a different song from the soundtrack on the media player on my Hometown Page (the link's on the right) and you can listen there if you'd like. Babyface_When Can I See You Again Johnny Gill_My My My Keith Sweat_I'll give all my love to you Keith Sweat_My Body Kem_Love Calls R. Kelly_Keep it on the downlow R. Kelly_Step In the Name of love R. Kelly & Sparkle_Be Careful Tyrese_Sweet Lady Isley Brothers_Contagious Tony Rich Project_Nobody Knows It But Me Tony Braxton_Breathe Again Toni Braxton_Just Be A Man About It Tony Braxton_I Get So High So yeah, if you're wondering what I'm listening to while I'm pounding out chapters of If By Chance, now you know BTW, The Redskins almost blew their lead over the Cardinals but somehow they managed to squeek one out.