This morning my Mum called me at work to tell me my first BF from when I was in school died today in a car accident.
I haven't seen Alan in about 2 months, we stayed friends after the break up. the last time I saw him he was here at our flat warming party.
Chris and I have sat in our living room numb all day.
I don't think I know how to react, its stupid but part of me is really lost feeling. He's the first friend ive lost like this. i guess I dont know what to think. Chris is really cut up because he was best friends with alan when he moved up here. Like I said im just numb, I dont think it really sunk in yet...
Dave