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Lots of touching moments in this chapter! “Tell me I’m not crazy” and the FaceTime call with words unspoken ❤️

Just when I thought Paul couldn’t get any worse, we find out he’s also married and to a woman. Wow Lee, great choice of person to cheat with! No wonder he cheated for so long, the thing with Paul couldn’t ever come out in the open. Lee was having his cake and eating it too. Ergh the slime balls! To counteract the above rage, I am LOVING the development of Penn and Nash’s relationship. Penn’s marriage has got to be some sort of arrangement. I wonder why they stay together...

That lying cheating scumbag!! Playing along for all that time grrr. And now manipulating Nash to wait 6 months, what a bastard. Nash is a catch, with his good heart, loyalty and integrity (and good looks to top it all off!) My heart breaks for him and what he’s going through right now but I’m looking forward to seeing him find love again.

Wow what a journey you have taken us on. I’ve never really understood the BDSM lifestyle or 3 way relationships but you have certainly opened my eyes. I still have my own misgivings, but that’s more to do with me not having a desire to experience it. However, I can understand different people’s needs better now. It was clear that the 2 guys wouldn’t be able to sustain a relationship, though that didn’t stop me hoping. But I think that hope was because I didn’t initially understand that their needs can’t be compromised. I loved the proposal and collaring ceremony and was so happy that TC also decided to wear a collar. Despite each man’s role in the relationship, there is give and take and they look after each other in their own ways. This is a beautifully written (and educational) tale of love and relationships ❤️

Aww Sinclair 😢

Let the play time begin! I’ve got to say, during part 1 I was hoping for TC and David to work out how to be together as a couple. I was apprehensive about Sinclair at first but I really like him! I do have some anxiety for him though as he’s coming into this with 2 people already in love with a long history behind them. Looking forward to seeing how this plays out 😀

Ouch my heart! This chapter definitely had some tears flowing. What a journey they have been on, to end up at a place where they finally admit that they’re in love. It’s hard for me to comprehend not being with someone that you’ve loved for so long and where the feeling is reciprocated. This makes the ending so much more painful. Contrary to popular opinion I like TC. I would like to get more insight into his psyche though. We see more of what goes on in David’s mind so perhaps it’s easier to empathise with him more. I also love that TC is Greek and I get to read some Greek words here and there! Looking forward to starting part 2 😊

I absolutely adore this series! It’s been a wild ride from their rough beginnings to HEA. Perfect!

Wow what a rollercoaster my emotions went on! I was on the edge of my seat and trying to read the chapters as quickly as possible to find out what was next. Loved it!

I love the way this story was told through TRs point of view. I also liked the style of writing, it’s not overly emotional but you can still understand how the characters are feeling. I enjoyed it immensely, thank you

I thought that too! I get that he wanted to be upfront with Ali, but it implied that it’s more serious than what it is. My heart broke for Ali at that moment 😭

It’s over?! Noooooooooooo 😢 I was so looking forward to reading how Jamie and Ali would navigate their 2nd chance. I’m so glad Jamie went to see Ali, even if it was after his date. Ollie would be good for him to date for a while but ultimately his heart belongs to Ali. I cried when I read that the heart beat tattoo is Jamie’s actual heart beat 😭 There is pain in their history, but so much love. Part 2 please!!!!!!! 🙏🙏🙏

Yay! So happy with the ending. Erik took his sweet ass time but thankfully he got there in the end!

Oh my heart!!! 😭💔 Thank goodness there’s a sequel otherwise I don’t know how I’d get through the rest of my day!

Go see Ali!!!!!! Although I do note that he’s supposed to meet Oliver at 7 and Ali’s asked him to meet him after 8... Will Jamie be stubborn and go to meet Oliver before realising he needs to see Ali? Or will he blow off one of them altogether? We’ve seen Jamie question his version of what happened, so I think deep down he will want to talk to Ali properly. Please Jamie do the right thing!!!!

I like the progression of Lauti and Valen’s relationship. It feels like a natural pace for where Lauti is at emotionally and Valen is sweet to respect that. I wonder what Noah has to say after all that silence from his end...

Yessssss! The truth is out!!!! I’m so relieved. He might be going on a date with Oliver but that will make for some good drama and excitement in Jamie’s life. Hot bartender vs first love? I’m for Ali and Jamie all the way but there’s a lot to work through first. Oliver sounds like a bit of fun, but I hope he doesn’t get hurt in the process. I’m so excited to see how this will all play out!

Yes Jamie, listen to Will and tell the truth! I get that Jamie isn’t willing to put his heart on the line until he feels that Ali is being genuine, but damn it’s frustrating. If Ali really believes that Jamie is dead, why is he trying to find him? Or maybe he’s been searching for him for so long that he’s giving up. But given the twists so far, it’s probably what someone’s told him.

Will being everyone reading this story: “Right, I love you and all, and you’re great at storytelling, but you’re killing me here! What happened!?” This chapter answered a lot of questions though. Jamie’s physical changes since his teens is believable But omg Jamie, he obviously kept the watch because it MEANS something to him, d’uh!! I’ve got to say I’m not surprised at the ending of this chapter. I didn’t exactly see it happening this way but I’ve always thought Ali was genuine. It’s clear that there’s been a major case of miscommunication and each of the guys really need to get clarity. But will Jamie let himself open up to Ali?

We can safely say you have achieved that goal. I feel like I’ve looked into the lives of real people and am rooting for their everlasting happiness. I certainly plan to read my way through your work! Thanks for the recommendations, they will help me decide where to go next 😊 I’m sure you’ll be hearing my thoughts again very soon!

I agree! It feels like we’re getting the background (which has some sadness) but that we’re heading towards some happier developments

Ooh interesting. I know it’s all unfolding so I’ve probably jumped to some conclusions. You very well may have kept the line of how Jamie has changed and I’ve just forgotten it! For some reason I remember the description of how Ali has changed quite clearly, maybe that’s stuck in my mind more. I love how you’re revealing it bit by bit, although if I was more patient I would wait until completion to read it!

My pleasure entirely! After I stumbled upon “The Answer” and loved it, I knew I had to read more from you. I can’t quite find the words to adequately describe how this story made me feel. The emotion was communicated in such a way that I could feel what the guys felt throughout their journey. I could feel Troy’s heartache over his loss as if it happened to me, I could feel Grant’s empathy towards Troy and I could feel the love between them as their relationship developed. Thank you for taking me on this journey. It was truly moving and beautiful ❤️

Jamie really had no faith in Ali. After finding out why he stopped writing the letters, he should have understood that something stopped Ali from coming back to see him. Maybe it was just easier for Jamie to assume the worst and hate Ali, to help him move on from the heartache. Jamie was and is Ali’s lifeline, oh my heart 💔 😭. I’m questioning again whether Ali recognised Jamie before sleeping with him. Part of me thinks yes, how could he not have recognised his lifeline? The other part of me feels like it’s really deceitful and seems out of character for Ali. So far I’m getting the impression that Ali is a good person and has genuine feelings. I was thinking that the car accident may have changed something about Jamie’s appearance to make him difficult to recognise. We’ve heard about how Ali’s appearance is a bit different but would love to know more about how Jamie has changed since his teens. @Ethan I commend your writing and ability to keep the reader questioning and interested to find out more! And even though we are only finding out the truth slowly, it’s easy to feel and understand the emotions of the two guys. Thanks for the excellent writing!

A beautiful story so beautifully written 💕