"It's My Party And I'll Cry If I Want To" - Leslie Gore. I had the <gasp> album.
There's nothing wrong or whiny about the way you feel. I think everyone goes through a similar spot every now and then. My life is extremely full (husband, kids, house, job, family) but once in a while I really feel lonely and unhappy. I call it my 'blue mood'. I feel weepy and worn out and I just want to chuck everything and run as fast as I can in a different direction. It sort of hits me that 'this is it?'. I'd like to be your age again and start over. Chances are, I'd make the same choices, but every now and then, I'd like to think I'd do things differently. I sometimes wonder what's worse....being alone, or being half a couple and still being lonely.
Give it time, the mood will pass.
Sharon