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Hey Kevin, Thanks for talking to me last night in chat. I really liked that and I think you're a totally cool guy and a good friend here on the forum. I made 38 bucks today

lol.....Actually, i never published it and i dont think anyone saw it (GAC's I mean). If they did, no one got mad, but I think they would have...anyway, it's all good now and I feel better.....except that I have a raw crotch

thanks Tim...actually, I feel a lot better now, and as far as my dads rule, it's how he is.....I have to get straight A's or I'm in trouble..one time he let me have it for getting a B in conversational spanish(actually, it was for mouthing off to him when he was yelling at me about the B ) As for perfect attendance, thats not me...as for the last thing............ J/K Kisses Nick

Thanks Camy...for someone in his late 90's, you're pretty cool Seriously, though, I've relaxed...I think I was just stressed out over my job and some other stupid stuff that doesnt really mean anything when I stop to think about it. Kisses Nick BTW, thanks for reading my stories0

Warning.....Rant Ahead Ok, the first thing i want to say is that I had a completely different entry written and even posted but not published. I deleted it because I didn't want to cause any trouble and hurt anyones feelings. I guess that's how I am. I have a lot to be angry about (in my mind) but I don't want to express all of it because I don't want to cause problems for everyone else.....if I can't handle whatever it was I made my deleted entry about, I can always stop coming here and ask Myr to delete my user name. What's so sad to me is that my last post was actually a warning for a lot of people who I'm worried about. I can see something happening that I'm not sure they see themselves, and I don't think it's right for me to just sit here and stay quiet. But, since it's mostly none of my business(except when I'm involved involuntarily) I'll just shut up now. The reason I'm making this post is because I can't sleep. The problem has been on my mind for a few days and I hate that I'm letting it bug me. Unfortunately, I can't get rid of the sick feeling in my gut because i feel like a coward for not having the balls to publish what I wrote in the first place. I'm just nervous that if i did, people would decide to either A.) Flame me and say I'm being silly. Or... B.) Leave because of my entry. Or..... C.) the GAC's could ban me . I'm not trying to have any of that happen, so I'll just vent a little here and let it go. Maybe i'm just a little nervous because I'm starting my first job tomorrow at 4:45. I'm really excited about ot, but I'm also worried that I might not do good. I guess I can't actually do bad, and it's not like I'm getting paid from my employer. I'll be working for tips as a bagger I think what I'm most worried about about is that I wont be able to handle working and keeping my grades up. My dad already said that if my GPA falls even one one hundredth of a percent, I'll have to quit. So, there's the added pressure of letting him down. I just wonder what's going to happen. I can remember when I first started this year and I had triple the homeowrk I had in middle school and I was staying up until one in the morning sometimes to finish it. Now it seems like I have even more homeowrk, but I'm getting it done in just a couple of hours and I figured out that I can get some of that done at school if I spend less time socializing and more time doing my homework at school since we actually get time to do that in most of my classes. Of course, that also leaves me with another problem.......my social life. It's not like I do much during the week, but I'm always out doing something with Taylor and some of our friends on Friday night and Saturday night. I guess that since the commissarry closes at 9 I can get home and still have time to go out, but it wont be the same. If it were a regular grocery store, maybe my friends could come hang out with me there like we do with my buddy Steven who works at Farm Fresh. Ugh. I better stop and try to get a little more sleep before I have to get up. It's like 4:25 and I have to be up in an hour. Okay, if you read this, I'm sorry i went off like I did. I'm just stressed out and I've had a lot om my mind Kisses Nick

omg, I was just listening to Dark Side of the Moon... Happy Birthday Rabble Rouser

Happy Birthday Tim........

Ok, I'm the one who suggested The Lounge in the other topic, but in a way, I hate that it's not going to be General Discussion anymore. Personally, I think all of the choices suck, including the one I suggested....sorry

Wasnt that by Kender Cleric??? Where'd he go anyway???

Hey Kevin I cant wait to go to college and eat all the chocolate i want.....the stuff your studying sounds way hard. Its cool your doing so good Nick

Thanks Mark.....I plan on making sure I do two things... 1) Work hard and get better 2) Make the flamer eat his words

Thanks for checking the new story out. It's really a fun story for me to write, and I know a lot of people don't like Jarred, but I think once you get into the story, he'll grow on you. BTW, there's 3 chapters posted so far plus I posted chapter 42 of What's the difference Nick

Thanks James. I really excited

Wasnt it kinda shocking for you to be born in a time when there probably wasnt even tv yet and now you have CD's???

Today I got some really good news. I'm hosted at www.CRVBOY.org :pickaxe: I got such a good feeling when I opened the link to my story. I felt like I was sitting on a cloud. Then I opened my email and was suprised to see that I had email about the story already, so I hurried and opened it. The first email I read snapped me back into reality. It was a flame, and to be honest, I'm so grateful for it. It let's me know that just because I'm hosted on a really respected site, that doesn't mean that I can afford to stop improving. I have a lot to learn still, and if I can't except the flames and the dissapointments, I might as well stop writing. So, in my reply, I kindly thanked the writer for reading my story and told him that I'd continue to work hard to get better. Then I opened the next email, and it was from a reader who was looking foward to the next chapters because he had so many questions about where the story was headed. He gave me plenty of compliments and boosted my confidence again. The other day, I sat down to start on my Spring Anthology entry, and as I got through the first few paragraph's, I realized that I was inspired all over again to start a new chapter story I've had a lot of feedback on the story so far, and three chapters in, I'm really excited about it. Also, I have another Anthology story that I've already started, and I promise not to turn it into one of my chapter stories Anyway, I'd like to take the time to stop and thank everyone here for supporting me with my story, What's the Difference Between Me and You?, and I would like to give another shout out to Talonrider, my editor. He worked really hard to get my story in order and to get me hosted....so, Talonrider, this is for you There's no way for me to ever repay you for all you've done for me. Also to Myr, who gave me a place to post my work. I feel so proud to be an Author here, and I promise to work hard to get better and to keep posting my work here. It's my dream to be hosted here some day, and even if that never happens, I'll never stop working toward that goal. To me, being hosted here is like being the world champion of net authors. To everyone who took the time to read my stories and to rate them honestly and to give me honest feedback, I need to stop and thank you too. Without that feedback, I might have given up on myself. Of course, this also means the people who read my story when it wasn't posted on Gay Authors. There was a time when I used to put my story on a xanga page, and even back then, I had readers who went there to read the chapters and leave honest feedback. I can't tell you how much all of that means to me now. I know I'll never forget that. So now that I've made it to hosted status, it's time to step up my game(I just stole that from E40...I'm watching MTV). I promise to woek my hardest to make my stories as good as they can be, and I promise not to sell myself short. Please keep supporting me by reading my work and giving me feedback. In the meantime, Im slowly getting my edited chapters of What's the difference posted at the EFiction section of this site and start posting the newest chapters. Thanks for helping me out, everyone. By the way, don't forget to check out the winners for February of the Nickolas James Excellence Awards. Congratulations to all of the winners Kisses, Nick

Happy Birthday, dkstories, evil genius behind Do Over and Do Over Redux.

lol...his names in the title of the topic...it's Ryan Seacrest

Happy Birthday Sumbloke!!!!!!!

ooohhh....if he's gay that would be sooooo awesome. He's uber hott!!!

I'd say that fiscally I stand to the right of Clarence Thomas and socially I stand to the left of Hillary Clinton....wayyyyy to the left

I understand why the Soapbox was closed, but I have to say that there was a notice in the desciption that said it wasn't for the weak of heart or mind. I think I can say for sure that I was personally responsible for at least one topic being closed by the moderators because it was getting haywire. But, I think that if Myr ever does bring it back, he ought to have it unmoderated, make sure that there's a notice under the link that says it's unmoderated and only respond to complaints if they involve people contacting other posters outside of the forum or making threats against them. BTW, I don't think Mr. Greg said anything about his right to express himself being infringed like it was something being imposed on him. It looked to me like he was giving an opinion.

Ok, I'm not trying to be rude, but I think that the topic Magical moments in Dom's Stories...toward a serious critism of Dom's Work is easily the most boring topic I've ever seen on the Domoholic's forum. Maybe I'm not refined enough to be interested, but I have to say that I've never actually started to get drowsy while reading something on this forum.......until I read that topic......ok, sorry. I just had to say something. I think it's a mistake to try to over analyze Dom's work that way. He works hard on his stories and he does a really good job of putting things together, and somehow, I have a hard time believing that he sit's and wonders about the elements of the Buddah Perspective or the Kentian sublime (whatever that is) when he's working on his stories. I would be suprised if he thinks that happy endings are a way to suspend time as he's writing his last chapters. Now, of course, I could be wrong. Maybe Dom actually does think about things like that as he contemplates how he plans to get grandma Alice and Luke to shack up in the last chapter. Perhap's he does want to suspend time with a happy ending. Maybe I'm just a shallow dummy with no ability to look at the bigger picture. Either way, I still say that without a doubt, that is the most boring topic I've read in the whole history of the United States of America :king: :king: :king: Changing the subject, I'd like to thank everyone for their support with the death of my Big Papu(great grandfather). The replies I've recieved have been awesome, and reading them reminds me once again that I'm not just part of a forum here, but a part of something bigger. This is a wonderful forum and I'm proud to be a member and an author here. Speaking of that...... I would like to that my editor, Talonrider, for doing such an awesome job on my story. He's made some big improvements and he's helped me with my writing style not just in my story, but in school too. My creative learning teacher says she can see an improvement in everything I'm turning in, and that's because I'm picking stuff up from Jan(Talonrider). So anyway, we're almost through with the editing, then I'm going to start posting chapters again. I hope everyone who's reading the story understands the delay Well, I better get in the shower. I know it's early, but I need to have some extra time this morning to get ready because I have about 6 new outfits and I'm not sure which on I'm gonna wear today Kisses Nick

So were you mad when that reporter shot your man with water??? btw, i think hyphenated is cool.

Make a wish and blow out the candles!!!! Happy Birthday Will!!!