January 31 2022
Jubilee stopped by earlier. We had a good visit, even if I cut it short because I needed to take my medication and I wanted to do some mindfulness meditation. Her energy is good, helpful, uplifting, but I have to be careful because I feel like if I let myself feel too good right now I’m going to crash. Just saying that seems stupid, but that’s how I feel. The journal entry I wrote yesterday both helped and hurt. I need to get this stuff out, I know I do, but once