Solus Magus

Hello there, people. I hope no one has forgotten this endangered species. I have missed you all. 😶😂

Hmm. Someone's on the right track.

Nope. I'm still indecisive about it after all these months.

November 14th, Tuesday Vlad stuck close to me the whole day. He was there wherever I went. He was even part of the gang now. But I welcomed him as much as I could. Still, I haven’t talked to my own friends about it. Vlad was not the kid from the occult that we saw. That means he is still lurking somewhere in town, whoever he is. And it kinda freaks me out because I know that we could encounter them anytime. Not to mention the weird dude that we saw a few times already. He also opened to

Let's talk about the recent movie, not really sure where to post this but I just want to vent out and discuss away! I need the thoughts of the people here. I highly value opinions from creative minions of prose and poetry. So, your thoughts?

The swiping age is like speed dating with use of the latest technology. Personally, I wouldn't count on it. The chances of seeing your happy ever after will be ultimately slim. But I wouldn't say it's impossible since there are dozens of stories out there that would say otherwise. However, there's the easy come - easy go rule. If you're looking for your prince in shining armor, then you might want to check the people who had been with you from the start. Sure, you can start a new one with a guy in Grindr. But at this time, sex is what they're often looking for. Sadly, the value of sex had diminished over the years. It's something that is special between two people. Now it's like a something on your grocery list that you can easily pick through the dating sties. Call me conservative (and preachy!) but sex unifies the soul of two people. How much of your soul would you lose if you go on to a sex spree. No wonder why people still feel empty even after sex and relationships. Sex is more of giving than receiving. If you're looking for love, then sex isn't really the solution. Even if you use a philosophical/psychological perspective (even on a religious one), it still points out the value behind the act. Sure, psych/medical/science perspective would tell you that it's healthy, but there are still prerequisites in our psych/mental being. We're not just physical beings anyway. We have emotions too. So no, I am not into it. But if it works for you, then yehey. I was curious enough to check it out, but didn't try it.

I suddenly want a real life Vlad. Sometimes, we're having too much fun with fictional characters. But we can't help ourselves to be hurt because they will remain fictional.

Well, that's the cost of being too friendly. People tend to depend on you. :)))

November 12th, Sunday Church day again. This time Kobe finally attempted to talk to me. We talked like how we talked in the chat. He was a really lively kid. His features were animated. Even if he told me that he was very shy, his eyes were sparkling with life. He said that he wished he had a big brother like. Kobe was an only child so he had no one to play with at home. The boy even made a side-comment that Max was very blessed to have me. All I felt was pity to the boy. No one was re

See? I can't even!!! His face is so smooth. Then the eyelashes. Pouty lips. Pinkish cheeks. Stoic look. He's more of a Barbie than a Ken doll. HAHAHA.

But I kinda imagine Vlad having more feminine features over cute highlights. Noah's long eyelashes really takes the cake. Plus the boyish face and big puppy dog eyes. Oh Schnapp! Altho I saw this boy named Sebastian Moy showed to me by my sister. He practically looks like a doll. Kinda fits how I would imagine Vlad, too. Try checking him out.

Who said he didn't last long? Yep. I guess Vlad is indeed something else.

Thank youuuu. But that's an IF statement.

Vlad is too 'beautiful' that I don't really have a person in mind to be of reference. It can be too subjective. But who do you think would be beautiful enough for a kid? I am pertaining to celebrities of course. The one in my mind currently is Noah Schnapp from Stranger Things. That kid is a future heartthrob I tell ya!

November 10th, Friday Caleb and Alicia were all PDA. I should’ve hurled in a paper bag and throw it right at them! It was awful and I do not condone such thing. People were looking at us and they were all lovey-dovey. It’s gross and absurd. But to tell you honestly Dee, deep down I was hurt, too. I thought that thing with her was over. And maybe I expected it that Caleb and I would finally have something. Layla talked to me during lunchtime about the two. She also didn’t like how it wa

Not sure. I think it may have something to do with the grammatical errors. And the fact that it's not yet finished. Still looking for an editor and a beta reader to further improve the reading experience. Thank you for the support.

Loved it!

That sounds sexy and fun. But we both know that wouldn't happen if it was up to Damian.

...not sure why I am mooning over love songs right now. Am I in love?

Hmm. Sounds like the reboots of DC Comics to cater in new fans. I think that's a good marketing strategy.

Now this is something I am waiting for. I'm kinda surprised to see a bunch of other peeps here getting crazy over it. Makes me more excited! I can't help but to have high hopes for this!

Oh gosh. There is hope for me!

How I wished I could summon Damian in real life. And maybe have some fun with him. But I guess I will just end up being shackled and blindfolded in some deep, dark cellar if that happens. There's not such thing as "play time" with Damian.

As much as I want to save up for my PS4, I might not be able to. Because first of all, it's expensive here in our country. Along with a nice TV screen that can maximize my gaming experience. And second, I'm on a strict budget because I might start my graduate studies next year. I guess I'll be stuck watching youtube videos for now.

What platform is that particular Star Wars game?