NickolasJames8

Try using IE or AOL....I get in with either one.

Warning...rant ahead Ok, so I'm at it again. Yesterday someone told me that 20-30 people said I was mean, so I put up a poll (it's still open, btw) and the results are in..........including me, 3 people think I'm mean. One person didn't know who I was and 19 people said I wasn't mean....out of those 19, eight said I was sweeter than July Jelly. So, I'm now asking the "messenger" to please round up these 20-30 people, and have them come vote and also leave comments if they would. I'd like to know what makes me so mean and rotten to the core. Also, I talked to someone in the chatroom tonight and I just wish I could give that person a great big He deserves it. He's such a good friend and he seems like a good person, too. There are a few people here I feel that way about, and I'm glad I got to know him, because now, he's in that category too. I posted my very first piece of poetry tonight. It's a little dark, but I was listening to a song on the radio and it made me think of relationships that are so bad that people can't let go, and out came that poem...I hope you like it, but even if you don't, and you've read it, even if you hate it, please leave me some feedback. Even if its in a pm Kisses Everyone Nick

Well, I dont know about everyone else, but I think GA ought to create a banner that can be posted on other sites....I know I would be willing to put one at the top of my site. They would just need to give us the code in html and it should be simple. Also, talk about GA on other forums. I was on a different forum when one of the members posted about this one. I always mention GA on all the other forums I belong too ( I know I have no life).

Ok, so appearently, I'm mean. This is according to a source who says that 20-30 people have told him that I'm mean. So, I want to know.....is it true?? Be honest, too because if I am, I don't want to be mean. Normally, I don't care what people think of me, and really, if it was just a few people, I wouldnt worry.....but 20-30 is a lot. So, if you're one of those people, and you think I'm mean, please tell me why.

Where I work we have a radio that plays through the speakers in the cieling, and they always play old rock music. Well, lately, I've been hearing the same song a few days in a row, and I'm really starting to like it. I think it's called Find 100 Ways, but I'm not sure who sings it. Even though it's a breeder song, I still think it's soooooo sweet The other song I always here at work is one that I think is called Just a Song before I go.....it's really good. I know it's all old and stuff, but I think the people who sing it might be gay. But, it's a breeder song too, so maybe not. Either way, I'm on a mission to find these two songs and get my dad to buy the CD's, only to download them later and never actually listen to the CD's I think I might have caught a cold at work too. It was storming yesterday and I had to take people's grocieries out to there cars and then the AC was on in the commisarry and now I'm coughing and sneezing and it's hard to catch my breath I'll get better though Ok,I'm done.... Kisses Nick

warning....not really a rant, but possibly an offensive post ahead I go into chat a lot. I havent been here since last Monday, but I got back on Sat night and went into chat on Sunday afternoon and chatted with someone i really like a lot as a friend. I guess something happened the day before in chat that hurt someones feelings and the person I think of as a friend was involved..... Well, I'm not going to comment on what happened between them, but I know that as a result of whatever happened, at least one person has gone off and said bad things directly to my friend who had nothing to do with the situation, which is why I'm making this post. So, to my friend....... (name edited), don't let ignorant people bug you. I think you're great, and I want you to know that. I wouldn't like going into GA chat as much if you weren't there. I don't know if anyone has told you that, but I am. You make it fun to be here, and I hope you always stick around. Like I said, I don't know what went down, but I don't care. I don't have anything bad to say about you or the person you had it out with. I just want you and everyone else to know that I like you a lot and that I support you. I'm proud to call you my friend and I want everyone who reads this to know that. Don't pay attention to haters who call you names, especially since they have no idea about what actually went down. Personally, I think it sucks that someone wants to leave GA because of what happened, but that's his choice. He'll be missed, I'm sure, but there are lot's of other authors here, and there's the new hosted authors here, too. GA will survive, I'm sure. If we're lucky, though, he'll change his mind and stick around. But, no matter what happens, I just think it's important for my friend to know that he has my support and that I'm down to stand by his side till the bitter end.

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Yeah, that second one was pretty gay too

Ok, so I have to go on a small rant before we leave to pick up my suit......... I guess some people don't like it when I use the word gay to describe things, and I guess most people think that when I say I think sometings gay, I mean bad. Well, listen up ................... Gay doesn't have to mean bad. I think it's sad that just because people have heard people call things gay and mean it as something they don't like, they automatically assume that gay = bad. Have a little self respect, people. I mean, gimme a break. We don't have to conform to stereotypes. If we did, we'd all have girlfriends and we'd never tell our friends and family that we're gay. Yet, somehow, we allow the word that has been used to identify our sexuality to mean bad. True, I use it that way too, and I do it because it amuses me. Just like some African Americans choose to use the "N" word, I choose to say GAY. Here, I'll say it again...GAY. It's not a bad word.

Personally, I'm not bothered when I hear people call things gay because to be honest, I say it all the time too.....it's my choice, and I choose to call things gay. BTW, gay doesn't have to mean bad. I mean, I think it's pretty gay to assume that. I could find a different word, but i don't know what word I would use...gay comes so naturally to me BTW, you're right...I am one of the gayest people most people will ever meet, and I'm proud of it :king: :king: :king: Hey, everyone....it's Mark!!! Awwww....I'm sorry Kevin ....oh well, look at the bright side, everyone You wont have to put up with me again until next week because we're going back to Cali Defination of a tolerant open-minded person: "I tolerate all beliefs and am very open-minded EXCEPT in the case of Christianity." "I preach that intolerance is wrong. However, I do not tolerate Christianity."

I have a really bad habit....I forget sometimes that people online dont know me in real life, and i take a lot of things too seriously when I shouldn't let them bug me. I wont say what happened, but I will say that after it happened, I acted like a jerk....in a way. I didnt go off on anyone or something like that. Instead, I just stormed off like a dummy. There's no way that the person I was offended by could have known he was offending me. Anyway, I just want to say sorry to everyone for being a real jerk, even if you didn't know I was doing it. So I guess this is gonna be my last entry before we leave for Cali. I just didn't want to dissapear before I got this off my chest, because I have a headache thinking about how I acted. As a christian, I dont feel like I exactly followed the Word of God tonight. So I feel really bad righ now about it. Anyways, I'm sorry. * * * * Well, it's official. I lost every song on my hard drive. Eight hundred and eighty songs and over a hundred videos are gone. And even though I can get the songs back, some of the movies I had i can never get back because they're ones that friends and family had made. The good news is that one of my friends was able to send me about 80 of the songs that I used to have that he had too So, at least I'm on my way to getting my songs back Plus, a lot of the songs on my pc were from CD's I had uploaded, so all I have to do is upload those CD's again. BTW, iTunes is wack!! Its good for my ipod, but as far as being able to share the files that I paid for with my iTunes card, it's totally gay. I'm not gonna pay for another DL from that site. Also, I plan to post the next chapter of My jump Off as soon as it's done. I won't be finished until I get back, so it's going to be a little bit. Anyway, I only have one comment on the last chapter, so I'm kinda wondering what people actually think about the story. maybe if someone gets around to reading it, they can leave me a comment Kisses Nick

Actually, I wasnt offended...I just thought it was gay. Maybe you have to be old to like it.

Not gonna dl quick time to watch it....Im sure it was funny though

You Load Sixteen Tons and Whaddya Get? Killed by Bush! When 12 miners died in a West Virginia coal mine

Happy 100th birthday !!!!

They called me an idiot. They said I was crazy. They filed a restraining order prohibiting me from coming within 500 feet of them. But now my right-wing grandparents are eating some serious geriatric crow, for recently obtained videos prove once and for all that Bush not only knew about the existence of Hurricane Katrina days in advance, but personally steered the storm into New Orleans to kill as many poor, inner-city Blacks as possible. Up until now, the Shrub has maintained a false fa

Congratualtions on the shared hosted authors page and I just wanted you to know that I LOVED reading your coming out story. That was sooo cool. I love Elton john too. Sometimes it like he's singing to me when I'm listening to his songs. Good luck and congrats again on becoming hosted Nick

lol....cornned beef hash is soooo gross Anyway, I just wanted to say hi ....hi

Ok, so I did it...I finished my anthology entry and now it's off to Kitty...I hope it's good enough to get published I worked super hard on it, and i wanted to try something original. The theme was a day of silence, as most of you know, and i thought it was kinda generic, so I decided to go at it from a different angle. I'm hoping people like it. Also, I can't wait to post it in the short stories section of my new and improved Nick's Story Page So anyway, besides that, I'm super ticked at myself for not saving the changes to chapter 36 of my story that I spent like 20 minutes editing But I'll live. I feel a little guilty because we didnt go to church today, and I was hoping we'd go tonight, but no one made any attempt to get out the door. I think I have to work on Wednesday night, but I'm not sure until I see the schedule again. I know I have to work tomorrow for sure. No matter what I do, I'm going to church next Sunday for sure because I have to tithe 10% of my pay. Well, I don't have to, but I want to. It makes me feel good to give to the Lord because he's blessed my life in sooooo many ways Anyway, I made a new layout for my page. If you saw it yesterday, you'll see what I mean. I took some of Shadows advice and it's definitely easy on the eyes now. Also, I jumped from #114 in the top list yesterday to # 68 yay!!! Thanks to everyone who voted for me. The only thing I wonder is whether or not there's any kind of code there so I can add a banner link to GA instead of the generic link that's there now. I meant to ask that about two other sites as well. If you're Myr, or a GAC, and there is, and you want me to, I'd be willing to put a banner up for GA to promote this site. I want to get as much traffic coming here as possible ok, g2g.....it's dinner time and I'm beyond hungry Kisses Nick

Yeah, my dad does some pretty gay stuff sometimes

Warning:::: No rant ahead this time Alright, so I've been working to make my stories better through my editor, Talonrider, the greatest editor of all time IMO. While he's been working his butt off on my story, he's also been working hard to get me hosted on some really awesome sites, including CRVboy and his site, The Talon House. There's no way I could ever pay him back for all of his hard work and his patience with my bad spelling and grammer. While he's been doing all of that for me, I've been a little busy myself......I just threw together a webpage the other day, and when I say I threw it together, I really mean it. I have to go back and re-align some of the links and work on the design, but I added what I hope will be my final banner (I've changed it a lot of times ) to the GA top site......I've moved up already from somewhere in the 180's to 114, and I'm hoping that more people will vote for my site. I have to work today from 10- 3:15, but when I get home, I'm going straight to my pc to do some more work to it...in the meanwhile, if you want, you can go check it out Nick's Story Page I know it looks kinda gay right now, but I just wanted to have another place to host my stories. Im gonna keep working on it to make it better. Kisses Nick

I really dont know why this bugs me like it does. I guess I have this idea in my head that she got my dad to spend his money on something for her when she should have spent the money that she had before she bought a pack of cigs. I know he didnt think it was a big deal, but for some reason, it's a big deal to me. Also, I really think people who smoke are just goofy. I's something thats gonna kill you one day, and I dont see why someone would do it. I mean, I know someday we'll all die, but why make it so painful??

How do you know she bought the cigs? Ok, maybe someone bought the cigs for her.....don't you think she shold have asked them to buy her bread instead?? Shouldn't food for her kids (if she has them) come first??? Or is she so selfish and sick in the head that she'd rather kill herself with the cigs and her family with second hand smoke, which is totally gross by the way, before she asks for help with food??

Ok, so I'm kinda gonna go on another rant, but on a different subject, so here goes...warning, rant ahead I was sitting alone in the breakroom at work (because i cant stand to be in there when my supervisors in there since she stinks the place up with her ciggerrettes) and I was thinking about my life and what it's about right now. I mean, I'm definitely doing different things with it, and I'm happy about what I'm doing...I'm even managing to keep up with my homework even though I dont seem to get home before 9 at night. I was thinking about something that happneed last night on the way home when my dad took me to 7-11 for a sprite (we were out yesterday and I have to have sprite). There was this woman who walked up to us and said she needed 50 cents to have enough money to buy a loaf of bread. My dad asked her what kind she wanted and went inside and bought it for her. That was cool, I guess, but she was smoking a ciggerrette when she walked up to us......then, after my dad gave her 2 loaves of bread, she took out a BRAND NEW PACK OF CIGGERRETTES and took the plastic off the top while she was saying thank you......so on the way home, I got on my dads case. I think of the heffer had enough money to buy those nasty cigs, she could have bought her own bread. Of course, I really cant stand ciggerrete smoke, and i dont understand why people do it. I mean, it's pretty much a guarantee that if you smoke, you'll strangle to death one day. It says so right on the package. Anyway, my dad told me that I need to stop judging people and that we dont know her situation and that she might have had kids....i told him that was bs because if the heffer had kids, she should have bought them bread before she bought her stupid cancer causing, bad ass breath giving, life shortening ciggerrettes So anyway, we argued about it all the way home, but it wasnt that big of a deal. The thing is, I thought about it all day today at school and later on at work. I mean, I can remember in the Soapbox when I said people should make their own lives better how everyone got all mad and said I was wrong, but I dont think I am.....even now. I think my dad worries too much about other people, and if she has kids and they dont eat, he can't live with himself. But shouldnt she buy bread before she spends money on cigs?? Or should she even smoke at all??? I mean, if she cant even afford food, why does she buy cigs??? Thats kinda gay if you ask me........... So, getting back to my point, I think I'm missunderstood. I guess if I had the money and her kids were starving, I might offer to do what my dad did. But I dont think I'd do it without telling her that she's a dumbass for poisoning herself and limiting her lung function, which is ultimitely going to take her away from everyone who loves her. Maybe if the bread was important enough to her, she'd at least hear me out and think about what I said. Or, maybe she'd walk away from me and look for someone else like my dad. OK, end rant..... Works going good, BTW, except that my crotch is really raw right now from 3 days of running carts back in the store...I'm getting good tips though Nick