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Somewhere Only We Know - 8. The Riverbend Light

The first real cool morning of the year slid quietly over Lakehurst, brushing the air with a hint of autumn. Not enough to make anyone shiver, just enough to remind them that summer was inching farther away.

Kitt woke before his alarm, eyes open in the gray light, nerves humming low in his stomach—half excitement, half the tight kind of tension that always came before a big race.

The Riverbend Invitational.

Coach Vega had been talking about it for weeks.

“Good competition. Higher level than you’re used to. Bigger pool. Bigger crowd.”

Not a championship. But a doorway. The kind of meet other coaches watched, the kind of place times were noticed and names got remembered.

Kitt tried not to think about that part. He focused on the smaller things instead: the way his hoodie felt when he pulled it on, the sound of the zipper, the coolness of the floor under his feet as he padded downstairs.

Outside, the street was pale and still. Dew clung to the lawns. The sky hadn’t quite decided if it was going to be blue yet.

Matt was already waiting at the curb.

Kitt slowed, blinking.

“You’re… early.”

Matt grinned, rocking on the balls of his feet.

“Couldn’t sleep. Too hyped.”

“For… what?” Kitt asked, suddenly aware of the way his own heartbeat picked up.

“For you. Duh.”

It was tossed out casually, like it was the most obvious answer in the world, but it landed somewhere deeper than Kitt wanted to admit.

“You know you don’t have to come,” Kitt said, voice smaller than he meant it to be.

Matt snorted.

“Try and stop me.”

They fell into step, shoes whispering against the sleepy street. Crickets faded. Birds picked up where they left off. A car rolled by far away, just a low rumble. Their shoulders didn’t touch, but the space between them felt… familiar. Broken-in.

When they reached the school lot, the swim team bus idled with its hazard lights blinking, a few teammates already climbing aboard.

Matt clapped Kitt on the back—quick, warm, a little too hard.

“You got this,” he said.

“I’ll be in the stands screaming like an idiot.”

“You always scream,” Kitt muttered.

Matt flashed a quick grin.

“And you love it.”

Kitt tried to roll his eyes, but the smile that tugged at his mouth made it useless. He stepped onto the bus and looked back just once—Matt in his hoodie, hair a mess, grin bright enough to cut through the early-morning haze.

The doors hissed shut.

Kitt leaned his forehead briefly against the cool glass, watching as Matt jogged across the lot toward his car, waving one last time before the bus pulled away.

The sun was just beginning to climb, soft gold spilling across the road.

Kitt let out a slow breath.

It felt like a beginning, even if he didn’t know of what.

. . .

The drive to Riverbend took about an hour and a half. As the town signs blurred by, Lakehurst’s familiar sprawl thinned into long stretches of farmland—fields, barns, old fences leaning slightly like they were tired of standing straight.

Eventually the land broke into clusters of small businesses, then into gradual hills, houses tucked into rises and dips.

“Riverbend’s up ahead,” Coach Vega called from the front of the bus. “Eyes open. This is a good town for swimmers. Strong program. Strong expectations.”

Kitt rested his head against the window, watching the world tilt.

They rolled past a tall green sign with worn white lettering: WELCOME TO RIVERBEND — HEART OF THE VALLEY

The paint was chipped, but there was something warm about it anyway.

Kitt’s chest tugged in a way he couldn’t quite explain.

The town itself wasn’t flashy. Brick storefronts, tree-lined streets, old houses with porches and sloping roofs. A slower kind of quiet than Lakehurst. Not the pressed, heavy silence of his house on tense nights—something softer.

The bus slowed when they turned onto a narrower street. A row of older brick buildings slid past, some with metal balconies, some with small pots of plants clinging to the edges. On one, a rusted metal staircase hugged the side, leading up past a faded sign he couldn’t really read from the window.

Laundry fluttered on a line strung between two crooked hooks—shirts, a pair of jeans, a striped towel lifting in the breeze.

Just another building in another town.

Kitt’s gaze skimmed past it and moved on. The feeling nudged at him again—this strange little tug of familiarity in a place he’d never really been.

He told himself it was just nerves. Just morning. Just his brain looking for patterns where there weren’t any.

The bus continued on, turning toward a larger road that dipped slightly downhill, where a broad building came into view, its glass front gleaming in the rising light.

The Riverbend Community Aquatic Center.

. . .

Inside, the aquatic center felt huge.

Tall ceilings, bright sunlight pouring through high windows. Bleachers stretching long and even on both sides of a wide, gleaming pool. The air was thick with chlorine and echoes—the slap of wet feet, whistles, the murmur of voices bouncing off tile.

Kitt stopped just inside the entrance, taking it in.

He felt smaller here. Not in a bad way.

Like a rookie.

Like someone at the edge of something bigger.

Coach Vega stepped up beside him and squeezed his shoulder.

“Take it in,” she said. “You earned this.”

He nodded, but his eyes had already drifted toward the stands.

Checking.

Waiting.

Hoping he wasn’t hoping.

About ten minutes later, the doors banged open.

“KITT!”

Matt’s voice cut through everything.

“WHERE ARE YOU—oh. There you are.”

Kitt closed his eyes for half a heartbeat, then opened them again.

Of course.

Matt jogged over, Lakehurst hoodie half-zipped, hair still damp from a quick shower, sneakers squeaking on the wet floor. His eyes were wide, drinking in the size of the place like it was a stadium.

“This place is insane,” he said. “It’s like an Olympic pool.”

“It’s just regulation size,” Kitt replied, though he couldn’t quite kill the hint of a smile.

Matt turned to Coach Vega.

“Coach, can I go on the deck? I swear I won’t break anything. Or… anyone. I won’t run.”

Kitt said under his breath, “He will absolutely run.”

Coach Vega sighed.

“Stay off the blocks, don’t get in anyone’s way, and if you fall in, I’m pretending I don’t know you.”

Matt saluted.

“Yes, ma’am.”

He darted away, weaving through swimmers and somehow managing not to collide with anyone.

Kitt shook his head, but a lightness had settled in his chest.

Warm. Solid. Steady.

. . .

Warm-ups blurred into routine.

In.
Stretch.
Kick.
Flip.
Out.

The water felt good—cool, clean, responsive. His body responded easily, each lap loosening him up, each set sharpening him. His muscles hummed with a kind of controlled energy.

Somewhere in the background, the constant tug of awareness remained. Not distracting, exactly. Just… there. Like a quiet pull against the edge of his focus.

As he finished his last warm-up lap and grabbed onto the wall, he heard it again.

“LET’S GO, KITT! DON’T DROWN!”

Kitt slapped his goggles lightly against his cap.

“I’m literally holding the wall,” he called back.

“STILL COUNTS!” Matt yelled.

A laugh escaped before Kitt could stop it—brief, helpless. He ducked his head so Matt wouldn’t see it.

The announcer’s voice crackled over the speakers, calling swimmers for the 200-meter freestyle.

His event.

His race.

He climbed onto the block, toes gripping the edge.

For a moment, he let his gaze drift—not to the stands this time, but toward the far window where sunlight was spilling in at a slant, turning the air dust-gold.

Riverbend glowed under that light.

And for a breath, Kitt felt… safe.

Not just in the pool. Not just in his lane.

In this town. In this moment. In a way he hadn’t felt in Lakehurst in a long time.

He didn’t know why.

He didn’t want to think about it now.

The whistle cut clean through the noise.

He dove.

. . .

The water closed over his head like a second sky.

Blue.
Bubbles.
Silence.

His stroke settled almost immediately—reach, pull, kick, breathe. He locked into the rhythm he knew better than any prayer he’d ever learned as a kid.

Four strokes, breathe.
Four strokes, breathe.

The first fifty meters passed like muscle memory. The lane line flickered at the edge of his vision, the black line on the floor unspooling straight ahead. His lungs burned, but in the manageable way. The way he trusted.

He flipped at the wall, tight and clean.

Push. Glide. Rise.

When he surfaced, he caught a blur of navy and gold beside him—Northwood’s cap. Broad shoulders. Strong kick. They were dead even.

Kitt didn’t panic.

He stretched his strokes out, letting his legs do more. The second hundred clawed at his lungs; the ache dug deeper into his shoulders.

Another turn.

Another push.

The noise above the surface was just a murmur inside his head. But every time he rolled to breathe, he could sense the stands—riot of color, a vertical smear of faces—and a single, bright point of certainty somewhere up there where Matt was.

The last fifty hurt. It always hurt. But this was different. The burn felt bigger. The wall felt farther.

His body screamed at him to ease off.

He didn’t.

He thought of Matt’s voice, loud and unembarrassed, shouting his name like it mattered.

He thought of this morning, the way Matt had said, For you. Duh, like the answer had never been in question.

Kitt emptied everything he had into the final stretch.

Touch.

Buzzer.

The sound cut out. For a fraction of a second, all he heard was his own heartbeat roaring in his ears.

Then the world crashed back in.

Whistles.

Feet on metal bleachers.

“KITT! KITT! KITT!”

His hand clung to the edge of the pool. He squinted up at the scoreboard, water dripping into his eyes, chest heaving.

Second.

Again.

But then he saw the time.

Three seconds off his personal best.

Three.

His breath caught; a startled, disbelieving sound bubbled out of him, half-laugh, half-gasp.

Second place didn’t feel like losing.

Not this time.

. . .

Matt practically launched himself down the bleachers.

“He qualified, right?” he blurted as he skidded to a stop near Coach Vega. “That time qualifies, right?”

She didn’t answer immediately. She smiled.

“That doesn’t just qualify,” she said. “That puts him on people’s lists.”

Matt whooped, punching the air once.

“YES.”

Kitt dragged himself out of the pool, grabbing for his towel. He barely had time to push his hair back before Matt was in front of him, skidding to a halt only because someone yelled, “No running!” for the third time.

“You were amazing,” Matt said, eyes bright, voice too loud. “Like a torpedo. Or a seal. Or a weaponized dolphin.”

Kitt pressed the towel over his face.

“You’re terrible at metaphors,” he said, voice muffled.

“I’m great at metaphors,” Matt countered. “You’re just unappreciative.”

Kitt pulled the towel down, laughing breathlessly.

“Second place,” he said quietly, more to himself than anyone.

“First place in my heart,” Matt shot back immediately.

Heat flared across Kitt’s cheeks.

Matt didn’t seem to notice what he’d just said until a half-second later. His ears went faintly pink, but he didn’t take it back.

“You made regionals,” he said, softer now. “That’s huge.”

“It’s just another meet,” Kitt muttered, even as his chest thudded with something too big to be “just.”

“It’s not ‘just’ anything,” Matt replied.

He held Kitt’s gaze for a moment, the noise of the pool fading at the edges.

“I’m proud of you,” he added, quiet enough that it felt like it belonged only to them.

Something fluttered low in Kitt’s stomach, warm and unsteady.

“Thanks,” he whispered.

Coach Vega called him over to talk splits and stroke efficiency. Kitt listened, nodded, let the technical notes anchor him, but underneath it all was a hovering lightness—steady, glowing, impossible to shake.

Every time he glanced up into the stands, Matt was already looking back.

. . .

By early afternoon, the meet was wrapping up. Medals given out. Hands shaken. Voices hoarse. Teams gathered their towels, their bags, their leftover energy, preparing to load onto buses again.

“We’re leaving in an hour,” Coach Vega announced. “Showers, food, whatever you need, but stay close. No one misses my bus unless you’re dying. And even then, send a note.”

Laughter rippled through the team.

Matt appeared at Kitt’s elbow almost instantly.

“Come on,” he said. “Main Street. I heard rumors about pancakes the size of your head.”

“You just want pancakes,” Kitt told him.

“I want victory pancakes,” Matt corrected. “With you. That’s a completely different and very noble thing.”

Kitt tried—and failed—not to smile.

They checked with Coach Vega, got a wave and a “Be back before we leave or I will hunt you down,” then headed out with a few teammates before veering off onto their own route toward town.

Riverbend in the afternoon was… soft.

Brick storefronts with big windows and hand-painted signs. Trees leaning over the sidewalks, leaves just beginning to trade green for yellow and orange. String lights looped overhead, unlit in the daylight but promising something gentle when it got dark.

Kitt had been to plenty of small towns for meets. But this one pricked at him differently.

They cut off the main road onto a quieter side street sloping gently downhill. Kids biked slowly, a dog trotted along a yard fence, a woman watered plants on a small balcony.

Matt stretched his arms behind his head as he walked.

“This place is kinda cool,” he said.

“Kinda?” Kitt repeated. “It’s really nice.”

“Fine,” Matt conceded. “It’s outrageously, unfairly cute.”

They turned the corner and found the diner Coach Vega had mentioned—a wide front window under a blue awning, a metal sign swinging slightly in the breeze: The Silver Loon Café. Warm light spilled through the glass. Every time someone opened the door, the smell of butter and syrup slipped out.

Matt pointed dramatically.

“There. Pancake heaven.”

On the side wall, a chalkboard listed specials. Another small flyer was taped below it:

HELP WANTED — SERVERS & BUSSERS. INQUIRE WITHIN.

Kitt’s gaze snagged on the words for a heartbeat. He didn’t know why.

A job flyer in a town that wasn’t his.

He tore his eyes away when Matt tugged lightly at his wrist.

“Come on,” Matt said. “If I don’t eat, I’ll die.”

Kitt let himself be pulled inside.

The diner felt like stepping into someone’s old photograph—chrome edges on the counter, red vinyl booths, the low hiss of griddles, soft clink of forks. They slid into a booth by the window, the table slightly sticky in a reassuring way.

When the server came by, Matt ordered pancakes “as big as legally allowed,” plus eggs, hash browns, bacon, and a milkshake.

Kitt stared at him.

“You’re going to combust.”

“It’s called supporting local businesses,” Matt said. “I’m an economic hero.”

Kitt shook his head, a small, helpless laugh escaping.

The server, a college-aged girl with a high ponytail, smiled as she scribbled.

“You two from the invitational?” she asked.

“Lakehurst,” Matt said. “He’s the fast one.”

She glanced at Kitt.

“I saw you race,” she said. “Really good form.”

Kitt’s cheeks warmed.

“Thank you,” he mumbled.

Matt looked absurdly pleased, like he was the one who’d been complimented.

They ate—Matt inhaling food like the diner might run out if he didn’t hurry, Kitt pacing himself, still buzzing from adrenaline and the newness of the day.

After, they wandered.

Main Street had a small bookstore with a display of used paperbacks and a cat in the window, an art supply shop with pastel signs, a thrift store with racks spilling onto the sidewalk. Down one side street, Kitt caught sight of a narrow alley and the faint curve of a river beyond, water glinting through the trees.

“I like it here,” he said quietly, almost surprised to hear himself admit it.

Matt glanced sideways at him.

“Me too,” he replied. “It feels… I don’t know. Less loud.”

Lakehurst wasn’t a big city, but it was busy—cars, strip malls, constant forward motion. Riverbend felt slower. Not stuck. Just… unhurried.

As they walked further, they turned onto a narrower road with older buildings. Neon tubes framed one dark window, not fully lit yet but glowing faintly even in the late-afternoon light.

A sign above the door read: SOLSTICE LOUNGE — COCKTAILS & LIVE MUSIC

Matt snorted.

“That place looks sketchy,” he said. “Like the kind of place my mom would forbid me from even looking at.”

Kitt looked a second longer.

Black windows. Thick door. A low pulse of bass leaking out even this early.

Then he moved on.

The sun had dipped lower by the time they turned back toward the aquatic center, painting Riverbend in gold and amber. The river caught the light between buildings, a curve of silver cutting quietly through town.

Kitt watched it, something inside him tugging again—wrong and right at the same time.

A place he shouldn’t think about staying.

A place he could imagine staying anyway.

The thought unsettled him enough that he glanced away.

Matt bumped his shoulder gently.

“It’s pretty,” Matt said.

“Yeah,” Kitt replied.

“You’d like it here,” Matt added, more certain now. “Maybe we come back. Not for a meet. Just… to be here.”

Kitt’s throat tightened.

“Yeah,” he said, voice soft. “I’d like that.”

. . .

By the time they reached the aquatic center again, long shadows were stretching over the parking lot.

Most teams were already loading buses, the sound of tired laughter rolling across the asphalt.

Coach Vega waved them over.

“Good work today,” she told Kitt. “Watch that third turn on video tonight—you recovered well, but you can get even more power if you tuck tighter.”

“I will,” he said.

She gave him a small, pleased look before moving on.

As she walked away, she tossed over her shoulder, “And tell your friend he nearly out-yelled the starter’s whistle.”

Matt cupped his hands around his mouth.

“THAT’S CALLED SUPPORT, COACH!”

She ignored him.

Kitt pressed his lips together, trying not to smile.

The bus waited with its doors open, engine rumbling.

“You ready to go back?” Matt asked, rocking on his heels.

Kitt glanced at the bus, at his teammates filing in with drooping shoulders and damp hair, then back at Matt.

“Yeah,” he said.

“Can I sit with you?” Matt asked, like there was any universe where the answer was no.

“Of course,” Kitt said, and meant it a little more than he knew how to say.

Relief flickered across Matt’s face, quick and real, and they climbed on.

The ride home settled into a low hum. Quiet conversations. The crackle of chip bags. Someone’s music leaking faintly from the back. The windows were cracked, letting in cool air that smelled like leaves and road.

Matt slouched into the seat, his knee bumping Kitt’s.

“Sorry,” he murmured.

“It’s okay.”

He didn’t move his leg. Neither did Kitt.

Matt talked at first, voice softer than earlier—about a stupid joke one of his teammates made, about how his coach was probably going to make them run extra sprints on Monday, about how the milkshake might have actually been holy.

“That place is dangerous,” he said around a yawn. “I’d get so fat.”

“You’d have to stop moving first,” Kitt replied.

“I move a lot,” Matt mumbled. “Mostly my mouth.”

Kitt snorted quietly.

A few minutes later, Matt’s words started to trail off. His head tipped back against the window, then forward, then sideways.

And then it landed.

Right against Kitt’s shoulder.

Kitt went still.

Not tense. Not panicked. Just… still. Like the moment might spook if he moved too quickly.

Matt’s hair brushed his jaw. His breath warmed the side of Kitt’s neck, steady and deep.

The bus rattled past Riverbend—brick buildings, flickering neon, a curve of river now turned silver-blue in the fading light—but Kitt barely saw any of it.

The weight against his shoulder felt like its own gravity.

He let his head rest back against the seat and stared ahead, heart beating in slow, heavy thuds.

He didn’t lean closer. He didn’t pull away.

He just let Matt be there.

Let himself be the place Matt landed.

When the bus finally pulled into the Lakehurst lot, Kitt shifted carefully.

“Matt,” he whispered.

Matt made a noise that might have been a word, might have been a complaint. He blinked, groggy.

“I wasn’t sleeping,” he said automatically.

“You were snoring,” Kitt replied.

“I was meditating.”

Kitt laughed under his breath.

“Sure.”

Matt rubbed at his eyes and stretched, shoulders cracking. Then he paused, glancing sideways.

“You okay?” he asked. “You didn’t mind, right? Me… uh… using your shoulder as a pillow?”

Kitt hesitated only long enough to feel the weight of the honesty.

“No,” he said. “I didn’t mind.”

Something in Matt’s posture loosened.

“Good,” he said quietly.

They grabbed their bags and climbed off the bus into the cool evening. Stars were starting to prick through the sky. The parking lot lights buzzed softly overhead.

They walked home together, shoes scuffing the sidewalk, talking about nothing important and everything that mattered. At the point where the road split their houses, they slowed.

“You were amazing today,” Matt said, softer than he’d been all day.

“It was just a meet,” Kitt replied.

“No,” Matt said, a small crease at his brow. “It wasn’t.”

The words hung there, heavier than they should have been.

Then he smiled—a little shy, a little bright.

“See you tomorrow?”

“Yeah,” Kitt said. “Tomorrow.”

They crossed to opposite driveways, porch lights flicking on almost in unison.

Neither of them knew that the small, ordinary pieces of this day—the diner, the streets, the quiet curve of the river—would settle in their memories and refuse to leave.

Not yet.

For now, it was just a good day.

One of the good ones.

. . .

The night felt gentler than usual when Kitt stepped inside his house.

The lights were low. The kitchen smelled faintly of cooled dinner—something with garlic and soy sauce. He left his swim bag in its usual spot by the stairs and eased out of his shoes, listening for mood in the quiet.

His father sat on the living room couch with the newspaper, glasses low on his nose. He looked up as Kitt passed.

“How did the meet go?”

Kitt stopped in the doorway. He didn’t expect gushing. He never did.

“I got second,” he said. “Qualified for regionals.”

His father nodded once.

“Good job.”

Flat. Accepting. Not cold. Not warm.

Just… enough.

Kitt nodded back.

He climbed the stairs to his room, closing the door softly behind him. The lamp on his desk cast a small circle of amber light over his textbooks. The rest of the room was shadowed and quiet.

He peeled off his hoodie, dropping it onto the chair, and sat on the edge of the bed, rolling his shoulders. His muscles ached in that satisfying, heavy way that called for stretching and hot water.

He didn’t move to do either.

He lay back slowly, staring at the ceiling, letting the day play out again in fragments.

The shock of cold water.
The numbers on the board.
The diner.
The small-town quiet.
Matt’s laugh bouncing off chrome and glass.
The weight of Matt’s head on his shoulder.

He closed his eyes.

He didn’t tell himself to stop thinking about Matt. Didn’t scold himself. Didn’t try to fold the feeling into something smaller.

He just let it sit there.

Warm. Quiet. Unnamed.

Across the street, Matt’s house hummed with different noise. TV in the living room. His sister on the phone, pacing and gesturing as if the person on the other end could see her. A cabinet door shutting. Footsteps overhead.

Matt sat on his bed, damp hair curling slightly at the ends, phone in his hand, thumbs hovering over the screen.

He typed:

Dude you were amazing today

Stared at it.

Deleted it.

Typed:

Seriously, you crushed it

Deleted that, too.

He groaned, flopping back so his shoulders hit the mattress.

He talked to Kitt about everything—stupid memes, annoying teachers, random thoughts he had about whether cereal was soup. But suddenly, simple words felt loaded. Too honest. Not honest enough.

He sat up again and typed something else:

Still awake?

He stared at it for a full second, then hit send before he could think himself out of it.

. . .

Kitt’s phone buzzed on his nightstand.

He reached for it, screen lighting his face in the dim room.

Still awake?

His chest warmed.

Yeah he typed back.

The reply came almost immediately.

Can I call?

Kitt hesitated—not from dread, but because the day already felt full, like one more thing might overflow something inside him.

Then he wrote:

Okay

The phone vibrated again with an incoming call. Kitt plugged in his earbuds and answered, voice soft.

“Hey.”

“Hey,” Matt said. His voice was low, edged with that sleepy rasp it got late at night. In the background, Kitt could hear faint TV noise and someone laughing in another room. “Just checking on you.”

“I’m fine,” Kitt said, settling deeper into his pillow. “Tired.”

“You were insane today,” Matt said. “I don’t think I’ve ever yelled that much in my life.”

“You tell everyone that,” Kitt replied, but there was a smile in his voice.

“Yeah, but this time it’s true,” Matt said.

Silence drifted in, easy and light.

“Was it a good day for you?” Matt asked after a moment.

Kitt blinked at the ceiling. The question caught him off guard more than the race had.

“Yeah,” he said finally. “One of the good ones.”

He heard Matt exhale—a small, relieved sound.

“Mine too,” Matt murmured.

Kitt turned onto his side, twisting the edge of his blanket between his fingers.

“What was your favorite part?” he asked.

He didn’t know why he asked it. Didn’t know if he was prepared for any particular answer.

Matt went quiet.

Kitt could picture him, brow furrowed, chewing on his bottom lip the way he did when he was thinking too hard.

You,” Matt said.

Just that.

Kitt’s heart skipped outright.

Then Matt rushed on, words tumbling into each other.

“I mean—watching you race. Hanging out after. Walking around town. Just… being there with you.” He let out a breathy laugh. “That part. That was my favorite.”

Kitt stared at the dark ceiling, throat tight.

“Oh,” he said.

“Yeah,” Matt replied softly. “Oh.”

Another pause settled between them, but it felt different now. Denser.

“What about you?” Matt asked. “Favorite part?”

Kitt sifted through the pieces.

The water.
The pancakes.
The sunlight on brick.
The rhythm of their steps on unfamiliar sidewalks.
The weight of Matt’s head on his shoulder.

In the end, the answer felt simpler than the day.

“Having you there,” Kitt said.

Matt didn’t speak for a moment. When he did, his voice had gone very gentle.

“Always,” he said.

Kitt curled closer into his blanket, eyelids growing heavy.

“Matt?” he murmured.

“Yeah?”

“Thanks. For today.”

“You don’t have to thank me,” Matt said. “I wanted to be there.”

Kitt nodded, even though Matt couldn’t see it.

“Goodnight,” he whispered.

“Night, Kitt,” Matt replied.

The call ended.

The warmth didn’t.

Kitt set his phone down and turned off the lamp. Shadows stretched and settled, the room fading into soft dark.

He closed his eyes and let the day loop one last time—the bright blue of the pool, the golden light of Riverbend, the quiet walk back to the bus, the soft weight against his shoulder.

Across the street, Matt lay awake for a few extra minutes, staring at the ceiling like it might offer answers to questions he hadn’t figured out how to ask yet.

What is this?

He didn’t know.

He just knew it felt important.

He eventually drifted off with the faintest smile, his phone still in his hand.

And outside, under the early fall sky, Lakehurst settled around them—streetlights dimming, insects humming, the air carrying the first true bite of the season.

Both boys fell asleep with the same quiet thought pulsing in their chests, unspoken but real:

Today mattered.

In a way they didn’t have words for yet.

In a way that would stay—even after everything else changed.

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This keeps cropping up in my memory banks....

Kitt tried to roll his eyes, but the smile that tugged at his mouth made it useless. He stepped onto the bus and looked back just once—Matt in his hoodie, hair a mess, grin bright enough to cut through the early-morning haze.

The doors hissed shut.

Kitt leaned his forehead briefly against the cool glass, watching as Matt jogged across the lot toward his car, waving one last time before the bus pulled away.

The sun was just beginning to climb, soft gold spilling across the road.

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Why then does Matt take the bus back?

The bus waited with its doors open, engine rumbling.

“You ready to go back?” Matt asked, rocking on his heels.

Kitt glanced at the bus, at his teammates filing in with drooping shoulders and damp hair, then back at Matt.

“Yeah,” he said.

“Can I sit with you?” Matt asked, like there was any universe where the answer was no.

“Of course,” Kitt said, and meant it a little more than he knew how to say.

                                             

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Before leaving Lakehurst for the swim meet in Riverbend...

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Kitt leaned his forehead briefly against the cool glass, watching as Matt jogged across the lot toward his car, waving one last time before the bus pulled away.

After the swim meet in Riverbend...

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“Can I sit with you?” Matt asked, like there was any universe where the answer was no.

“Of course,” Kitt said, and meant it a little more than he knew how to say.

Relief flickered across Matt’s face, quick and real, and they climbed on.

I see @drsawzall has already commented on this. My assumption is that the author. @Tony S., simply forgot that Matt had driven to the meet.

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