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*smiles* the whole fate thing was very amusing imagery *sighs and hugs you* but it is messed up that they wont stop and look at this as an individual thing, Sam has never been violent and what he said yesterday seems to be the cause for the note. It was a stupid thing but it doesn't make him a psycopath or someone dangerous and if they look at him as an individual they will see that. But i have little faith in the schooling system, most of them are beyond f**ked up. *hugs you close* hope it all gets sorted out

Happy birthday Pat, hope you have a great day

Happy Birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEV

awww that is very sweet, glad you come in chat more your a big part of the GA family

More with these characters I want to see them develop and get to know thier story.

I really loved this story, thought it was a difficult theme to build into a short story and make it work in the first place and love the twist you put on it with him being death and being silent in his own way. Really only have one complaint - i want more. Really liked the characters and would be good to read more about them. But really sweet story that worked the theme is extremely well.

ok we are the right ones pffft soda is such a stupid word *hides behind Ben from the scary Americans*

It is strange how easily you feel for people online that maybe you never even spoke to but you said it well, he was part of the GA family and that is enough reason to feel his loss and feel for Chaz and his family. But I hope you don't shut people here out. Mark

is strange to have memories triggered like that Sam is great, could listen to your stories of him all day and never get bored *holds you even closer and nods* last night was a big case of deja vu and i know it messed with your head a little, becaus eit bought up all thos eold memories and bad feelings for me too, hated watching you go through that and hate that chaz now is going through it now after losing Green. *wraps tight around you* Love you Oh and tell Scott happy birthday for me

not too late I hope, just wanted to wish you a happy birthday Vance would have done it yesterday but i doubt you would have appreciated my drunken message

i'm the other one that says fizzy drink or rather i used to when younger now i tend to call it by its brand too me and Ben are the strange ones

I'm so very sorry for your loss and that greens life was ended so suddenly.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KURT Hope your day is as special as you are

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN May your birthday be as wonderful and bright as you are Lots of hugs Mark

Ok so just finished the first chapter and I'm sure i will get updated very soon, I just wanted to give my thoughts after the initial chapter. I really like this story, it is different from most things you see and whilst not everything is explained in detail you gain a genral understanding of what things mean and you can tell most things wil get explained as the story progresses. I like the idea of Jiovanni being a willing if underage slave of sorts, I like even more that Micah seems to be falling for him as this gives plenty of oppurtunity for some angst. I like the characters so far, it is good to get an initial insight to the whole family to get a good picture built up an dit will be interesting to read more about each character and see them develop. The story flows nicely even though it is a little jumpy between characters, but that works well and the writing is done well too, i like the imagery you create with your words. Oh and the sex was great WIll enjoy reading the rest now

british sarcasm can be hard to read at times................ you should start a thread for each of your stories so people can comment not sure what else gets put here

about time Lugh, glad you have your own place to discuss your work, especially as i am just starting to read your stuff, will enjoy discussing it here.

Finally up to date with this one and I am starting to think Caleb may have an idea that Nelson is gay. He is always having those dreams and he can seem perceptive about some things and i think that maybe he has some idea about Nelson I think when he talks about Nelson and his lack of girlfriends he is testing Nelson's response or pushing Nelson to tell him he is gay. Totally off topic but just wanted to put that out there. I love this story, I find Nelson likeable and think Milo needs someone like him as a boyfriend, very sweet chapter.

It is much easier to share your head online than it is to vocalise it with people you love offline, I find it easier talking about my past with complete strangers than i do with Jay who was there through most of it. I think it is a lot of the things you said about looking for signs of rejection, i even manage to do that online so I am much worse offline and yeah we create them even if they are not really there. I don't ever feel like my relationship with Jay is less because of what I have online with you, and Jay has come to understand what you mean to me. If I had never met you I'm not sure I would be here let alone in a very loving relationship with Jay like I am now and being able to be open and honest with you and others online helps me transfer that to offline life at times. When i see it's ok to be who i am and not be rejected for thinking or feeling a certain way then i feel more able to share that with people offline. I think sometimes we just need the security that talking to someone online offers and it cannot be a bad thing if it helps us deal with issues that will ultimately effect our offline relationships. ok will stop rambling *hugs you close* Mark

i am very happy you are going to stay, you don't know me but i read about you closing your blog in Nick's blog and thought i would take a look. I am still reading the blog and it is a great read was feeling a little sad knowing it would end once i got up to date so it is great to know you will be sticking around,

*holds you close* I think the fact that Mark was firstly your best friend before you became more makes it harder to let go. The love we have for friends runs on a different level and maybe you hae only dealt with losing Mark that was you lover, not losing the part that was the best friend for all those years. You know there is no time limit to grieving, it will take as long as you need it to take. Love you. Mark

Ok so Kurt said i had to post this here the best one is the everything video, they are very cool http://www.squidge.org/sgccanadians/qaf.html

i have no idea what you mean *grins and licks you* though i do recall your red strappy shoes so that makes me the manly man *struts and flexes* and that would make you the women but i still love you Mark

happy birthday, hope it's a good one Mark