I guess if one wanted to consider my actual attraction, I am technically bisexual, though I'm an oddity as one. There are very few women I find attractive as strange as that may seem, and even the types of women I find attractive probably couldn't keep me. Somewhere there's a fear I have of women as far as intimacy goes. I don't think I had that fear 10 years ago, but I definitely do now. I honestly don't understand it. However, I'm just fine adopting the gay label, and I know when I find "the one" it will almost certainly be a man.