I woke up this morning in a panic from a nightmare, and I had to actually turn my light on to make sure I was in my room. It was the same nightmare I've had about 5 or 6 times now....
We're living in California again and Im locked out of our house for some reason, but the phone is ringing and Im desperate to get in because I know it's my real mom calling, but I can't open the door. When I finally get inside, the phone has stopped ringing and I've missed the call. So I go around the corner and find my grandparents in their old house and I try to get them to call her for me but they say that she doesn't want to see me anymore because she's mad at me.
Everytime I have this dream I have to catch my breath from it when I wake up, almost like I can't breathe when Im having it. Then, just like this morning, I can't go back to sleep. So, anyway, I guess it's silly to sit here and write about it, but I know Im going to feel bad about it all day, even if I try to forget it because I can never seem to get it off of my mind.
Besides that, I posted chapter 41. I don't think it's that good, but someone told me that it flowed with the story, which is good Anyway, if you happen to read it, don't forget to leave a comment for me. I better go get in the shower right now or my dads gonna flip because he thinks Im going to make him late
Kisses
Nick