Nephylim

I suppose I have three 'circles'... those I woud do anything for without a single thought.... those I woud do anything I could for if after having thought about it for a few minutes... those I don't know.

Meh

He is softly spoken and oh yes... definitely and most certainly an old soul... a very old soul that let's say that this is not the first time we have been close

A day which is good and bad is not a mediocre day. A day which is neither good nor bad is a mediocre day.

Kyle Schmid's character Henry in Blood Ties. OMG And/or Eric Mabius as Cole in Voodoo Moon or Rik Young as Daniel (the devil) in the same film which is one of my alltime favourite horror movies.

OMG. I Love it, I LOVE it. That last pic is SO sexy. You continue to have your tota love affair with the camera. Don't cut your hair it's awesome like you.

I like the one with the really blue eyes. She doesn't look like Bieber and I would so totally date her.

My very best friend on earth at the moment is my brother. He's not my birth brother, we adopted each other years ago. We've known each other for over 20 years and we speak almost every day. He is a few years younger than me but mentally is about 100 years older. He is a wonderful painter (see his painting in my gallery) and a great writer too. He is totally creative and he inspires me. He shares my beliefs and strangeness. He is far more conservative than I am in dress and manner but he is truly beautiful inside and out. Unfortunatele he lives about 350 mies away so we don't actually get to see each other face to face as often as I'd like. He knows every single thing about me, the good and the bad. He tells me I'm beautiful even when I am looking like shit. He listens to my rants and I listen to his. He gives me great advise and never listens to mine. He teases me and tells me I'm an idiot. He gets mad at me and sometimes I get the 'Whatever' texts but even when we hate each other I never feel that I can't talk to him. It's easy to apologise to him and hard to stay mad with him. To be honest I think we have only had 'arguements' twice in all the time I have known him and they were mostly my fault. He has not had the best luck in love. His ex boyfriend almost destroyed him and I live through years of hell alongside him. He's been with his current boyfriend for... oh eight years or something like that. They are not the happiest they could be as they have settled into a 'comfortable' relationship which isn't always so comfortable. I adore his partner though, he's cuddly and sweet, I am just not sure that he and Jay are good for each other. He's tried all sorts of things, like breeding quail and he usually succeeds. He ran a shop for a while and sold home made soaps and products. He works for MInd as an alternative therapist and is trained in aromatherapy and reiki. He is always ready with healing when I need it. He is an illustrator and has illustrated a children's book and he has had exhibitions for his work. He is sightly balding and slightly cuddly. He wears waistcoats and collects pocket watches. Apart from my children he is my favourite person in the whole wide world

Gut wrenching at all ?

Really? They've never said that? Damn I am insulted now. Clearly I haven't been evil enough

I am totally and incredibly lucky with all the friends I have, in life, online wherever. I don't take friendship lightly and I am always there offering everything I can and all I am. I try to make sure all my friends know that as often as I can. Thank you for reminding me. To all my friends on GA I would like to say that I may not have met you but each and every one of you has touched my heart and my life. So to you all I say 'Thank you' and if there is ever anything that I can do for you NEVER be afraid to ask Thank you Hart.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Genesis. 6 for a start. The Sons of God saw the daughters of men and saw they were fair and the came down and ... erm.... bought them flowers and chocolate. It's also touched on in the story of Moses.... the comments about his mother and his appearance. It's considerably and, in my eyes, in a very prejudiced way in the Book of Enoch which expands on this idea. It's one of the Gnostic texts ie ones that didn't make it into the bible History makes the winners. Sorry I forgot to mention specifically that they are not actually called Nephylim in the King James Bible but the name is referenced in the Jewish scripts

Why delete... now we can look at your cute face in two places

Hmm... you'll have to ask Sam.

Oh of course DUH!!!! I'm crap at remembering the names of stories... names period. When I need to mention a name then I open another window and hunt for it before I make a fool of myself. Do we count the bios as chapters. I suggest not.

I might just do that

I LOVE Waterhouse. He an Monet are my favourites, it's the colour and delicacy as well as the content. I adore the poem 'Lady of Shalott' and my brother bought me an original copy for the accumulation of 5 or 6 forgotten birthdays. I think the 'feel' of Waterhouse is very Art Nuveau. My favourite painting is Sleep and is half brother Death. It is just so... shivery.

I think she's right... she's going to be just fine. I hope Spencer learns something but I'm not holding my breath. HAHAHAHA Still laughing.

Nooooo. I am the woman on my profile but the woman in my avatar is a random pic I got of the net. I WISH I was the woman in the avatar but unfortunately not. You are super cute and the camera certainly does not hate you. In fact I would keep it somewhere dark and cool and well away from your bedroom at night If you fail post the pics (SA) HAHA. I don't need one because the Sam of NOW is super hot and I am still saving for the ticket to Georgia. Keep the kettle boiling Sam and the bed warm

Shit. I never expected that. I was in a weird mood after reading those threads and it made me thing about myself and how I am online and in life. Yeah I have committed the cardinal crime... hypocrisy. How many times have I said that what's on the outside matters far less than what's on the inside and I truly believe that... except when it comes to me. Meh. I never claimed I'm not a hypocrite. And I have to admit that I wasn't expecting these responses, especially after I posted the pics to. To tell you the truth I'm rather shaken. When I clicked on the site this morning I had completely forgotten I had posted and I was really happy. I had a comment on Hostage and then I had a pm about a tech question I asked which made me smile... and then I had a comment on my profile about the photos I posted. And it was a nice comment, a lovely comment but it crashed my world... because then I rememberd and I was scared, really scared. It took a lot to come here, especially when I saw that four of you had commented. But boy was I glad I did. f**k I'm lucky to have friends like you guys. You're truly awesome. Thank you doesn't feel like enough but that's all I've got right now... Thank you :wub:

Okay... well this is kind of scary but after what I have been saying about honesty, and the fact that I have been totally surprised about the way some people seem to be seeing me.... Like I AM NOT THE WOMAN IN MY AVATAR... although GODS I wish I was. I am the person in my profile picture and here I am two years ago. Shit it's scary to let everyone see me, now you'll know that I'm not anything like you thought I was. Oh well... BTW i the first one I have been drinking red wine and am slightly tipsy... like my glasses

I tried googling it but didnt come up with anything.