Solus Magus

What's confusing?

November 3rd, Friday Another boring day. Or so I thought. Jansen gave me a call. He said that he saw someone outside his house. From the way he described the person, it fits the person whom I saw the other day at school. I couldn't get the image out of my head for the rest of the day. My heart was about to explode from my ribcage. Ever since that night, weird things started happening. We need to find a way around this. And fast! Because I don't want to spend December with a constant fe

Thank you! We're far from over. This is just the start!

So much eargasms in this thread. Wow!

Happy Birthday Lacey! -Lann

"It is man's ability to remember that sets us apart. We are the only species concerned with the past. Our memories give us voice. They bear the witness to history, so that others might learn, so they might celebrate our triumphs and be warned of our failures." -Mohinder Suresh, Heroes

Eargasms from AIMER for today.

Thank you, jp. Some days, you just want to cry out grief. But there are some days that you want to speak hope to the lives of others, especially those who are in dark places right now. Kudos to them for fighting amidst all the challenges of life.

Helli’ah Azrakh A Druidess from Teutesus Forest of Azir’daih How beautiful are the feet of yours, entwined under the rooted trees of old, you wish to dance in the great outdoors, but you have been given a plain blindfold. It could only be finished by eternal wars, and the cost of victory was to be bold, yet you just end up on the bloody shores, for this isn’t what their prophecy foretold. All you just want is to fall into a passion, and to entice another into a lust

Thank you. Well, I really have a knack for rhymes. For some reason, it sings to my ears that's I would always attempt to pull it off no matter what. And yes, my intention was for The Archives to sing to the souls of its readers. A dose of a dark reality, being poured into the beauty of poetry.

Exhaustion can really beat the crap and creativity out of you, huh? Well, we can't blame you. But take your time and have a day off. We still need to take of ourselves. At least kudos to you because you've been surviving this long.

I believe in the existence of gaydar. Not scientifically backed but it hints more on the intuitive ability of people who are well-acquainted with the LGBT+ Lifestyle. Intuitive is part of our humanity and I think that the gaydar is something developed by those who have that tendency. Over time, it grows sharper but that doesn't mean you would be correct all the time. Intuition is normally based on personal hunches and not on facts. Yes, it works for me. Back then, I'm able to sniff out which guy would be willing to do it with me, and which guy wouldn't budge no matter how hard I try. It would be easier to navigate towards them and sniff out those who are in-denial of their sexual tendencies. Having a sharper gaydar would help you press the right buttons. There was no way I would flirt with a guy who would have called me out, especially back in High School. I think you have an idea why it's not always the best to out yourself when you're still dealing things with yourself. But it also works against me because some other homosexual men can sniff me out in public. At worst, they will try to catcall me or flirt with me. Yeah sure, I'm available but that doesn't mean I'd love be to harassed. No one deserves to be harassed in the first place. I think I would still call it as harassment because like a straight female that would be called out by males, they are still harassed even if their tendencies would also love to screw with men. Or vice versa. I think it goes (and it should!) the same for the people in the LGBT+ Community. There were a lot of times I was able to sense other guys even if they don't have flamboyant movements. As for me, I'm good at hiding because my movements are very masculine. I'm sporty and I love to work out. I have a lot of rash movements and people would often overlook the few giveaways. Whenever I would open my sexuality to other people, they would always be shocked. Except for my way of walking, my butt is kinda perky because I inherited it from my mom so it kinda sways a little bit. That one really gives me away every time!!

But isn't that part of the horror genre's beauty?

November 1st, Wednesday. All Saints’ Day. Yesterday was still yesterday. Thankfully, the creepy stuff stayed and didn’t pursue me the next day. I was thinking of spying further on those neighbors if they were really into the occult. But I didn’t want to be caught again. I don’t have the zombie outfit anymore so they might recognize me. As far as I know, bad things will happen if those people continue with what they’re doing. There were a lot of things that’s going on in my head wh

Thank you! Yes, simplicity has its special kind of beauty.

Thank you! As I've said before, we have every right to hope and dream for tomorrow.

@Curti I missed you! This is Lann, I think you still remember me, I had a change of name. Lol. HAHA. Yes, I think I saw a few pictures of that coffee shop on your FB, if I am not mistaken. Not sure if you remember which FB friend I am. You're only one of the few here who knows my real identity. On topic: Coming from someone who manages the shop, then this is a good review. My undergraduate thesis was actually based on this information. The 'regulars' actually have interaction with the baristas and they could go up to somewhere between how you would treat a "friend" and a "family member." I support your claim when you stated that it's the sense of "community" that holds of the coffee shops business.

It had been two weeks since our sudden adventure in Washington. The next day after our short encounter with Dr. Anna Festus and SIGMA, we went back to Chicago. Aiden on the other hand went back to his usual self as if nothing happened that night. The way he embraced me under the covers was intimate. He was longing for someone but he had decided to hide it will all that he can. But not to me for some unknown reason. When I asked about Dr. Seijiro, he just told me that he will find a way to m

You're welcome! Thank you as well, for allowing me to view this kind of lifestyle. Truth be told, I have only encountered this a couple of weeks ago when I got "lost" into the DiC. Hopefully, more people would understand.

Thank you, Mac! Yes, that was the original plan. But then, it has evolved further into something beautiful. Something more than the plans I have intended and would remain so. The description will remain as is. I want it to be hidden, but magical. This might end up being a collection of poetry for the broken, the hurt, the outcast, the special people out there, and everything in between.

You are all special, jp. That's why I felt obligated in my heart to share this with you guys. I hope that whenever there would be people who would insult you, there would always be someone to remind you that you are special.

No prob! I hope some of the other subs here in GA would be able to take a look at this, too.

Based on your answers, your ability to stay really depends on how much you have portrayed yourself. Interesting, the 'culture' is kinda found across the globe. I thought there was some level of exclusivity for that kind culture. This shed some light to a few things.

Of course! I love you guyssss. Hihihi. I was kinda scared I might mention something that go against your Lifestyle though.

Dark stories are really challenging to write. My Diary of the Damned is a big experiment for me to go further to that direction.