New Kid In School - 15. Chapter 15: "Bad Dreams"

There we were, me, Ryan, and Tyler...riding around on a golf course. I don't even remember how we got there, or where that strange fog was coming from, or why the sky was purple! But as I rode around in that weird little golf buggy, I remember searching desperately for a golf ball that I had hit over the trees. This was a very strange dream indeed.

I got out of the buggy, and we all started looking for the ball in every bush and under every rock, but we just couldn't find it. Suddenly, I was alone. I turned around, searching desperately for Ryan, my heart racing, wondering if I had lost him forever. Then...at the top of a hill, I saw him and Tyler standing together, telling me to come up and join them. I started to climb the mountain, but the ground turned to mush under my feet. The harder I tried to get to the top, the deeper I sank into the quicksand beneath me. Tyler and Ryan were laughing hysterically at me as I stumbled and fell, trying so hard to get up the hill. Then...Tyler tapped Ryan on the shoulder and they looked into each other's eyes. I screamed and hollered as loud as I could, waving my arms and attempting even harder to get up that hill, but they just couldn't hear me. Tyler took Ryan's hand in his and brought him close. Then...he kissed him! Tyler and Ryan were kissing right in front of me and there was nothing I could do about it!

I was screaming so loud that tears were streaming down my cheeks and my throat was sore, but their kiss got even more erotic, more lustful. Ryan ran his hands wildly through Tyler's hair as they continued to wrap their tongues around one another. Tyler grabbed Ryan's ass hard and he whimpered that sexy cry that was meant only for me! My heart felt like it was dying and even though I knew they couldn't hear me, I was constantly calling out to my boyfriend, hoping that I could stop this before it went any further! Then, I saw Tyler reach in Ryan's pants and fondle his delicate privates with his hand. Ryan smiled that cute smile of his and the two of them walked further over the hill where I couldn't see them! What was happening? What were they doing? He couldn't. He wouldn't. Oh God, please help me!!!

I could hear the slurping, the hard breathing, the gentle groans of my Ryan as Tyler put his hands and mouth over every inch of his body! I felt sick, helpless, desperate. My tears were running out of my eyes uncontrollably and that's when I heard Ryan speak.

"Oh Tyler...you're the only one I've ever loved. My first love. Promise you'll stay with me forever. Randy's a joke. Forget about him and be my lover."

That was it! I dived back down the hill to the golf buggy and started it up. I jumped right up the hill in no time flat and landed right on some crazy cat in the parking lot! I smashed the little kitty and splattered him all over the driveway as I hit the gas and gunned the cart straight for Tyler! He tried to run, but I was too fast. I gained on him fast and ran him over with the cart! Tyler cried out as the buggy jerked and jumped as I drove over him with the back tires! Then I backed over him, and then I did it again, and again, and again, and again....

I woke up all of the sudden, thinking of how happy I was to be driving over my ex-boyfriend and figured that this should be the last time I ever eat pizza before bedtime! Geez, did I hate Tyler that much? I mean, Ryan's always been true to me, always been honest. I didn't really have anything to worry about. Did I?

I got ready for school as I always did, but something about that dream stayed with me. Something about it seemed so real, so emotionally damaging, that it left me with a feeling that I couldn't quite describe. I had never felt so helpless, and I knew that every single part of that dream had to mean something. Everything in it had some kind of parallel to my own life...except for the cat. What was THAT all about anyway?

When I came down to the breakfast table, I saw my mom waiting for me, with a fully cooked breakfast and a giant dorky smile on her face. It made me a little self conscious and I turned up my collar to hide the big purple hickey on my neck as much as possible before sitting down. She had eggs, pancakes, sausage, toast, it was like one of those 'balanced breakfasts' from the cereal commercials for crying out loud. And when I sat down to eat, I could feel her staring at me. I looked up and she just kept smiling.

"What?"

"Nothing," she said, "I just like looking at my little man of the house, that's all." Then she mussed my hair a little and kissed me on the forehead. Okay, this was just way too weird. I gobbled my food down double time and got the hell out of that house before she started humming love songs from the 60's or something! Maybe I'll just tell her that I broke up with this phantom girlfriend of mine and everything will go back to normal around here. She thinks I'm crazy over some girl, I'm crazy over Ryan, I'm thinking that Ryan's crazy over Tyler, and my mom...well she's just crazy.

I got to school and as always, Ryan greeted me with the same friendly, but not too friendly, smile. But for some reason, looking at him hurt my feelings. Like I said, that dream just rattled me a bit. But I tried not to let on that I was a bit psycho that day. Lunchtime came, and Tyler came to join us as usual laughing and grinning like he always did, twirling his blond hair around his finger and flashing those beautiful green eyes of his. I didn't know whether to hate him or apologize for pulverizing him with a golf cart. It was weird, but every time the two of them laughed at the same joke I felt like a third wheel. One time, Ryan asked for some of Tyler's fries and when he reached over for them, I almost felt like crying. What was wrong with me anyway? It was just a stupid dream for goodness sakes! I just couldn't let it go. I even had to go to the bathroom, but I sat there and held it through the entire lunch hour. I didn't dare leave Tyler and Ryan alone, not even for a second. It was a very strange day. I figured that it was just my head messing with me, but later that afternoon I saw something that I really didn't need to see.

I walked past the bathroom and saw Ryan walking out of it. He seemed kind of surprised to see me and he was acting kind of weird all of the sudden. "H-h-hey Randy. What's up? What are you doing around here?"

"This is school remember? I kind of have to be here."

"Hahaha! Good one man!" He said. This wasn't like him at all. He put his hand on my shoulder and offered to walk with me to my next class, but I told him that I could make it on my own. He really seemed anxious to get me away from that bathroom, like he was hiding something from me. I told him that I was leaving and walked round the corner to make him think that I had left, then when he walked away, I went in. As soon as I opened the door, I saw Tyler, his back pack on the sink. Something welled up inside of me that felt like fire coursing through my veins. I was literally shaking, my fists balled up tight enough to draw blood! To think that Tyler was in this bathroom with my boyfriend...alone...doing God knows what. Tyler turned around nervously and quickly shoved some yellow arcade tickets into his bag.

"Going back to the arcade today, huh Tyler?" I said, trying to keep my self control.

"Randy...well...how are you man?"

"Don't play stupid with me Tyler! I know what you're doing! If you think I'm gonna just stand here and let you get away with this, you're wrong!"

"What are you talking about?"

"You know damn well what I'm talking about! If you so much as go near Ryan again I'll break your fucking neck!!!" Tyler seemed really surprised, terrified even! But I didn't care, I meant every word of it, and I'd beat him within an inch of his life right here in this bathroom like some prison movie if he provoked me!

"Randy...this isn't what you think it is. I'm not trying to move in on you and Ryan."

"Yeah, whatever."

"I mean it. Randy, I wouldn't try to come between you two again. Alright? Whatever you're thinking...it's all in your head." Tyler looked at me and for some reason I got the feeling that he was telling me the truth. But another side of me kept pushing me back over the edge, kept reminding me of that horrible dream, kept asking why Tyler and Ryan were in the bathroom alone together, kept showing me pictures of him rubbing his leg in gym class. My mind tried to work everything out, but someone walked into the bathroom and broke the tension a little. When I looked back at Tyler, he seemed a little hurt by my accusation and all of the sudden I felt like shit. Was this whole thing in my head? Was that dream rattling me to the point of insanity? Or was Tyler just screwing with me? Trying to throw me off the trail. But still, my nuts seemed to crawl back up into my stomach, and I knew that apologizing wouldn't be enough for what I had just done to someone who was supposed to be my friend.

The other guy walked out of the bathroom and I tried to break our uncomfortable silence with a few apologetic words. He wouldn't even look at me, which was odd for Tyler who seemed to get a kick at staring right at me at all times. "Tyler...look man, I'm sorry. It's just that..."

"Save it. You know...I honestly don't know why I bother with either one of you. Ryan and Randy, dynamic duo, no room for anybody else in their perfect little world. Well fine, you can have it." And with that, Tyler walked away. A weird feeling came over me at that moment...I was the asshole here. Not Ryan, certainly not Tyler. Love clouds your mind sometimes, makes you do and say strange things that you normally wouldn't. I just stood there looking at the floor for what had to be at least ten minutes. Then I dragged myself back to my next class.

I wasn't really sure if I should wait for Ryan or not. I was sure that he knew what had happened by now, and he probably figured me for some kind of loser. If it wasn't for that damned dream, or that incident in gym, or any of the other 150 mistakes I had made recently, I might have avoided the whole mess. I just didn't feel like facing Ryan's fury right then, so I decided to go home.

I had only been there a short while, and naturally Ryan came knocking at my door as soon as he got home. When I opened the door, I noticed a very strange look on his face. The second I invited him in he asked, "Dude, did you, like, threaten to beat the shit out of Tyler today?"

"Well...I guess I did, kinda, sorta, say...something to that effect."

Suddenly, instead of getting the expected backlash from him telling me how I should trust him and not be so suspicious, Ryan broke out into a wide grin and started giggling to himself. "Randy, you are so jealous! Geez, good thing I wasn't hanging out with the captain of the football team. Otherwise a threat like that would get you pummeled." Ryan was snickering and walked over to give me a big hug. "It's not what you think, baby. I'm not going anywhere unless I take you with me." Ryan wrapped his arms around my small teenage frame and was getting ready to plant a small kiss on my lips when my mom suddenly walked into the room! I had forgotten she was even in the house!

Thinking fast, Ryan brought me down in a headlock and tossed me to the floor. He jumped on top of me and pinned me on my back before I knew what hit me. My mom just gave us the weirdest look. Then she said, "You two know better than wrestling in the house. If you guys are gonna fool around at least take it upstairs." Hearing her say that made us break out into a fit of laughter that sent her away shaking her head as usual at our antics.

"You heard her Randy. If we're gonna 'fool around' we have to go upstairs! Hehehe!" Ryan giggled, still on top of me.

"Yeah, well you know you could have been a little easy on me. You almost broke my neck for crying out loud."

"What can I say? Love hurts." Ryan planted a kiss on my lips before getting up and helping me to my feet. "And you were going to take Tyler down? Not with those moves!"

"He probably hates my guts now, doesn't he?"

"No, he's not really all that pissed. A little offended and hurt about it, but he knows you're a good guy at heart. I talked to him, and you guys will be hanging out again in no time."

"I really do want to Trust you with all my heart. You know that right?"

"Yeah...I know. Don't worry so much, we're both just winging this love thing. So let's stop trying to make it so perfect and just enjoy it. Deal?"

"Deal...cutie." We both grinned at each other, and then he gave me that look. That look of perfect love, of uncontrollable lust, of undeniable friendship, that look that could command me to do just about anything he asked of me, and he whispered something in my ear. "My dad won't be home for another hour or so. Just long enough for a quick taste. You want to come over." Ryan's smile was so incredibly cute to me. My goodness, how could anything this beautiful belong to me? I was instantly enraptured with his gaze and it left me speechless for a moment. Noticing the pause, Ryan continued, "Just for a little while. No parents, no Tyler, no interruptions...just you and me and a few loose springs in my mattress." Ryan lifted his eyebrows and he was so cute I just had to say yes.

"Sigh...all right. I'm coming."

"Not yet, but I'll change that when you get there." He joked and patted me on the butt before walking out.

I went into the kitchen and told my mom that I was going out for a few minutes. She asked where and I just repeated, "Out." And she got that little lopsided grin again and said, "Ohhhh...sure, you're going out. I gotchya." Then she winked at me, and I got so creeped out that instead of bolting out of the house full speed, I backed out slowly, afraid that she was getting ready to HUG me or something. She really needed to get over this whole secret girlfriend thing.

I ran down the street to Ryan's house and knocked on the door. It took a few seconds for him to run down, and I was filled with a weird jittery anticipation. Little spontaneous flings like this always got me hot, and Ryan was sooo good at it. Suddenly, Ryan opened it wearing nothing but an open, gleaming white bathrobe and a smile. My jaw dropped and I stuttered for words as I drank in the most beautiful sight I had ever laid eyes on. I couldn't help but look over my shoulder to see if someone was watching. I mean he was completely naked in an open doorway! He didn't seem the least bit shy, however, and took me lightly by the hand, guiding me into the house like Dracula himself.

He closed the door behind me, and I tried desperately to overcome my surprise. I was numb with a love for this kid that I couldn't bare to live without. Ryan came close to kiss me gently on e forehead, his warm breath rustling the few stray strands of hair that lay there. But I couldn't respond, I just had to back up and stare at this beautiful teenage body, soft, hot, well proportioned, standing in front of me wrapped in a fluffy white exterior. Looking so delicious that it was actually hard to breathe. I just could not decide what I wanted more, to move closer and wrap my arms around this gorgeous angel and tell him that I would be his forever, or simply give my weak knees a rest and fall back into a chair to stare at this vision of love until my eyes teared up and I couldn't stand it any more. Ryan flashed me a wicked smile, one that told me that he knew what I was thinking. He glided across the room towards me and I shuddered when he touched both of my hands. He raised the fingers to his lips and kissed them tenderly, occasionally sticking his tongue out to lick my knuckles, forcing it between my digits and getting me harder than I've ever been before. Then, he took my middle finger in his mouth and sucked it erotically while closing his eyes and moaning softly. I could feel his hot, wet tongue flex and writhe underneath my finger as the gentle suction pulled it in and out of his lips slowly. I don't think that I've ever, not even with Ryan, been this turned on.

"Omigod....ohhhh....Ryan that feels soooo gooood..." My legs were shaking and it was hard for me to stand up without heavy concentration. I was dripping pre-cum, and looked down to see Ryan's hard penis sticking out of the robe in the cutest way. Ryan opened his eyes and brought my hands down, placing them on his smooth sides. I moved forward, and very slowly slid my arms around his slim waist, feeling his tender body meet mine. I was just so smitten with this beautiful boy that I would gladly do anything he asked of me, no matter how impossible it may seem. Feeling the bathrobe cover my arms and shoulders, and feeling Ryan's sleek and sexy body underneath, almost caused me to lose it right there. Ryan looked at my neck and saw the last remains of my hickey...or should I say our hickey? He just loved to stare at it when we were together, like he was just fascinated with it. It was the one true visible symbol of our love that we could call attention to. It was a sign of our love that we couldn't hide, no matter how hard we tried, and no one could wash it away. Not me, not Tyler, not our parents, nobody. I was almost beginning to wish that I could keep it forever.

"You know, this thing is making you really popular with the ladies. You're even starting to steal some of MY heat." Ryan said, then he licked at it for what seemed like hours. I just gave him a 'whatever' kind of answer, but he said he was serious. Cool. It's nice to be appreciated by the opposite sex for a change

After hugging Ryan for a while, and enjoying the feel of his warm skin against me as he began to unbutton my shirt, he kissed me on he lips and led me upstairs. It was a routine that we had done many times, but never grew tired of. Once in his room, Ryan and I kissed passionately and I ran my fingers underneath his velvet soft ballsack, feeling the slight weight of the hot little nuggets as they rolled over my palm. I reached further back, tickling his scrotum and reaching all the way back to his puckered asshole. As I lightly ran my fingers over the opening, Ryan's hard cock leaked pre-cum on my arm as he shivered and smiled above me. He sat down on the bed, licking the clear liquid droplets lewdly off of my skin. I undid my pants and dropped them to the floor. Then, I climbed on top of Ryan and kissed him so deeply that my very soul passed from my mouth into his.

I felt his hardness digging into me as we kissed and rolled around on the bed. I don't know what it was, but something about the robe really turned me on, and I found myself moaning and groaning even louder than usual. I was hugging Ryan so tight that he was forced moan out loud in short huffs. His voice sent tingles down my spine and it only made me hornier. I licked a long slow trail down Ryan's chest, in between his young teenage pecs, and down to his belly button. Then, without hesitation, took his length into my mouth and licked around the head. Ryan sighed loudly and put one of his legs up on my shoulder, driving me even further into a sex crazed frenzy. My cheek was rubbing against his soft thigh as I bobbed up and down on his shaft, his leg resting comfortably on my back. The smell of him was just so hypnotic. It was an indescribably clean fragrance that made me want to just eat him alive. Ryan's cock tasted so good in my mouth this time, even better than usual, and I seemed to be slobbering and slurping at it with a new passion. His sweetened taste filled my mouth and dazzled my senses, and that's when I heard Ryan whimper my name in that oh so sexy teenage voice. Ryan's leg fell off of my shoulder and his whole body tensed up. He hadn't started shooting yet, but it seemed like his beautiful frame was already going through the motions. His hot body was squirming under me, his silky skin making the most amazing sexual friction between us, and then the first shot bolted out of him like a cannonball. I started swallowing right away, hoping to get the chance to savor the flavor of the last few squirts. Ryan's sounds were just so cute. They were probably the most erotic thing about him. If only I could describe that lustful cry, that whimper that made every ejaculation sound like it was his first. Ryan stopped shooting and was able to catch his breath again, but it wasn't long before he had me flipped over on my back returning the favor. The second his steamy lips touched my cock, my stomach tied itself in a knot and my mind went blank, not able to process anything except for the feelings Ryan brought out of me. This time it was different...better. Ryan's tongue swirled around my cock so well that I almost suspected that he had two or three tongues working in there. I kept twitching, almost pulling myself out of his mouth. I couldn't believe how much Ryan had improved, my heart was racing and it was impossible to keep still.

He took my dick out of his mouth just long enough to look up at me and say, "You like that, huh? Just relax dude. I want this to be the best you ever had." Then, before I could answer, he plunged back down and sucked twice as hard, twice as fast.

I was wrestling between the incredible urge to tell him to stop and the irresistible urge to cum. The pleasure was killing me! My toes curled, my calves tightened, my hips wiggled, it must have been hard for Ryan to keep up with me. I grabbed two big handfuls of my lover's hair and cried out as I experienced the most explosive climax of my life! I literally saw stars that afternoon. I was so helpless in his arms, so out of control, but with my strawberry blond angel at my side, I knew it would be all right. It took a long time for me to relax after that. My body continued to spasm and twitch, making me giggle with the awesome sensations coursing through me. I didn't stop smiling for nearly a half hour.

I looked over at Ryan, he had taken the robe off and was laying on his stomach next to me. He was just looking at me smiling, his wonderfully naked body laying on top of the sheets, his perfectly round ass being highlighted by a beam of orange sunlight from the afternoon sunset. He threw an arm across my chest and kissed me dearly on the lips.

"That was so great Ryan. Let's do it again."

"Ohhh...Randy, you know I would if I could. But my dad's gonna be home soon. I don't think he's quite that accepting."

"Come on...not even just a quick one? Just a little lovin' for the road? Come onnnnnnn." I pleaded. I REALLY wanted to taste him again, to feel his warm body against mine, locked in a lustful embrace. What was worse...I wanted to stay there forever.

"Sorry man. Come on get up ya big baby, we gotta get dressed." Ryan rolled over and displayed that lovely cock of his. He was semi hard and it flopped over on his thigh when he got up. The sight was so overwhelming that I couldn't control myself. Ryan started to stand up and I pulled him back down into the bed. Ryan giggled hysterically as I wormed my head back in between his legs and began sucking him off again. He wrestled me away, but the second he pulled me off of one part of his body, I was kissing another. God..I've never been so horny! We were both cracking up as we tumbled back and forth on his bed, just two naked young boys having fun. Ryan started laughing even harder and yelling out, "Rape! He he he! Rape! You beast! You fiend!" In a girl's voice. He practically had to beat me off with a pillow.

Ryan finally got me pinned on my back and I was 'restrained'. He started to speak to me, but the second he said my name, I raised my head up off the mattress and kissed him. He pulled back, but I just couldn't stop, I was overflowing with love and had to have more. Ryan started giggling gain, telling me to chill out, but I was having too much fun to stop now. His ass was resting just above my aching cock, and I tried desperately to push it into him. I tried over and over, but he was just a few centimeters too high up for me to reach. A couple of times, my dick head would touch the crack, and it would give me the incentive to try harder. I was squirming under him like crazy and I might have had the strength to get free if I wasn't laughing so hard. Then Ryan tried to move up enough to pin my arms down with his legs. Big mistake. That just put that delicious piece of meat just inches away from my face. I immediately used my tongue to pull it into my mouth and start sucking it again. Ryan's struggling stopped, and he just looked down at me, enjoying my mouth's special talents.

"All right," He said breathlessly, trying to pretend that it didn't feel as good as it did. "If this will shut you up long enough, maybe I can talk now." Ryan sat up on my chest and continued to let me suck his dick while he spoke. "Randy, we need to find someplace man. Some far out shack where we can be alone like last time. But close enough where we could go everyday."

I stopped sucking for a second. He really had something to say, and I definitely wanted to hear what he had in mind if it involved us being alone. "Like where?"

"Anywhere. A clubhouse, an abandoned gas station, aisle 12 at the supermarket...wherever we can get some peace and not have to rush through this. I really love you, Randy, and I want to take it slow. There are just so many ways that I want to love you, and I want to discover them all."

Ryan's words darted so much hope into my soul. The only thing sexier than those particular words, was when he told me to keep sucking. "Hurry up, my dad's gonna be home any second." I slowly slid my lips around his cock again and started sucking and licking at it the best I could. The whole time, Ryan was humping himself into my face and whispering sexily. "Ohhh Randy, I can't wait to be alone with you again. I want to sit and cuddle with you for hours on end." I sped up a little bit. "I want to feel your hands all over my body, I want to experience everything with you." I started sucking even harder. "I want to sleep next to you and hear the rhythm of your breathing. I want to wake up with your hard on resting between the cheeks of my ass....mmmmmmmm." Omigod, did Ryan know what he was doing to me? We suddenly heard his dad's car pull up in the driveway, and my first instinct was to stop. But Ryan pushed himself back into my mouth and whispered, "Keep going. He's still gotta check the mail. But hurry up. Yeah...oh man...that's good...hurry." Ryan's chanting had me leaking something awful and I was about to squirt without even touching myself. Ryan was close, but now we heard his dad's keys in the lock. "Keep going Randy...we can't stop now." I sucked for all I was worth and we heard his dad come into the house.

Ryan was trying hard to hold back a moan, and finally, he thrust his hips out and buried his cock in my throat as he shot a smaller, but sweeter, flow of semen into my mouth. He collapsed on top of me and gave me a quick kiss before saying, "Thanks dude. I owe you one." We jumped up and got dressed fast. Ryan was trying to put on his pants in a hurry and got tangled up in the legs. He hopped for a few seconds before they caught him up and he fell to the floor on his ass. I laughed so hard that it was hard for me to continue putting on my clothes. Ryan was laughing too and the noise must have alerted his dad to our presence.

"Ryan? Is that you?" He shouted up as we finished putting on the last of our garments.

"Yeah dad."

"What are you doing up there?"

"Just some homework."

"Is Randy up there with you?" As soon as his dad said that, I knew our privacy was gone.

"Yeah..." Ryan said disappointingly. He was obviously thinking the same thing.

"Ryan, we talked about this. Why don't you two come and do your homework down here in the living room?"

"'Sigh'...All right." He said, and he looked at me apologetically for having to put a stop to our little game. Then we checked each other for evidence and walked downstairs. We sat on the couch for a while, and I decided to ask him, "Say Ryan, you know, my birthday is coming up next week..."

"Well duh!" He said.

"Well, you know, my mom's acting kind of weird so I don't want to spend the whole day with her winking and smiling at me. And I'm pretty sure that Tyler isn't really speaking to me right now. So...I thought maybe you and me could catch a movie or something."

"Oh...dude, I'm sorry. But I can't do it that night. I've kinda got plans. Look, please don't be upset, if there was any other way for me to get out of this other thing I would. But look, I promise, the day after you turn 16 you and me are going to drive out to some secluded little spot that nobody knows about in the woods, and I'll make it up to you. Okay?" I really hated the fact that I couldn't spend my birthday with my favorite guy, but any time with Ryan was worth the wait. So I agreed and was getting ready to leave when Ryan saw his dad go into the basement to look for something.

I was turned away from him when he grabbed me from behind and ripped into my zipper and grabbed my still half hard penis tightly. "Ryan?!?! What are you doing?" I whispered. He was molesting me in the living room for goodness sakes!

"Shhhhhhhh." He said, and he began to stroke me fast and furiously. I had been so hot and bothered for so long, that it didn't take long for me to get back to my full five and a half inches. Ryan licked tenderly at my hickey and his groin was pushing itself rhythmically into my ass. His other hand ran up and down my chest as I reached out to lean forward against the wall to balance myself. Ryan was blowing in my ear and his hand motions caused me to pull my hips inward, which in turn forced me back harder into his crotch. Ryan's hand quickly brought me over the edge and I was ready for release in a matter of seconds. Ryan whispered softly in my ear, "Ready? Put your hands out and catch it okay?" I did what he said, and put my hands down to shield the wall from my blast of sperm. I came hard and felt the warm liquid spurt repeatedly into my palms. I was getting so weak that I almost fell to my knees, but Ryan held me up. "Don't worry, I'll catch you...I'll always be here to catch you baby." My orgasm relaxed me a little bit more and I struggled to catch my breath. I put my 'equipment' back in my pants and walked out of Ryan's arms just seconds before his dad walked back into the house. I hid my cum soaked hands behind my back until he left the room and then I kissed Ryan goodbye.

"What am I going to do about my hands? I can't walk down the street like this."

Ryan looked for his dad and turned around, lifting his shirt and putting my hands on his chest. "Just rub it in man. Hurry, he might come back."

I used my hands to massage my juices into Ryan's chest and soft belly. The sticky substance slid over Ryan's skin and I almost started to get hard again! This was getting dangerous now, we've never been so naughty, so risky, so horny for each other. It was wild. I finished quickly and gave Ryan another angel kiss on the neck before walking out. It was quite an afternoon.

I replayed every moment that we spent together that day. I really couldn't believe how good the sex was that afternoon! If it got any better than that, I swore that I'd kidnap my lover and we'd go live in the mountains somewhere where we could just have sex all day long. And that blow job he gave me was just so...so...incredible. His tongue was doing things to me that made my head spin. I haven't had a blow job that good since....since...

Then suddenly, as the sinking feeling dawned on me all at once, I stopped dead in my tracks. I looked forward, past my house, to see the one further down the street. And I thought about the horrible possibility that I might have just been duped. Because the last time I'd had a blow job with that kind of technique was when I was with...TYLER! The whole idea shook me for a second, but I tried to fight it. I had to trust Tyler, I had to trust Ryan, I HAD to. It was all in my head. That's all. It was just all in my head...wasn't it?