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It's funny what a few days can do......my last entry was about hoping we would get snow, this one's about swimming in the ocean today....really. Here's what happened......... Yesterday when I got home from school my stepmom checked the messages and my cousin James had called and wanted to know if me and Taylor wanted to go camping with him and his new bf....well, it was way too cold last night, so we asked my dad if he would just take us this morning to where James and his bf were camping at. So we drag my dad out of bed this morning at like 6 and make him drive us to First Landing park, which is where James is...the frst thing we notice is that the park is closed.....great. So we call James on his cell and ask him where they are, and he says they just opened the gate and drove in...lol...ok So my dads going off by now as we open the gate and go in, and when we pull up to James' new car that my dad just bought him, my dad almost has a heart attack.....James and his bf are laying across the hood looking out into the ocean, and my dads screaming at James because he thinks they're denting the hood or something..lol....so anyway... Dad finally calms down and gives James a thermos with hot chocolate in it and inspects the car for damage, then he leaves (thank god) and me and Taylor get in James' car and start it up and turn the heater on....of course, now we're looking for something to listen to on the radio because James has the worst taste in music and all of his CD's are wack.....he has a bunch of Emo junk and HCX or whatever...lol...so we find 103 Jamz and turn the heater all the way up until we start to get too hot, then Taylor decides to act out......James dares him to go swimming, and no one thinks he will because it's like 29 degrees outside, so he rips his clothes all the way off and runs into the water, then, as fast as he ran in, he ran back out.......if I didn't know any better myself, I would say that he might have ran on top of the water, but that's not possible....I do know this though....I have never seen my boyfreind run so fast and have such a wild look on his face as he was running like I saw him run and look this morning. So now we're all laughing at Taylor, who gets his wet and cold butt back into James' Murano and stays there with the heater for like an hour....Hopefully he's learned his lesson So after that, we spent the day just hanging out there and then we went to the ghent section of Norfolk and hung out at a coffee shop...um, I don't get it......what's the appeal?? Oh well.... So now were home and looking for a party to go to tonight...wish us luck Nick

Hi Kevin Im glad you had such a good day....I love oanges....thats the only thing I miss about our old house in California.... we had a big garden in the back and we also had an orange and a lemon tree, plus we grew strawberrys and corn and squash and tomatos and some other stuff I cant remember....anyway, here in Virginia, all anyone seems to grow is tobacco and soybeans

I hope you go back to B&N...my bf thinks(and I agree) that if you're as sweet in real life as you are here at GA you'll have np finding a bf

That ruled........even though we didn't get now, we have a secret plan to wait for the temp to drop and the bridges freeze over, then were gonna try something else........wish us luck

Well, I have good news and bad news....the good news is that neither one of us got hurt today....the bad news is that we didn't get hurt today because we didn't get snow Anyway, good luck with the whole gaydar thing....just remember, the main thing is to make eye contact when you smile......

lol....I use my powers for good....actually, it does work right good Besides, I bet you have a sweet smile

Yay!!!! Good Luck...just remember to make eye contact and smile as sweet as you can...you'll know for sure

I know it'll be hard but maybe you should just move on, at least for now....give your freind time to think about what you told him(her?) and if they come around, you guys can go from there......good luck

Well, it looks like it might snow sometime soon, and Im super excited Me and Taylor are gonna ride our bikes to the slipperiest part of the road we can find and build a ramp and jump them....well, only if it snows and they call off school tomorrow. Ok, here it is....when I see someone I think might be cute, I make comeplete eye contact and smile as sweetly as I can.....if theyre gay, they like it...if they're straight, they'll look away....it works almost everytime(like I said in my reply to someone elses Blog, ALMOST is the key word)...lol. Ok, so now were about to eat dinner, and not a moment too soon...Im starving....it seems like lately I cant eat enough to get my tummy to fill up.....oh yeah, one more thing before I go...this is for everyone..... Nick

I hope you feel better Dom...I don't like being cranky....it's kinda funny...no one else in my family likes it when Im cranky either...hmmmm Nick

Hi Kevin Im glad things are okay with you and your mom....that makes me feel good.....good luck with the whole GAYDAR thing....sometimes mine is a little off, but not as much as it used to be..actually, I have a trick that works almost everytime (notice I said almost..lol) Also, a really good Christmas song is That Spirit of Christmas by Ray Charles. Nick

Thanks Kevin...I know that sometimes in the story it seems like my dad's a jerk, but for as long as I live, I feel like I'll never be able to pay him back for the way he loved me and accepted me when I came out to him...even though he's kinda strict about things, he still lets me know everday that he loves me and that he's proud of me. Nick

Hi Nick What he said. BTW 34 chapters? Is this like the never ending story? Coming lol......I just cant seem to get time to move along in it for some reason...but I've decided that instead of worrying about the length, Im just going to work on makng it the best story I can...maybe I'll be finished by chapter 334...lol

Awwww Thanks

I cant wait till Im old enough to hit the clubs.......Im glad you had fun. Anyway, I really just wanted to say hi and I hope you're having weekend Nick

I did it!!!!! I finally managed to get every chapter that I've posted so far transfered over to the new e-fiction forum....Myr, just so you know, I didn't break anything..lol. Actually, it's a really crispy layout. Im glad that Myr was able to get that for us...now all of my chapters are under one heading....anyone who is currently posting in the library should go check this thing out....it's mad nice. Ok, so now that I have 33 chapters of my story posted, Im working on chapter 34...Im not sure how long it's going to take to write it, but Im going to do my best to have it finished at least before I go to bed tomorrow night. Besides that, I've just been chilling out listening to all of the under ground Tupac joints that my buddy Brett sent me...they're extra dope...I can't believe that someone who's been gone for 9 years has songs that sound better than the songs that rappers are putting out today......if he had lived to see this day, he'd have other artists starving because no one would by their garbage CD's. Ok, back to chapter 34...I just got so excited about finally getting my chapters up that I wanted to make an entry about it.. Nick

Ok, I admit it.....Im confused. Im afraid Im going to break something. The instructions in the new efiction section of GA look so simple. But when I get to the part where I have to actually follow them, I get messed up. I guess Im supposed to pick a category to put my story under....there are 4, and none of them are acurate for my story. Also, theres this whole thing about a disclaimer. I guess I could copy and paste the sample one, but Im not sure if that's ok or not.....also, how should I rate my story??? Im soooo confused :wacko: Speaking of my story, I've gotten some really sweet pm's and emails about it, and I want to thank everyone who wrote to me and everyone who's reading it.....it makes me feel good to know that there are actually people who are enjoying it...Im sorry time is moving so slowly in it, but I have decided that instead of worying about moving it along faster, Im just going to concentrate on my memory and try to make it the best story I can....I feel like I do a better job when I include more details and take my time with things. I've actually finished chapter 33, but I only have 30 chapters posted here until I can figure out what to do about getting it moved over to the efiction section without breaking something....like Myrs new section..lol Anyway, once I figure it out you'll be able to find my story there, all posted under one story with all of the chapters in one place....that will definitely be nice. Nick

Um.....yeah. Does listening to The Wall over and over again for a month count as being a fan of musicals????

Congrats.... Im so happy for you. Reading your entry took a really boring day of school and doing homework and made it a wonderfull day.

Good Luck Kevin......I know not every coming out is the same, but I really think that yours will be good...I can remember my dad holding my hand while I told him....it made me feel like 100 pounds was lifted off of my shoulders......whether you tell her or you decided not to, just know that we're all rooting for you..Happy Thanksgiving Nick

My name is Nick, Im 14 and I'll be 15 on Feb 21. I have a bf that was my best friend for almost 4 years before we started dating even though he took my breath away from the first we met. I live with my dad and my stepmom, who I love like she's my real mom. I never got to know my real mom, but Im not bitter about that anymore. I know one day the Lord will take me home and when he does, I'll see her face. Im a Christian, and so is my bf, and I really believe that it's our faith in the Word of God that makes us a stronger couple. I used to worry all the time about my weight and last year I ended up in the hospital from being sick because I was 15 pounds underweight. Now it seems like I cant eat enough to fill my stomach. I love cheesecake, sweetpotato pie, grits, homemade bread, cereal after school and reeses peanut butter cups. My musical tastes are a little different from others. I can listen to the Wall by Pink Floyd over and over again for a month at a time if Im feeling depressed, or I can listen to rap or r&b(I love to listen to old 2pac or the Lox and I LOVE the Fugees and Musiq Soulchild) or I can listen to old rock music(Dooby Brothers, Steely Dan, Al Stewart, Kenny Loggins). My favorite song of all time is Year of the cat. Im out of the closet to my whole family, and I feel really good about that. If my dad never gave me anything else in my life, the gift he gave me by still being my dad and loving me after I came out is enough. I love to go shopping and I especially love buying new clothes. I also love riding dirt bikes and fishing. I've been in some fights, but so far, not at school this year. I took boxing lessons when I was little and I've really only lost one fight in my life. I don't smoke ciggarettes and I wonder why people would. I do smoke weed, and I wonder why I do sometimes. I guess I do it because it's fun. I got straight A's on my report card that I brought home on friday, so Im a happy boy because now my grandpa owes me 120 dollars and I know that when my other grandparents see it, Im going to get even more money. Oh, yeah, Im also an author here. Im writing a story about my bf and I, and even though I only planned on it being 20 chapters long, Im actually about to start chapter 31 and Im only a few months along in a story that is supposed to cover 4 years. I read a lot, but not as much as I should. I try to stay away from newspapers because I see a political bias in them, and I hate watching the news because all of it's bad right now. I used go to the soapbox, where I had some viscious debates and made a lot of good friends in the process. So even though it's closed now, tht's always going to be my favorite section of this forum. The other place love to be is in the library. I love the story, The Life and Death of Julian Grace, and I cant wait for more. I also love to read Dom Luka stories. I go to nifty sometimes, but only to see if one particular story has been updated. Ok, Im going to go lay back down now. Feel free to ask if you want to know more

Hey Dom, Im really sorry to hear about the death in your family. Even if you werent close, it really sucks. Also, sorry to hear about someone betraying your trust. Im not too sure what to think about elk steak (hmmm..lol), but I want to wish you a happy Thanksgiving anyway, just in case I dont get a chance to before it comes around.... BTW, Im thankfull this year for Dom Luka posting capter 13 of DD...nothing else(lol...jk)...... Kisses Nickolas

please Dont do it......if you dnt think that there are people who care about you, then you should go back and re read this thread..... Everyone who posted here cares about whether you live or not.

It's about 1:40 and Im sitting here making this entry because I had to come home sick from school.....I hate that. It's bad enough having to wait in the office for my stepmom to come get me, but then when we were leaving I saw a bunch of people I knew and as we were driving off they were looking at us and talking. I think it sucks because they were probably talking about how my stepmom looks, which according to a lot of my breeder freinds, is really really hot. I know it's not that big of a deal, but I get embarrased about it for some reason. In a way, I feel like I don't even want to be seen in public with her and my dad because it's humiliating for some reason. So anyway, Im gonna lay down in a little bit and rest, then Im gonna try to get up and do my homework....the really crappy part is that I only had about an hour and a half to get out of school, but I feel like my eyes are being flicked or something, and they said I have a fever, so, here I am...lol...anyway, I'll try to get mnore chapters posted today too. just a warning...they're gonna get sexier starting now. I hope that it doesn't bug anyone. Nick update: It's 7:12 pm right now, and I just realized that I was so out of it that I never published my entry....sorry

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