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My favorite actress is Beyonce Knowles My favorite actor is Ice Cube (super hott!!)

I've been listening to a lot of old school R&B lately, and Brian Mc Knight is one of my faves, especially his song, You're the only one for me....... You say you've seen too many friends, that turn out to be too good to be true. Against your better judgment, opened up your heart, 'til you found the joke was on you. Looking out on the rest of our lives, If we're gonna be together or apart About the only way I know how to come, is right straight from my heart. I want you now, I'll show you how I can be the man you need me to be I've been around, but now I've found that you're the only one for me. Say you'll never fall again You won't subject yourself to such pain If you give me half a chance I will Never leave you standing out in the rain But if you think that I could look you in your face and lie right through my teeth then turn around and walk away Cross my heart, girl I care for you and when I look into your eyes i must say... I want you now I'll show you how I can be the man you need me to be I've been around but now I've found that you're the only one for me I need you so I can't let go Gonna be all that I can be I want you still I always will cause you're the only one for me .......of course, Year of the Cat by Al Stewart is my all time fave It must be the gayboi in me On a morning from a Bogart movie In a country where they turn back time You go strolling through the crowd like Peter Lorre Contemplating a crime She comes out of the sun in a silk dress running Like a watercolour in the rain Don't bother asking for explanations She'll just tell you that she came In the year of the cat She doesn't give you time for questions As she locks up your arm in hers And you follow 'till your sense of which direction Completely disappears By the blue tiled walls near the market stalls There's a hidden door she leads you to These days, she says, I feel my life Just like a river running through The year of the cat Well, she looks at you so cooly And her eyes shine like the moon in the sea She comes in incense and patchouli So you take her, to find what's waiting inside The year of the cat Well, morning comes and you're still with her And the bus and the tourists are gone And you've thrown away the choice and lost your ticket So you have to stay on But the drum-beat strains of the night remain In the rhythm of the new-born day You know sometime you're bound to leave her But for now you're going to stay In the year of the cat

Are leeks good with grits?????

Warning...rant ahead ........... Ok, so I saw this story on AOL yesterday about 400 dolphins that had washed up on the beaches of Tanzania, and after I read it, I went to the AOL boards to read what some people were posting about it. It was totally disgusting to read some of the people ask questions like, Who Cares?, or to see crazies saying things like, Karl Rove and Dick Cheney poisoned them. I think that dolphins are probably my favorite see mamal, and I don't think a lot of people have taken the time to learn all about them. So, while I was posting some facts on some of the threads where people were saying dumb things like, Fish Sandwiches $3.00 and stuff like that, I came across another post that talked about Sudan, and Darfur, and I started to think about that part of the world, where people get killed just for being a certain race. So I did some research and I found out that the UN and the US and a bunch of other countries and world organizations don;t do anything to stop it. I think it's horrible. I mean, there has to be something the UN can do. So, I research some more and I found out that the UN didn;t do anything about genocide that happened in Rwanda, and they were right there when it happened!!!! They just stood by and watched, and some of the witnesses said the UN people were raping women and kids!! I have some of the links if anyone wants to check them out. I just don't understand why we have the UN of they let stuff like this happen. Maybe the United States should think about getting out of the UN and just acting alone unless they get it together and start doing the right thing. So, getting back to Darfur, I think that reading about all that stuff brings things into perspective. People talk about how bad it is here in the US, but the truth is, people here have NO IDEA what bad is, and that includes me for sure. Unless they immigrated here from a place like that, they can't even begin to imagine what kind of horrors their are in the world. We sit here and complain about gas and homeless people and gay rights and stuff like that, and those are all important things, but when you compare them to genocide, they don't mean anything. Also, I saw on AOL that Mexico is about to legalize drugs I think we should do it here too.....doing drugs is a personal choice, and it's a crime without a victim. So, since it doesn't affect others, it shouldn't be against the law. It's just like sodomy laws. Unless someones raping you it's no ones business what you do, so they should have never been there to begin with. If someone sells drugs to make money, oh well. As long as they're non violent, how does it affect me? it doesn't. I know some people say things like, "But the kids of drug abusers suffer." If they suffer, then they should be taken out of the home because kids of alcoholics suffer too, and thats perfectly legal. Kids of smokers suffer too, and that's also legal. There's no difference at all. If you drink and do dumb things, your family suffers. If you smoke, you're slowly poisoning your kids and giving them second hand smoke thats gonna kill them anyway. At least of you do cocaine or something like that, theres no second hand smoke to murder your family with. Rant Over Ok, so I just sent chapter 43 of What's the difference Between me and you? to my editor, so, as soon as he gets it back to me, I'll post it Kisses Nick

Viv wrote a mack tight story for the anthology, but so did a lot of other people

Hmmm ... "karma" is a very UN-Christian concept ... isn't that sacrilege to be talking about believing in that, Nicko? And besides ... I LOVE the idea of karma, because it always tends to play hardball ... and since I love it, you might want to scratch that one from your vocab, lest you end up being like me, God forbid ... lol....I never heard that karma was unchristian at all....actually, sometimes I think that people(not you) who say it's unchristian to think this way and that way are just uptight. I know what's important, and I just go with my faith into the Word Besides, who says being like you would be bad???

Wow, dude. You're totally UNselfish. I think it takes someone pretty caring to do that for someone else. But if you believe in karma, you'll end up happy with someone too Nick

Ok, so I know it's been forever and a day since i've posted a new chapter of What's the difference between me and you?, but I promise it's on it's way. I'm all caught up with my editor, Talonrider, so anything I send him is all he has to do. I've been working on chapter 43, so it's definitely coming soon Also, I'm missing a few finished chapters of the story, so that's why the posting of the edited work in efiction has been delayed. I've gotten as far as chapter 10 corrected, but I'm missing the next couple of chapters, so I need to get those ones from my editor and get them posted. I haven't had to wuit my job so far...my dad just kinda dropped the subject with me, but he does want me to cut back to 10 hours a week. I say fine, but as soon as schools out, I want to work like 25 or even 30 hours if my manager will let me. I cant believe its almost May....schools almost out and I'm good again until September We're going to Cali in July, and I'm begging my dad and Taylors dad to let him come....I want him to see where I grew up at sooooo bad. For some reason, I just want to walk with him at my old school, El Vista (the same one in DOR and Dawn of Tears) and through my old neighborhood. I have this image in my head of my mom and dad walking through the neighborhood and along the classrooms at my old school, even though I know my mom didn't even go to El Vista and my dad wasnt even living in Modesto when he went with her. I guess it's kinda screwed up, but I still have that picture painted in my head and I really want to live that moment out with Taylor if he can come with us.

Yummy

Definitely awsome. As soon as I was done, I had to get in touch with Camy and let him know that he kicked some major anthology butt with this story....It ruled!!!!!

This story was so sweet.... Viv, you've got it going on. The way you painted the scenes in the story was awesome, and the whole thing with Justin and Lucas just sitting there in silence watching eachother was great You've got game, girl

Ok, you guys really know how to make me feel good. I can't tell you how much I appreciate your comments. I wish I knew what proselytizing meant (gets out the dictionary and can't find the word..lol ) but I'm just happy that you guys liked it so much Thanks guys

Maybe the goat will end up being the one to give Jame the beatdown he so badly needs

I would just like to say for the record that whatever happened in the last few days is over as far as I'm concerned. I deleted the blog entry that was related to it, and I've also dropped some dead weight that I had been toting around for a while now. It happened, and it was sad, but I'm ready to move on. The only thing I'm sorry for is that I let myself be angry enough to pollute my blog with that garbage. I owe Myr and all of the readers at Gay Authors an apology for doing that, especially the ones who follow my stories. So, moving on, I posted a new poem today. I hope Myr doesn't mind that I posted the actual text in the lounge, but I thought it was important for Viv, Camy and Rhawes to get the credit they deserve. They put it down for real, and I think that they easily had the 3 best entries in no particular order. I know everyone worked hard on their entries, and I give anyone who wrote a story for the anthology props because they deserve them. So, this brings me to my confession.....I've never actually stopped to read anyones stories on this site except Dom, Lugh, dkstories and Comically. Well, I just recently started reading stuff from Dio, and it's great too, but I havent got very far yet. But to be honset, Viv, Rhawes and Camy are awesome(dare I say as good as Dom???). I don't know how Camy isn't a hosted author here, because his writing style is so good, and Viv's blew my mind. I try so hard to write like she does, and I work detail into my stories that I think make it better, but good Lord, Viv. You do it better than anyone I've ever read, and that includes Dom(puts on flame retardant suit). Best friend was such an awesome story that I can't even describe how it made me feel. The rollercoaster of emotions that Rhawes took me on was amazing. Now I have to find the time to read everything Viv, Rhawes and Camy have written. Of course, I have to go to efiction to find camy's work, but maybe Myr's gonna see it one day and offer to host him, because to me, he's that good So, to all three of you, Nick Edit 11:46 pm I read Yankee by The Zot, too. Sorry, I forgot

Well, I wasnt quiet all day, but it's safe to say that no one at school heard anything from me today I stayed home lol

Here's an antholgy poem I wrote A day of silence by Nick The day of silence has come and gone But there

A day of silence by Nick The day of silence has come and gone But there

I think it's a wonderful story and I hope Dom starts it again some day. Well, only if he feels like it.

hmmmm...all very interesting thories. I wondered about the goat outing Milo and Nelson myself. But what I had pictured happening was the goat finding out, then feeling betrayed my Nelson because he wasn't told about it. Finally, he starts to come to terms with his feelings but by then it's too late because Mr. Larmont and Mr. Trust slaughter him and cook him up for a family feast after Milo and Nelsons wedding.

Well, I had it out with the old man tonight. He wants me to wuit my job because he says I'm too young to have a job and to be taking the kind of classes I'm in at school. I told him no way, but he pointed out to me that I was up last night past 3 in the morning finishing my hw. He's right about that part, but that doesn't always happen. Usually I can finish my hw before I'm off work. I do a lot of it while I'm at school and I try to finish it while I'm on break. But last night I had a lot of work to do, plus a book report I knew about for almost a month but I never started until last night. We read Grapes of Wrath in January, and she gave us until today to have the dang thing done. But of course I had to wait until it was panic time and I ended up with about 2 hours of sleep last night. So. I admit, I've been grouchy all day. When he said he wanted me to quit, I told him no way. Of course, he told me that it wasn;t my choice, and he's right about that. But, if he makes me quit, he know's I'll never forgive him. I mean, I really like having a job. There's something about going to work and making my own money and trying to do my job as good as I can that I really think is cool. Maybe I'm just a nerd, though. idk. I know that if I did have to quit, I'd have my evenings again for Taylor . I really miss spending all afternoon with him and having dinner with him here or sometimes at his place. But on my days off we still get to see eachother, so it's not like we NEVER get to spend time together. It's just not as much as we used to. Plus, I like having my own money, even if my dad only lets me keep 35 dollars out of my check and makes me put the rest in savings Anyway, we fought all the way home and even after we got there until my stepmom told us both to shut up so she could hear the tv So, we'll see. I guess that means I have to get my stuff done on time and not be up until 1 in the morning every night(actually, I do that anyway so I can watch Wondershozen)

Happy Birthday Dio

Ok if the GOAT isn't Dom, then I'm back on the GDITE band wagon.....but...... I don' want the Trusts and the Larmonts to eat Doms muse

I wonder if Caleb saw it in a dream

Ok, so I've been thinking a lot about the goat and his role in With Trust...here's that I figured out........ In almost every issue of XXL, they talk about hip hop's GOAT. The GOAT is the greatest of all time. I think most Domaholics agree that Dom is the greatest net author of all time. So I have a theory...... Dom Luka is the GOAT. The goat represents Dom. Even though he's probably not concieted enough to actually say he's the greatest of all time (GOAT), it's got to be somewhere in his subconscience. I mean, in my opinion, there isn't anyone at this site that can compare to Dom (except for maybe RHawes). Who else has fans that keep checking back and form factions and who has the #1 rated site on the top list??? Only Dom. It might seem wild, but it makes sense to me. What do you guys think??????

:2hands: :pickaxe: :ranger: Oh yeah, baby....Juanita knows what's up :2hands: As for Jame, I'm glad to see that Milo finally put him in his place. I hate that idiot, and Caleb will be the hero of this story if he puts a beat down on him. Thank you Dom