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WOW! KC you horny toad or red fuzzy thing It wasnt the slow sultry turn on but a OMG quick and rampant PHEW, You dont need any help my man On to the next well done!

Wow a few nice suprises there Comic. I feel so sorry for Seeon, but at the same time so intrigued to follow where you take this. Fabo chapter Comic Where and when is the next ?

How coolz was that? Loved it

Thank you for sharing Tara. It's not always easy to come forward and say what the problem is, but I say too you and everyone who reads this. I'm, an ear that will not just listen, but hear too. I have put in questions about having a panel. Just waiting for it to be answered. I've even got people wanting to help and be an ear. So I hope the powers that be get back to me soon.

Next Chapter Adrian wait and see, thanks for reading

Why poor Beth? She's a bitch do you mean poor Jen LOLI t does become clearer just wait thanks Comic

Dont worry Kim a lot becomes clearer next chapter Thank you so much for your comments and review

Happy Birthday Hope you have a great day

I totally agree Lily, I dont think there is any way it goes altogether. And getting the lows to be not as low is great. Stuby notices when I get the "down." Just voices really, of the past, all the bad names and stuff like that. You have got to keep fighting, or life isnt worth living. I have never been the "woe is me" person. What I went through, was what I thought everyone had. Why should I complain. I had nobody elses experiences to learn from. I sometimes think a lot of mine, is fear of the unknown. I have 10 acres whats mine, after that I call "the outside" A lot of it is totally unknown to me. But I am knowledgable about a lot of things, I research stuff until there is nothing left to read. But it has to interest me in the first place. And up to April this year. "The outside" didnt interest me one bit. I was too busy, had too many chores to do. So from April this year is all I have had, but now the days arnt long enough to cram in as much as I need to learn.

You think you have James figured out then hmmm? Oh there are more suprises yes dear man. Thanks so much for the review

A Lord and a Lady The buttons from Mathew’s breeches flew off in all directions as they were ripped open. Mathew whimpered softly, sweet music to my ears. Then a call sounded from upstairs, and I growled. “Wait right there Mathew, I will be back.” I adjusted myself as I fastened my own breeches back up. It was a call for dinner, so I called back to Mathew knowing it would disturb him to be left desiring my touch. “You got away with it this time, but I will be back!” I chuckled and dashed u

I think helping yourself as much as you are able is a big thing. Admitting you need help, then getting it, and accepting it and then working on it. Just asking someone for help isnt enough. You have to put some effort in too. I call my depression the "dark side" and often tell it to "eff off " and leave me alone. The voice of my past was 18 years in my head, getting it out isnt easy. But I am getting there. Getting past it. Pushing it away, not just asking it to go. My mums bedroom was the epicentre of all that was wrong. When she died I gutted the room, its all new and fresh. But I still cant go in there for any length of time. I clean and air it regularly, but in my head , mum is still in it. I dont use the upstairs at all now. Everything I need is downstairs. Everyday I do the same ritual chores I have done since I was 12, but now i'm swapping them round making small changes, so it isnt the same. This is my life now, not just lived to serve mum.

I hav'nt read that yet but now I will add it on my to read list. Thank you for sharing Greg

LMAO Awwwww Stuby hahahahahaa his fav game

I write a lot when I'm down, I dont publish all of it but some I do. It really does help me to share my past. I've never liked pity given or self. I probably wouldnt be who I am now without the past I have endured. So writing is good also someone who not only listens but hears. And follows that up with still being there afterwards and caring.

Happy Birthday KC Have an awesome amazing day From over the pond, from over the sea Here is a poem, just for you KC You are the Dude, I have to say, That you are awesome, so perfectly gay We all love you for who you are You're amazing KC, our GA star

I have written to Myr suggesting a panel. And he replied that he had passed it on to Cia and Trebs. As his workload and school is a little too much at the moment. So its in their hands now. Thank you everyone who is interested in this. And thank you Lily I needed that LOL all

I dont want to do medication at all for all the reasons above. I cant afford to let my animals suffer. They are my income. I dont know how to do anything else but the job I do. I may be a good farmer, I may know tons about being as green as I can be and organic too. But I know jack shit about anything else. I wish some of the more experienced ones here would make a panel Celethie. All I know are my own experiences, which many are unique to my upbringing. My knowledge doesnt cover many variations of depression. But forgive me for saying the "older" ones, (meaning older than me) Know from experience how therapists and medication can help some. I dont think there is one cure all. I know a few here are talking about the young gay suicide rate. Well isnt this the best place to get to those younger ones and older ones who are having problems? I am not a mod or admin or anyone of real importance here. But I do wish someone would see this as a good place to start.

Funniest thing I've read in ages so so true

Bee could you come forward and say a bit more? Then take advice from some of these guys? It all helps however small. And Dragonmando what a powerful piece. We all deserve a hug and even if you slap my face for it, you ARE going to get one

Happy Birthday Bloody Woman Have an Awesome, Amazing Blood Sucking day!!!!!!

Awwwww Benji, I'm good at researching stuff so if you need any help looking via the internet I will do all I can. Just PM me your details and i'll spend an hour or two looking. Good Luck

Mine is an old guy in his 70's and very old school, and he visits me. Out here in the country you get what you're given, unless you really want to pay for it. If I can do it without the medication I will. But it will be a last resort for me. I agree it might help some and therapy might help others. I just thought that here I feel like i'm not alone, that almost everyone here has some problems or other. Why not make it more than just a place to come and read and write. Its my second home, and extended family. Why not make it more?

Super cool story and chapter Comic so many questions Really well done good visuals too well done Looking forward to the next and I will recommend it to my man

Hahahaha Glad you liked it and always glad to help And yes agreed I'm a very naughty MAN Thanks for the review Billy