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BTW, I don't own any Rolling Stones

Thanks Everyone

What a difference a couple of days makes. Not only has Taylor been steadily getting better, but today he actually got out of his house (stupid ) and came over. I know he's been going nuts at home, and I'm sure he's been driving his folks up the wall. He moved downstairs to the couch a few days ago and has been controlling the remote control like a Nazi. I was just glad to see him up and around, much less kicking it at my house this afternoon. He won't admit it, but I think he's dying to go back to school when we start again in January. I've been civil to my dad. He's actually been really patient with me for the way I've been acting toward him, so I can't really stay mad at him for long. Maybe we'll get a chance to talk about all of this some other time, but my papu (thats Greek for grandfather) is coming on Thursdat night, and so is a bunch of family from Florida. So we're going to have a full house and I don't think it's appropriate to nag my dad about something the two of us should be dealing with in private when we have guests. I get the feeling that some of our guests (hopefully my stepmom's brother and sister in law and their kids) are going to be staying next door with my grandparents and maybe across the water with my cousin. We have like 15 guests coming, and I can guarantee that no ones sleeping in my room, and no ones gonna want to share a room with my papu (he snores louder than anyone in America). So anyway, this might be my last blog entry until after Christmas. If it is, Merry Christmas everyone and be safe this holiday. Please don't drink and drive, and please watch out for the morons out there who inevitably will drink and drive. Kisses Nick BTW, I have a new writing playlist that I'm really excited about...... Woman by John Lennon Watching the Wheels by John Lennon Starting Over by John Lennon Emotional by Carl Thomas Summer Rain by Carl Thomas I wish I never met her by Carl Thomas Find 100 ways by James Ingram Cupid by 112 Love by Musiq Soulchild Just Friends by Musiq Soulchild Half Crazy by Musiq Soulchild Games People Play by The Spinners Daniel by Elton John Little Jeanne by Elton John After The Love Is Gone by Earth Wind and Fire

I'm gonna go with number three Number One!! NUmber Two

awww..I wish you a Merry Christmas too

No I'm not.....I told the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth...read the whole post

Because the one i had when I was eight was bad???

http://domluka.gayauthors.org/trust/trust-12.php That'll be the link to click when it gets posted

Me three

Long Live the Talon House!!! Go check out the House for yourself

I have to agree with Luc about the field thing That's pretty Jerry Springerish...maybe you should call the show and tell them about your wild neighbors Merry Christmas Camy, and thanks for what you told me on my blog

Well I can say that midnight tonight finished off the crappiest week I've had in a long time. I guess it was going ok, but on Tuesday night my boyfriend woke up and tried to get up to go to the bathroom and couldn't feel his legs. He fell out of his bed and luckily his parents heard him. To make a long story short, they had to call an ambulance for him and he went to the hospital. Taylors a pretty big guy. He's almost 6 feet and he weighs over 160, so it was hard for his dad to get him back in his bed while they were waiting for rescue to come. Anyway his fever had gotten so high that he almost died, and that was because he had an infection that his body was fighting to kill that no one knew about the night before when we all thought he just had a cold. He's lucky to be living and we were lucky not to lose him. The thought of him dying makes my knees weak. I have a lot to praise God for. So I went to bed the other night thinking about what would have happened if I would have lost him. I thought about my mom again, and how my dad lost her when he was 16 and she was 15, and how I could have had to live with the same heartache. Then I thought about how Taylor and I have been fighting lately. Not just arguments, either. I mean all out fighting, with choking and slapping and hair pulling and threats and crap we don't need to be doing to each other. That made me think about watching my dad and stepmom fight when I was little. They would be screaming in each others faces and she would start hitting him, and he would always hit her back. Now I know some people think it's ok for a man to hit a woman in self defense, but I think it's unexcusable. A man can walk away if he chooses to, and my dad chose not to walk away. There were times when I watched him slap her for cussing at him and for saying things to make him mad. Then I started to think about what he was like toward my mom. I don't know for sure everything, but I know for sure that at one point he broke her arm after I was born because she stabbed him with a knife. I have to wonder if she didn't stab him out of self defense or not, because given the way he treated my stepmom, it would make sense. So now I'm mad at my dad, and he doesn't know why. Or maybe he does know but he wants me to tell him why. The problem there is that if I do, I know he'll just tell me that it's none of my business, and that what happened between him and my mom was between them and that I'm out of line. I swear I want to punch him in the nose when he tells me that kind of stuff. If he mistreated my mom I think I have a right to confront him since she can't do that anymore. Anyway, sorry for the depressing post. I just needed to get this stuff off of my chest. BTW, for people who know who the author Rick S. is, does anyone know how to find his stuff?? He was on Codeys World but was removed over some dumbness and now they're saying they were wrong, but he hasn't been reinstated yet.

Well there's this too Julien Gregg's Forum but it doesnt look very busy

Happy Birthday Rob.....I hope you have a good day and that you get to go out tonight and do something with your husband

Kitty, Thanks for all that you do for this site. You're the best

To my editor and my friend......

Ok so most people know I'm a youtube addict. I love watching certain vids, especially ones of ameture musicians. Well, this guy really has me freaked out. Here'a a cover he did of . It's like he covers every instrumental aspect of the song with his guitar.Here's him covering Jim Croce's song, . It's ridiculous how good he is. If you're a member of youtube and you like what you see, leave him a comment.

Well you'll find out the answers to all your questions on Thursday when the last chapter comes out.

Keep your head up by Tupac Shakir address both issues well.....so does his song called White Man's World. They're both really beautiful songs with thoughtful lyrics about each issue.

Nick, Unless you have lived your life thusfar, and are confident that you will live out the rest of your days, without making a mistake, you can't judge people for theirs. Maybe he did just denounce his past because he wanted a future in politics, but you also have to consider the possibility that he denounced his past because he truly regrets it. Give people the benefit of the doubt and judge them based on their current words and actions, not their past mistakes. Nobody is perfect. We all make mistakes at times. I consider you a friend and I hope you hold me in the same regard, but I guarantee that if you'd met me five years ago you would have hated me. I was a drug addict and I'm not proud of many of the things I did back then, but I've turned my life around, admitted my mistakes and tried to be a good person today. Do I deserve to be judged for my past mistakes? Focus your anger on those who are doing and saying things today that are truly worthy of contempt, not those who have expressed remorse for their past actions. Rob Of course I dont judge you, Rob. I consider you a friend and always will....your lifestyle was victimless....we may never know how many people Robert Byrd murdered when he was in the KKK. But what we do know is that he was (and still is) part of a group that hates people on the basis of who they were born. Their personality and the person inside means nothing to them. They have a murderous hatred toward all non white people, and I don't believe that someone can carry that kind of hatred in their souls and then one day, they can magically say it's not there anymore. I just can't forgive him for that. One other thing I'll say is, joining the KK isn't a mistake. A mistake is an action that we take that carries unintended consequences. He knew what he was doing when he put that white hood over his head. There was no mistake involved. I've made plenty of mistakes, but I don't hate anyone and I would never join a group that breeds hatres and turns it into violence against innocent men and women.

Sorry Dan, but the facts are the facts.....he was a member of the KKK, and the only reason he denounced his past is because he wanted a future in politics. David Duke was a member of the KKK too, but he's still just a disgusting as Robert Bird. I'm not going to give either one of them a pass because they're both born of the same sick, scummy element of hatred. Actually, what we need have to happen is for the world leaders (Bush, Pelosi, Blair) to stand up and say, This man is wrong. The holocaust did happen, he wants to destroy Isreal and we have to stop him. Then they have to follow up with action. Until then, nothing is going to stop this madman. He doesn't want engagement, he wants the destruction of the state of Isreal.

Warning...Garphic Image Below: I think it's ridiculous that the President of Iran has the nerve to say that the holocaust never happened, and I think the fact that the so called conference he's holding on it has been attended by the likes of David Duke, the Republican scumbag that used to run around with that Democratic scumbag Robert Byrd in the KKK says a lot about the legitimacy of his claims. Well, being who I am, I have to say something. The fact that the President of the US, Kofi Annan and his replacement at the sham organization called the UN, and almost all of the nations that sit on the human rights commission at the UN haven't said a word to denounce this idiot is shameful. Will George Bush, Nancy Pelosi or anyone please stand up for what's right??? I doubt it. So, in response to the sicko leader of Iran who has said he wants to wipe Isreal off the map, I'd like to provide some proof.....don't look if you can't handle images of death and atrocities on a massive scale. If you do look, please remember that this same horror is unfolding at this very moment in Darfur, and we can do something about it.

dkstories and Cjames are 100% right, and Myr, if I'm out of line, tell me. I love this site so much, and I'm willing to do anything to keep it alive. Every hosted author here, from DK to Dom to Jack Scribe to Viv...they're all authors I look up to and I want to be as good as they are. I work hard for that everytime I sit down to write a chapter. I would have never started writing if I hadn't come to GA, and I feel like I owe a thank you to the hosted authors and to Myr, Kitty and Joe for every post in my forum and for every email I get. It wouldn't be happening for me if it weren't for the work you've all done for me. Myr, there's no way I could ever tell you how much I appreciate this site. I've met so many great people here and I got the confidence I needed to try to write a story i could call my own. Guys like dkstories and Dom Luka are my inspirations, but if it weren't for this site, how would 90% of us know about them?? Whether it was in the old library or in efiction, I was able to put my stuf out there and I got good feedback and helpful advice. Thank you Myr. I won't comment too much about the drama on this site, because I've already said plenty about it. What I will say is this: I stand by Myr, Kitty and Joe no matter what. I consider Kitty a friend, and it hurts me that I can go to her profile and find out that some coward didn't have the guts to be heard on the forums, so they knocked her profile rating down to a 3. That's beyond childish, and I feel embarrassed for the people responsible. But don't worry, Kitty...they did it to me too. I like Dan's idea about a chapter freeze, so I'm doing it too. I may not be the most popular author here, but I can stand with him in principal because I want to do what feels right in my heart. I'm sorry that there are people who felt like their rights were somehow abused. I really didn't know they had rights here. The only right I thought anyone had was the right to leave, which seems to be what a lot of people did. I didn't know that Live Chat was part of a requirement for this site to be open and have members. Maybe I was wrong. I hate to see people go, but to be honest, I'd rather see them go that to stay here and cause problems. To Myr, Kitty and Joe: I know I've been a pain in the neck at times and I've dissagreed with decisions you've made, but I know you were looking out for the site and for what's best. I appreciate everything you guys do, and I want to make sure I put that out there for everyone to read. Thanks guys.

hmmmmm....i'm going with #2

I knew that...what I meant was, I'm planning my next project around that song. I'm using it for inspiration to write a story thats been floating around in my head.