Yettie One

I've noticed in quite a few of the stories here on GA that when it comes to sex scenes there tends to be a lot of verbalisation during sex. It got me wondering. How many people are really as verbal in real life. So here's the question..... When your in the throws of passion, how many of you are actually A.) the verbal kind, ie words and instruction, or B.) gutturally verbal, ie moaning and groaning, or C.) fairly silent with maybe a sigh or ragged breathing? Personally I've always been a fairly silent person when it comes to love making. I find too much noise or verbal carry on a little disturbing and somewhat off putting. So what about you?

Awww really glad that Danny and Brandon have hit it off so well. Just hope they don't get too much stick at school! And Ricky's been really great about Danny being gay.

Getting on the Motorway/Highway and finding someone sitting in the middle lane going slower than the speed limit with nothing in the outside lane. Like hell, if you want to go slow I can live with that, but do it in the right lane! People driving at night a half a mile behind you with their lights on full beam. Crumbs use your dip already! And I really get irritated when you get a call from a marketing company and they ask you to identify yourself. Data protection my foot. You don't need my date of birth, post code and mothers maiden name to tell me I haven't used my account for six months, would I like to buy something.

That very first time you try something new is always a little bit daunting, a little bit exciting, a whole lot of nerves, a nice burst of adrenaline and the amazing feeling of achievement afterwards. It also makes for some wonderful memories, even if the very first time you tried something was not the best experience you ever had. Take for example the first time you ever rode on a roller coaster. Now see for me as a kid, I grew up in a part of the world that 'Big' rides were just unheard of, and so for me a roller coaster was a ride at the fair that came to town once a year. Move to the UK, and a little team of friends worked out that once a year we'd all get together once a year for a reunion of sorts, one year deciding to go to Thorpe Park. Well, bowl me over, I have never had such a blast in my life, and heck I tell you the experience of riding a 'Big' ride was everything I ever dreamed it would be! Then there was the first time I ever got drunk! LOL As a rather young, somewhat naive kid, my sister's boyfriends brother and I decided we'd act all mature at my brother's 21st birthday party. Now lets see, I'd have been twelve at the time, and Carlos would have been a year younger. The beers were chilling in a huge drum of water and ice, and you basically helped yourself. Well when it got dark and we couldn't be observed so well, our coke bottles became Castle Larger bottles, a local brew to Africa. I'll never forget spitting that first sip straight back out, amazed that anyone could like such a bitter taste. But as you do we persevered on, desperate to grow up as fast as we could. It only took about a bottle and a half before I was gone. Oh goodness, those were the days. I was conically ill and woke up with the most savage headache, and figured if that was what being drunk was all about you could stick it. When I was a real little tyke, I recall wanting to be a big guy, and decided that smoking would prove my manliness. Now in Africa, the locals who can't afford cigarettes or tobacco get themselves Tobacco trimmings that are used as a sort of fertiliser for grass and roll up a home made cigarette in newspaper. Well as luck would have it, dad got a load of tobacco trimmings at that time for the garden, and I promptly set to work making myself a cigarette. Now truth be told, a cigar maker would have been proud with my effort, as it looked more of that size and shape. I'd used far too much newspaper, and defiantly too much tobacco, but what did I know. Well hell, when I lit that thing it looked like I'd sparked up an inferno. I only got one puff before the flames drove me to abandoning my cigarette to the floor, but it only took one puff to nearly choke the hell out of me, and my incessant coughing only attracted my dad's attention! Well, my efforts resulted in my getting a clip around the ear, and my father trooping off to the shops where he bought a pack of cigarettes and then sat me down and told me to smoke one. Flummoxed I did as I was told, and brother did I regret it. My throat burned and it tasted like..... I don't know, ash maybe? Dad's reasoning was that if I was so desperate to smoke I should do it properly, and in a way it taught me that it wasn't cool! Thanks for that one dad. And then of course there is that first time you explore sex! Oh come on, you can't talk about first times and not think about that time! For me it was exploration with a mate of mine at a sleep over at his house. I'm not even really sure I knew that it was all about being with a guy, heck maybe I did, I really don't know. All I do know is that I really wanted to do something.... anything with him. So we gave it a go. We started out by playing swords, and that progressed to mutual caressing, rubbing and then an eventual progression to a blow job. Now I can't say that it was wild, or amazing, or what I even expected it to be. All I can remember is that it was exciting, felt so naughty, and resulted in a weird feeling of guilt afterwards. I was far too young to appreciate the impact of sex, and it was a while before I began to realise that it can make or break a friendship/relationship, but these are the lessons we learn ey. Last night was a first for me. I broke out into the world of broadcasting in a whole new way, actually being the voice on air for the very first time ever. Wow what an experience. Yes it was only on a test server, and yes it was full of mistakes and imperfections, but wow it was sooooo much fun. I honestly felt like I was 16 again yesterday, and you know what, for a moment that was a really nice feeling. It's good to think back to all those first time experiences that we have tucked away in our memory vaults. So many great memories and things to share. I got a chance to sit and think about some of them today, and enjoyed doing so. Made me smile about the good times in life. I'm sure you must do the same when you reflect back at some of your First Times. Thought for today - "A dream is just a dream, a Goal is a dream with a plan and a deadline." Harvey Mackay. Song for today - Fireflies by Owl City

Is it just me or does he look a bit like Andy Murry in that picture? Not so sure I agree on this one Zombie, although that is a rather nice rear yes!

Nope nothing wrong here either!!!

Awwwww a scared Ricky is just too cute. I got a good chuckle out of the camping scene. I'm really glad the boys have bonded so well, but think as you pointed out, their background and loneliness kind of gave them common ground that they could relate too. Also nice to see how well they have responded to Josh.

Erm neither. No2 all round with the clippers. I've got used to doing it myself over the years. Easier and far cheaper.

Ditto. A nice long drive is always good, but fuel is so expensive here its just not something I can afford to do too much anymore. Awwwww Message in a Bottle <3

Junk? What junk? All I see is an Italian diver in rather good form wearing an incredibly tight and rather skimpy blue speedo with white ribbing on it. Actually that Italian flag looks as if its just been stuck on it there, and is about to be torn off if he enters the water too fast! I only noticed because I looked very closely, but I can't say I noticed any junk! LOL I wonder how he gets his hair to stay so spiky between dives? Surely he's not wearing gell!

Crumbs if I didn't like that father before, I'd quiet happily string him up now!!! What a dork! Well for what it is worth I'm really glad that Danny is in a safe place. He deserves better, and I think that Josh can give him some stability and sense of self worth again! Good chapter again Bill! You have a knack for making it believable.

Argh how can people do that to a kid? I don't get it, but it happens, and its wrong! Humph! Someone needs to be shot! Great chapter Bill. I really hope Danny settles in!

Wow The Hobbit was the first book ever read to me by my brother. Reading that bit took me right back to my childhood. Thanks Bill. Ricky is just too damn cute. I love the Sunday morning wake up bit. Got a good chuckle at his energy and enthusiasm. Hmmmmm Me finks a new house guest is on the way. Can't wait....

Awwwww Bill you've got into the mind of a twelve year old so convincingly. When I read his dialogue I can almost envision him, the cheeky little imp! Gotta love a cheeky little kid with a dazzling smile. Great chapter buddy. x

Hmmmm, ok so picked this one up out of the review done in the blog and decided to give it a whirl. Enjoyed chapter one so far Bill. This story is looking good. Going to be a long read me thinks, but gotta say I do take my hat off to Josh, while the plan makes sense, it takes a brave man to open his home to troubled teens. Still if he's got what it takes it might make life a whole lot better for a group of boys that really need a friend.

For me films are my method of pure escapism. I get lost in the movie, become a part of the action, get so caught up in the plot, sometimes it feels like I'm there. Sad movies are a killer. I feel blue for a good while, especially if its a proper good story. I remember when I was a kid going to watch a film called Out Of Africa, and get really upset the main character dies. Maybe that kinda set a standard for me. I hate to see the people hurt. If I'm down, I usually turn to something cheerful to make me giggle. I can handle the world if I've had a good laugh. I don't know it helps me maintain a positive frame of mind. I must admit I don't mind mellow or even somewhat depressive music when I'm feeling down. I think that could be me trying to match the music to my mood. Best sad films? Green Mile, A Walk To Remember, Hachi, A Dog's Tale, Marley & Me, Schindler's List.

Zombie your spying on me! It was one of the new soft toffee centred ones too! haha Argh Mike, hit the nail on the head! I got a mate who signs of M477h3W How 4773 is equal to a t t e to complete Matthew I have no idea! Guess it is a sign of old age! Did I just admit that??????? Oh and if we are going to be talking about product names its got to be Cilit Bang!!!!

Ooooooooooft. Just discovered there is a rather lush looking British Boxer. Note to self, watch the boxing! I wonder what it was like to go to the Olympics back in the Ancient times. All those naked men competing against each other. Haha now there's a story worth writing!

I really have a problem with the expletive C word that is prevalent with younger people in this country. I am not sure if this is so much the case in other parts of the world, but it was always the hideous cuss word in my opinion and serves no purpose other than to berate or belittle someone. Hearing it used so freely really makes my skin crawl. I guess that while we may tolerate a swear word now and then, most of us cringe at the profound or continual use of profanity, or at least I'd like to think of this being the case. So if I am to consider words within the English language that I don't really like, hmmm, I'm not really sure. Macabre maybe? But if there is one thing that I really dislike, it is the way that 'Text Talk' is creeping into our language more and more. LOL, ROFL, LMAO, FML, BRB..... the list goes on and on. It's one thing to use them in chat rooms or a text message, but when they start to appear in my emails, letters and stories I do mutter to myself.

Wow heck so now its Cole and Savan that are heading towards some sort of rendezvous? Hmmmm, I thought initially it was going to be SarEr Nan and Zun that hooked up, but I guess that they were too close as friends ey! So Jiro let them go alive, as long as they stayed hidden? Hmmmmmm.... Ok not totally sure I get what happened from there, a few details missing from the plot, hope they become clearer later on. Funny I didn't think Cole would become such a premadonna, but I guess that's fashion for you! Great story as ever lilansui and now I'm really looking forward to getting the rest. Plz keep me posted on updates. Ta. x

Hong Kong, Japan, Milan...... Wow you sure do take us around the globe lilansui. Such a sad chapter, first a mom realising she's totally lost touch with her son. This is such a common trend to gay people, hiding their true self from family and friends in fear of their disapproval. So sad to see. And then the crash stealing Cole's lover. awwww I wanna cuddle him! Great chapter. Looking forward to the next.

Wow Well if I didn't like Jiro before, I certainly don't like him now, although I guess when you add greed to the equation it becomes even more authentic. He must be doing this for power or money right? Or maybe revenge? Hmmmmmmm Really getting interesting now lilansui. Enjoying the story a lot. Well done

Wow a really intense chapter. I hope Jiro gets what's coming to him now. What a said git! It's sad how evil jealousy can become. One man's envy can ruin so many lives. I really got a sense of authentic chaos from the rapid way things got so out of hand in the fight sequence. It's always like that when action unfolds. Unpredictable, violent and damaging. Good chapter lilansui!

Wow sudden change of pace. The fashion world has always seemed to be such a cut throat place. To have made it in Milan at such a young age, Cole must be really good. I'm interested to see how this ties in with the story.

Typical boys! Fighting till the moment of truth comes and then friends for life! Hahaha. Zun comes across as such a sensitive lad. Great background here lilansui