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Happy New Year's from The South East Corridor of The Tidewater Region of The Old Dominion in the Mid Atlantic Region of the US.

Nickolas Taylor Web Publishing Productions

Merry Christmas LB, even though it's two days later

I got home tonight at eight o'clock after I had a nice day with my family. We spent a lot of out shopping and on the road, but we actually got to relax here too for about an hour this afternoon.....anyway, I come upstairs to my room and there's an email in my inbox from Youtube. They sent me my password and told me they hoped it helped me to log in to my Youtube account. There is no word to describe how mad I am. I know I have fans, but I have a right to my private life, and I should be able to enjoy myself online without having to wonder who the hell's stalking me. I have a right to be on myspace without people knowing how to access that page, and without idiots looking for possible screen names that might be mine. I have a right to get on my PC when I come home from wherever the hell I was and not have to wonder who the hell was trying to access my youtube account. I hope it wasn't someone who reads my stuff on this site, but in case it was, I'm taking action right away. I've sent a PM to Joe, Myr and Kitty and I've asked them to take down my very first story, What's The Difference Between Me and You?, and I'm also pulling it off of efiction. To anyone who's been enjoying it, I'm sorry, but obviously there are some people who don't have lives of their own and want to intrude on others.

Sandy Burglur

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Nickolas Taylor Web Publishing Productions proudly brings you the 2006 Nickolas James Awards. This year

Merry Christmas Myr, and Everyone here at GA.

CRVboy was my first official home, but I'm telling it goodbye for good, and I'm not looking back. I wish the site well, and Rob seems like a nice guy, but there's no order there, and the moderation team sucks. In reality, the field of writers there isn't up to the standard of Gay Authors, Awesome Dude or RCWP, either, and I had to ask myself if I really wanted to be listed on the same site as some of those guys. The easy answer was no, especially when I compare the site as a whole to the three major sites I'm affiliated with. Gay Authors is obviously the best story site on the net, hands down. The caliber of authors here is second to none, and our efiction authors are better on their worst day than the authors at most other sites on their best day Add to that the community we have here and the things that the administration is doing for all of us, and you can see why GA is the best site around. Awesome Dude is right behind GA. The work they put into that site is amazing, and I have to wonder if it really is just a few people doing it, which is what it looks like. The audio files are great, and the forum is nice and has a friendly feel to it. Of course the blogs are great too, and the stories there are top notch. RCWP has great authors and a webmistress that cares about her site. She doesn't always make the right decisions, but that's something I can overlook. She's very picky about who she hosts and what stories actually make it to the site, but once they're there, she works hard for them. About the only gripe I have with her site is that she recently added these silly comentary pages about politics, and she takes sides too easily for it to be fair. For that reason, I choose to send her chapters and nothing more I think CRVboy could have been a great site, too, but they step on their own feet. The forum is boring at best (Simple Machines Forums generally suck) and spooky at worst. There's a politics forum, but the moderator their attacks those who dont agree with him and threatens to delete their posts if he doesn't like them. The story discussions are pretty much dead, and there's no participation from the administration anywhere else on the forum. It's sad, but I'd be surprised to see that site still open in six months. _____________________________________________________________________________ I want to wish everyone here a Merry Christmas. The Second Annual Nickolas James Awards will be posted next Sunday. Also, I plan on sending in the next chapter of Bodega Bay on January 2, so look for that. I'm a few chapters ahead on that story, so updates won't be so far between. I'll have it wrapped up in several more chapters, then I can concentrate on Staking My Claim and Book II of What's The Difference Between Me and You, as well as the fairy tales anthology :ranger: :pickaxe: Taylors still getting better. Actually, I should say that he seems like he's completely recovered because he's making us all crazy. He came over the other night and I was mad at him for going out in the cold, but I understood how he felt. He missed us. Well, not me sice I go over there everyday, but my parents. It's funny, but I feel the same way about his folks when I don't see them. We get so used to being around them that they become a huge part of our lives, and I know how bad he missed my parents. We spent most of the afternoon yesterday in his room just laying down and holding each other and talking about things. It was kinda deep how we were just being with each other and talking. We didn't make out or even kiss. We just communicated, which was nice for a change. We came to a lot of conclusions too. Some easy for us to deal with, some that are going to be hard to come to terms with, but I think we'll be okay. The one thing we both know and said was that no matter where our relationship as boyfriends goes, we'll always be there for each other as best friends.

You're right.....I really didn't think there was electricity anywhere in the US yet, but I thought I'd humor the old people here

You too and Merry Christmas to everyone here

Wow.....were there flames wars too??

Abandoned Boy by Thomas Gaige is one of my favorites...of course, he's my favorite author behind the guy that wrote The Log Way, Dessert Dropping, The Ordinary Us and TOSOM

There was the internet and forums in 1983?? Wow...I guess I learned something new today I didn't even think there was electricity in most towns in 1983

I have to agree with Razor, but if I had to pick a soundtrack for my life, it would have to be The Wall by Pink Floyd. Not any particualr song, but the whole CD (is there any other way to listen to The Wall?)

The first thing you want to do is catch his eye....when you see him, smile at him and make direct eye contact. If he smiles back, you pretty much have a green light to start a conversation. Then, once you've talked for a little bit, and that might be after a couple days, casually ask him what he's doing and if he wants to do something.

BTW, I don't own any Rolling Stones

Thanks Everyone

What a difference a couple of days makes. Not only has Taylor been steadily getting better, but today he actually got out of his house (stupid ) and came over. I know he's been going nuts at home, and I'm sure he's been driving his folks up the wall. He moved downstairs to the couch a few days ago and has been controlling the remote control like a Nazi. I was just glad to see him up and around, much less kicking it at my house this afternoon. He won't admit it, but I think he's dying to go back to school when we start again in January. I've been civil to my dad. He's actually been really patient with me for the way I've been acting toward him, so I can't really stay mad at him for long. Maybe we'll get a chance to talk about all of this some other time, but my papu (thats Greek for grandfather) is coming on Thursdat night, and so is a bunch of family from Florida. So we're going to have a full house and I don't think it's appropriate to nag my dad about something the two of us should be dealing with in private when we have guests. I get the feeling that some of our guests (hopefully my stepmom's brother and sister in law and their kids) are going to be staying next door with my grandparents and maybe across the water with my cousin. We have like 15 guests coming, and I can guarantee that no ones sleeping in my room, and no ones gonna want to share a room with my papu (he snores louder than anyone in America). So anyway, this might be my last blog entry until after Christmas. If it is, Merry Christmas everyone and be safe this holiday. Please don't drink and drive, and please watch out for the morons out there who inevitably will drink and drive. Kisses Nick BTW, I have a new writing playlist that I'm really excited about...... Woman by John Lennon Watching the Wheels by John Lennon Starting Over by John Lennon Emotional by Carl Thomas Summer Rain by Carl Thomas I wish I never met her by Carl Thomas Find 100 ways by James Ingram Cupid by 112 Love by Musiq Soulchild Just Friends by Musiq Soulchild Half Crazy by Musiq Soulchild Games People Play by The Spinners Daniel by Elton John Little Jeanne by Elton John After The Love Is Gone by Earth Wind and Fire

Me three

Long Live the Talon House!!! Go check out the House for yourself

I have to agree with Luc about the field thing That's pretty Jerry Springerish...maybe you should call the show and tell them about your wild neighbors Merry Christmas Camy, and thanks for what you told me on my blog

Well I can say that midnight tonight finished off the crappiest week I've had in a long time. I guess it was going ok, but on Tuesday night my boyfriend woke up and tried to get up to go to the bathroom and couldn't feel his legs. He fell out of his bed and luckily his parents heard him. To make a long story short, they had to call an ambulance for him and he went to the hospital. Taylors a pretty big guy. He's almost 6 feet and he weighs over 160, so it was hard for his dad to get him back in his bed while they were waiting for rescue to come. Anyway his fever had gotten so high that he almost died, and that was because he had an infection that his body was fighting to kill that no one knew about the night before when we all thought he just had a cold. He's lucky to be living and we were lucky not to lose him. The thought of him dying makes my knees weak. I have a lot to praise God for. So I went to bed the other night thinking about what would have happened if I would have lost him. I thought about my mom again, and how my dad lost her when he was 16 and she was 15, and how I could have had to live with the same heartache. Then I thought about how Taylor and I have been fighting lately. Not just arguments, either. I mean all out fighting, with choking and slapping and hair pulling and threats and crap we don't need to be doing to each other. That made me think about watching my dad and stepmom fight when I was little. They would be screaming in each others faces and she would start hitting him, and he would always hit her back. Now I know some people think it's ok for a man to hit a woman in self defense, but I think it's unexcusable. A man can walk away if he chooses to, and my dad chose not to walk away. There were times when I watched him slap her for cussing at him and for saying things to make him mad. Then I started to think about what he was like toward my mom. I don't know for sure everything, but I know for sure that at one point he broke her arm after I was born because she stabbed him with a knife. I have to wonder if she didn't stab him out of self defense or not, because given the way he treated my stepmom, it would make sense. So now I'm mad at my dad, and he doesn't know why. Or maybe he does know but he wants me to tell him why. The problem there is that if I do, I know he'll just tell me that it's none of my business, and that what happened between him and my mom was between them and that I'm out of line. I swear I want to punch him in the nose when he tells me that kind of stuff. If he mistreated my mom I think I have a right to confront him since she can't do that anymore. Anyway, sorry for the depressing post. I just needed to get this stuff off of my chest. BTW, for people who know who the author Rick S. is, does anyone know how to find his stuff?? He was on Codeys World but was removed over some dumbness and now they're saying they were wrong, but he hasn't been reinstated yet.

Well there's this too Julien Gregg's Forum but it doesnt look very busy